Happy birthday rabitt.. A day late and im sorry. I love and miss u with all my heart

Dear son.... Its been a year . had a balloon release for u on 2/23/2017 in memory of you. I miss u and love you so much .. Nothings gotten any easier in fact is more painful every day your not here by my side. Jesse im ready to go to you . plz know and undeestand why im saying thus and plz dont get mad when i get to you ok. Just know i cant go on much longwt without u son .

I love u my precious angel son

Jesse I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH

Happy birthday Jesse. I love and miss u so much. Missing you so much. RIP MY SON

Happy birthday Jesse

Damn baby boy not a day goes by that me and Melissa don't think or talk about u ....it's still so hard to believe ur gone Jesse. We love u so much and miss u terribly but we also know ur not hurting anymore. Happy birthday ...i wish u were here to have a few drinks and get some big hugs and spankings like the years before. I will always remember u coming over to my house and hiding in my pantry saying this is my room when I'm at ur house tabby cuz it was so big and all the food was in there so u wouldn't ever have to leave lol. I will always remember how fiercely and amazing urs and my sisters love was and always will b. I hope one day I find a love like u guys shared. I miss u so much and iloveu so much and we will celebrate together and none of us will b hurting no more and everything will b perfect just like we talked about. Iloveu Jesse happy birthday baby boy see u soon buddy
 Love always
     Ur big sister ...Tabitha xoxox

My sweet baby brother, tho we've always lived a few thousand miles apart I've always wished for a closer relationship. I cherish the memories I have from when we were younger. My Brother - you made me proud! Such a strong handsome man. A bit sensitive - as you wore your heart on your sleeve, but after not long it seemed to have passed. It had been more as of this last year that we have really talked the most. I finally got to be your big sister, when we would talk for hours about girl problems and then visa versa. My saddened brother reaching out to me so I could again make him smile truly was a big deal to me and because i wasnt there to see you ride your bike, or to watch you win your karate matches... nor trick you around like brother & sisters do that's now what I get to hold onto. The sound of your voice - it still lingers. I knew you battled some demons but I never imagined it would come to this. I wish I could have taken away the darkness for you brother. I wish I could have been there for you . I hate that its taken for a tragedy like this for me to come to realize it truly is the smallest things in life that bring the most genuine joy and happiness. We take so many things for granted and before we know it's gone. And now my brother taken too soon. Jesse may you fly high, and soar in the sky, embracing freedom from the pain and free from tribulation. Jesse may you Rest in Paradise my sweet Baby Brother and one day we will get to meet again.

I just want to hold you tight Jesse, and never let go.