Son,I think of you every moment I am awake.I miss you more than I have words to express.Although I am truly blessed to have had the pleasure of having you as my son!Further more you will always be my son and forever you will be loved.Miss your voice when we talked on the phone for hours and then when we shared our times together when I came back here.I am truly happy and blessed that I got to spend the last two and a half months with you before you went to heaven.You are gone way to soon,leaving a big void where you where.Although you are still with me I just wish for one more day to spend with you healthy and fishing,or being at the casino,or just simply eating a meal and talking.So many times I remember with you as a baby then a young man.Camping up at Decker and never could get you out of the river you where always fishing. :) Then when we grew older and we talked on the phone alot.Coming back home was a blessing because I spent your last days here with you.Remember you with your first blue bike,remember you at grandma Elvy's house when you where a teenager when the first girls came by.Then we had that talk and you said I already know dad.Than when you became a father when Brittnai was born.And the joys of watching you evole into a man.I am truly heart broken that you not here but as you told me before you passed that you loved me and will always be near me.And I know that is true because I have felt your presence three times.I talked to you still everyday somehow I know you hear me.You just moved to a better place your still here but now in my heart and soul.I know you have everything you want in heaven.And I know you are there with your mom,your aunt Linda,your uncle Bobby and your grand parents.So really I just wanted to say I love you and truly miss you and that when the time comes I will see you again.....God bless and until then I can hear you saying be a good soilder and keep going and I will just like you did but I really miss you.........