WHEN THE DRS CAME TO US AND SAID THEY WANTED TO HAVE A MEETING ON YOUR CARE,THEY SAID IF YOU CAME OUT OF THE COMA YOU WOULD BE A VEGTABLE AND BE ON A RESPIRATOR.YOU SAID YOU DIDNT WANT TO GO ON LIKE THAT SO I MADE THAT TREADFUL DECISSION TO LET YOU GO.I CANT STOP WANTING YOU BACK. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I CANT MOVE ON. I DONT KNOW HOW. ITS BEEN YOU AND ME ,ME AND YOU,NOW ITS ME. AND I DONT LIKE ME WITHOUT YOU.LOVING SOMEONE SO HARD SO MUCH THAT EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE IS FOR THAT PERSON AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN YOU ARE GONE , HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO GO ON?PLEASE HELP ME... I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

WELL TODAY IS OUR ANNIVERSARY. I REMEMBER THAT DAY IN 1989 WHEN WE GOT MARRIED. YOU WERE AND ARE MY WHOLE BEING. I LOVED YOU SO MUCH THEN AND OUR LOVE GREW AS THE YEARS WENT BY. I LOVE YOU  AND MISS YOU LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HON. AND HAPPY ANNIVERSARY YOU HAVE 27 YEARS OF SOBRITY AS OF THE 10TH. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I FEEL YOU AROUND ME AT TIMES. I JUST WISH YOU COULD HOLD ME. I NEED YOU SO MUCH. I FEEL LIKE I WEAR A MASK AND PRTEND ALL IS GOOD , WHEN INREALITY ITS SO PAINFUL. WELL MY LOVE MY LIFE REST WELL ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE.

our little girl is now 16  and our fishing boy is 13  wow... i miss and love you still everyday

my darling i sit here and still miss you so much. i need to be with you and ronnie i cant say how much i miss and love you two. i put the smiles on but inside im dieing  happy easter soon.

hon im in somuch pain  i cant stand it i need you so, come back to me or take me to you,why am i here.without you and ronnie.the pain is so strong i have trouble breathing... i need you so much...rest in peace my love

well my love its 23 mths since you went home to be with god and ronnie and larry jason and your mom and dad, with everyone up there with you i feel so alone. when ronnie b. died i had no one to hold me and i miss that.. i miss your arms around me i miss your lips on mine i miss you.... i love you so very much. watch over all our kids grandkids, rick dan kevin p angie maria becky and kevin k. watch over matt he misses you terribly.. well my love i will see you again.. your wife diane

well another year without you on your birthday...but guess what our little girl is going to a dance today with a boy......... hope you are celebrating your birthday doing what you love to do ...... i love and miss you so very much........ i cant move on i dont want to not without you with me....say hello to everyone my love my life my everything

well hon its 26 yrs for you on your sobrity. i miss and love you so very much. i cant even think about moving on its to painful. i want to be with you now and forever

i was thinking of you while fishing and guess what bam i got a huge dog fish alls i could do is think yep you are with me it felt great. when i got home took my shower and went to sleep hr. well rick is flying out again watch over him.... paige is really a great young lady and austin a great young man. kaylee what a beauty and randy wow he looks like a mini ron. well my love miss and love you i will be watching for signs from you. till we meet again my love

well started fishing again.... well was fishing i guess ill hang it up..... i remember us fishing,,,,,, and i can hear and see you while im fishing... you are always on my mind.... i miss you ronnie and milo and larry.....i love you hon.

hey you i went fishing and i got a dog fish remember the story you told me the very first night we met,, it was about dog fish in mn. i guess i went into a deep depression the other day remembering that story then i caught one,,, i thought it was a sign you telling me good bye... but its not good bye you promised we would be together forever. and that you would never leave me.. well you did,,,, i love and miss you so much. send me a sign that you didnt leave me please.

well my love its been awhile since ive been on im not fading away from you im trying to show people im living the life here, but i would rather be with you. i miss you so much.. hey ive been fb my nephew dougie hes married to a beautiful lady named kim.they seem very happy. i sure hope you ronnie and jason and larry are having a pain free life my love. well best go love you then now and forever your wife diane

I WAS REMEMBERING OUR TRIP TO DC  AND NOW YOUR PAIGERS IS THERE THATS PRETTY COOL ISNT IT .. I MISS YOU MY LOVE LOVE AND KISSES SENT YOUR WAY... YOUR LOVING WIFE DINE

i was telling a friend at work about the time i colored the easter eggs but forgot to boil them first,,,,,  the holidays arent holidays to me anymore without you.. i work this easter  hope you celebrate the holidays were you are you enjoyed them alot here.. well my love i will see you soon.. love your wife diane

I CANT BELIEVE IVE BEEN THE ONLY ONE  WRITING ON HERE BUT ITS ALWAYS ME AND YOU.. NOW THEN AND FOREVER... I LOVE YOU MY LOVE.

