jenny today is ur birthday . im always sad on ur birthday i try not to be but the longer it does its worse . i wished every birthday for you to come back so i could meet you i tought if you were here id be a better person i dident like me i belive you are this wonderful person who would be nicest to me in the entire existance i would never feel as alone as i did then.but as much as i miss you even know i never met you i think im a better mom because of you i hope ur watching and want to be as good a person as you and ur an angel . is it nice up there ? do you know i love and miss you can you hear my silent prayers . i want to be with you but i cant with out letting you down and thats wat keeps me here . its hard i have this thing with my head im ur little sister our daddy was the same guy .well i got daddys sickness its onley contagous to ur baby in mommys tummy . so i got it and im glad now in the beginning i was upset but ur a angel now you are blissful im glad i got the sickness not you . i wish heaven could get email id rite every day! im sorry if im not wat you wish but i promise i try the best i can even when i faulter . i love you till i where you are . bye jenny my sister