i  am sitting here remembering so much of the good times we had. i will never forget when you asked me to marry you it was oct 15th 1989 and it was in a birthday card......i remember when you gave me this wedding band setagment ring you said the setting  were the past the present and the future  it was in a pouch with a teddy bear holding it.. that was on a christmas morning...i miss all the things about you about us

ANOTHER YEAR PASSED AND YOU ARENT HERE WITH ME . WELL YOU ARE IN SPIRIT I CAN FEEL YOU SOMETHIMES AND SEE YOU MORE IN MY DREAMS. I THINK MY BEST NEW YEARS WITH YOU WAS STAYING HOME A CUDDLEING. YOU ARE MY ONE MY ONLY LOVE . I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

ITS CHRISTMAS ONCE AGAIN WITHOUT YOU . I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH BUT I HAVE OUR MEMORIES, LIKE WHEN YOU GAVE ME MY WEDDING RING SET, YOU HAD IT IN A LITTLE BAG WITH A TEDDY BEAR HOLDING IT. I LOVED THE WAY YOU MADE ME FEEL SO SPECIAL  YOU ARE NOW AND FOREVER IN MY HEART

cant stop the tears they just keep coming . i need you so much  you were and are the one and only love of my life take care of our boy up there. i love and miss you my love

it was on this day nov 22 1989 we got married.for ourwedding reception we and our guests cooked thanksgiving for hundreds of people. we were at just for today club. people came from all over . it was beautiful. the snow storm was bad  and someone hit the car and just left.those were the days. i love you more now than i did then. i miss you my love happy anniversary and happy thanksgiving

this pic was taken a long time ago but it seems like yesterday. the only one left on this earth is me diane. my beloved husband jeff passed away 10/29/2011 my baby boy ronnie passed away 12/13/2010. im not understanding why i am left behind. i miss and love them both

i still talk about you like you are here because to me you are. you will always be in my heart and soul.you are the only man i can say i have loved unconditionally  you was my everything and the song FOREVER by rascal flatts sums it up.well i hope to see you soon my love

 I CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN A YEAR ALREADY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE YOU LIKE THE DAY YOU WENT TO HEAVEN.I STILL KEEP WAITING FOR YOUR CALL. AND I WAITFOR YOU TO COME THROUGH THE DOOR AND SAY, HI HON HOW WAS YOUR DAY,I NEED COFFEE.LOL. I WILL NEVER HAVE THAT FROM YOU AGAIN. THIS REALLY SUCKS. I KNEW THERE WOULD BE A DAY THAT I WOULDNT HAVE YOU BUT I SURE DIDNT THINK IT WAS GOING TO BE SO SOON.YOU ARE MY HEART MY SOUL MY LIFE AND MY LOVE. REST WELL  I WILL SEE YOU SOON.

ONE YEAR AGO TODAY YOU PUT YOUR ARMS AROUND ME FOR THE LAST  TIME ,AT TIMES I CAN STILL FEEL YOU.I CAN HEAR YOUR VOICE  AT TIMES . THIS IS MY SONG TO YOU I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I KNOW I HAVE TO STAY HERE.. YOU WAS MY HEARTBEAT YOU WAS THE AIR IN MY LUNGS, THE BLOOD IN MY VEINS. CAN ANYONE TELL ME HOW TO STOP THIS HURT THE PAIN. I MISS AND LOVE YOU MY LOVE OF MY LIFE.

EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU I MISS . I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. ITS BEEN 11 MTHS WITHOUT YOU, AND THIS IS ONE OF OUR FAVORITE SEASONS WHEN THE LEAVES TURN TO BEAUTIFUL COLORS AND WE WOULD GO NORTH JUST TO SEE THEM. I REALLY NEED YOU MY LOVE . I KEEP ASKING WHY AND DID I DO THE RIGHT THING WAS YOU SCARED DID YOU KNOW I WAS THERE TO HOLD AND TAKE YOUR FEAR AWAY. ALL THESE QUESTION AND I HAVE NO ANSWERS. WHEN THEY SAY YOU FIND ONE TRUE LOVE IN A LIFE TIME IT IS SO TRUE, AND YOU ARE MINE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE.  ITS NOT ANY EASIER WITHOUT. OUR LOVE AND LIVE WAS AMAZING YOU GAVE ME SO MUCH I HOPE I GAVE YOU  THE PEACE YOU DESERVE MY LOVE.  I MISS YOUR LAUGH I MISS YOUR TOUCH AND THE BUTTERFLIES I WOULD FEEL WHEN YOU WOULD JUST BRUSH MY MY HAND WITH YOURS. I NEED YOU SO MUCH HON. I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE.

remember when we said we will love each other forever well i havent stopped loving you. you are my everything. and i no i was yours i miss you ny love  rest in pease i will try to let you

went to fair with rick, maria ,paige .austin and kaylee. they had a great time. i kept thinking of you over and over again but i kept it to myself i didnt want to ruin it for others.  god how i love you.  my life is over and thats fine with me. i have the grandkids our kids and ronnies babies mommas and rick and kevin and dan your family i guess i will go on for them for now. i hope your watching over them. i love and miss you so much my love.your paigers is going to be 14 already. send a penny from heaven my love.let me know your still with me.this song says it all hon. i wish i could explain what i feel or dont feel but i cant. my heart is shattered. you and ron left me to soon its not right.why is the question i keep asking with no answers.

i keep thinking of you day and night i love you so much i only hope you are at peace now the pain you had and the fear you felt i hope is gone for you now. my god i love and miss you so much i need you so much where are you.. my heart hurts so bad,  i dont no how to go on without you. i dont want to my love you are my everything

when i say i love you i want to hear you say it back so i play your voice mail and listen to your wonderful voice. i hope you and ronnie and larry and everyone else are having a wonderful time. love and miss you

nancy shared her story with me about when she and tim took some of your ashes up to aunt jans cabin. she was saying a prayer and was putting you in the lake and no matter which position she stood the wind took your ashes and covered her teeth and all. but you helped her by catching all those fish. you were with her just like you were suppose to be. i miss and love you so much.rest well my love

it was a beautiful day out my love for your celebration of life  you did good

hey the woodpeckers didnt come back this year. but the glads flowered this year.ill plant some moss roses for you as soon as i can find them.i miss and love you my love

i remember all the good and bad times we had and i wouldnt trade any of it for the world you were then and now the love of my life  i love you so much miss you too

OUR RENEWING OF OUR VOWS IS COMING FAST BUT INSTEAD ITS A CELEBRATION OF LIFE FOR YOU ON THAT DAY JUNE 23RD,I CELEBRATE MY LOVE FOR YOU IN MY HEART. MISSING YOU SO MUCH IT FEELS LIKE MY HEART IS IN A MILLION PIECES. I HATE NOT HAVING YOU ITS 6 MTHS ALREADY WHERE ARE YOU

the first time you told me you loved me I ASKED YOU WHY? you said because i am me and i love strong  that my love is my down fall because if i didnt love you so much i wouldnt be in so much pain. i will never love again. i miss you so much it hurts. remember our love or wedding our lives together i do

i read angies message and laughed. if they only knew the stuff you would feed them and yep giggle that wonderful giggle you had when you would do something that only you thought you was getting away with.cottage cheese for both kids  pasta with butter boy did lexie like that lol and your all time favorite  cadileana dressing for all the babies  oh how bad we were  lol.wyatt loves talking to your pics here and miss bella senses you. you and her have such a connection and when you said dan came into our life @ the right time  yep yep you had such respect for him.what do you think hon are all our kids (yeah baby mommas ,their other half) are they keepers ?love love love you

I read that Diane...... lol.. Im guessing that is why Austin can sit down and eat a bag or 2 of popcorn in one sitting is from, we will have words later...lol... I can actually picture Jeff doing that and giggling, and saying look he loves it haha

bought a microwave today and was remembering when maria and i went to kmart went we were living in ohio and we left paige who was about a mth old we left her with you and jeff crismor and when we came back to the house the two of you was trying to figure out how to put her diaper on. it was so funny.little memories like that keep me going. and remember when you made popcorn and took little pieces of it and gave austin it he was like a little bird begging for more. oh how bad we were lol love and miss you. oops i guess our secret is out about the diaper and popcorn

just checking in love and miss you

the love we had was a love most people only dream of i will never find it again and thats ok i have you

i was remembering the first time lexi met you she was drawn to you and how she would push you in your wheel chair because you was her poppa too. just like with wyatt how he asked you to be a duck and tryed to imatate you you were a huge part of all the kids big and small.i love and miss you.

i was wondering if someone down here was so much in love with the man who went to heaven if that man will be there to love her when she gets to heaven that love goes with you and when you meet again that the love is still there? i know i love you now like i did when you were here. love you miss you love the story from angie and i have the video

OHH do I love this picture, this was the first time you held Bella and we were all at your house. This was when you got the call that your best friend had passed. I will always remember this too.... I was holding Bella and you were quacking at her and making those goofy noises and she just staired at you, but when you got that call. She keep stairing at you but yelling at you, and Diane was saying she was telling you its ok, he is in a better place.But the way she was yelling and turning red was crazy, and for how long she kept doing it.. I will never forgot being Bella never did that before, and she was so serious. I will hold that memory in my heart and tell Bella when she gets older... We love you Jeff... Kiss Kiss

i was remembering when we were in pa with ronnie and he got me that easter lily he was so proud of it. i miss you so much hon

i was remembering this day in 1984 when we 1st met at the gaslite lounge. you telling me about dog fish i no i was thinking who is this nut little did i know i would fall so much in love with you. my heart is breaking in pieces everyday we are apart. i love you and miss you

fishing season is going to start soon.hope you guys are fishing up there and having a blast. i love you

i was remembering when that pic was taken all of us together.and now three of you are in heaven. how time passes but it doesnt heal the wounds i love and miss you

they say its suppose to get easier well it doesnt.how dare you leave me you are my love my life my soul. i need you so much just a brush against my back or a squeeze on my shoulder like you always did. i miss everything about you the good the bad and the ugly.lol