It's been a long time since we last seen each other but i keep it fresh in my heart for wisdom. No more do i weep for you but now i live for us and ours. I'm a calm man now, no more jail and trouble, i no longer hang in crowds. I think about you plenty. I see you in Gabby she has your loving heart and she can be a pretty good prankster if i might say. But she has Jesus written all over her, she is so loving, but Bella oh man she's like me so much i be like ahhhhhh. But she's also adorable and very smart. Oh yeah Gabby has that work flow, aww man she has that drive in her now God has truly blessed us. But what's more precious is that we're in Jesus's hands so you're still alive and with us in the Kingdom here in the center of me with the Lord God. I LOVE YOU BLESS UP.

Wow I see you're enjoying your vacation well. We miss you..me gabby and bella.. It's your birthday tomorrow i wanna wish you a happy birthday my

Dear Jessica Rose,

I just wanted to wish you a Happy 34th birthday up in heaven. I'm still not able to understand a lot but just know how much I love you and miss you. Me ,Gabby & Bella made you your favorite Red Velvet Cake and ballons for you, Did you get them ? We watched how far they went up in the sky to reach you.....I love and Miss you sooo much . Hope your having a big party up there with everyone...good nite my precious baby girl...Mama loves you today and forever after.xoxoxoxo

Dear Sweet Jessy,
It's now the 3rd year of your departing and I can't stand to even type this but I want you to know that I miss you more and more . I am so sad and heartbroken but I can't bring you back to us. Please help me and David, Kristina ,Gabby and Bella, I will never ever let anyone forget you as long as I'm breathing my last breath It's so hard to not have you here with us anymore. Life goes on but things are not the same without you . Just know how much I love & miss you every day.

Hey Jessy when we met I'd never know the life you lived could be. You were hurt wanting to be healed, lost wanting to be found, alone hoping for a real friend, not being able to trust people but wanting a loved one to share your time and space with. And I somehow fit the empty space... wow I'm blessed. Your life was hard but you've come so far. I had front row seat, I seen so many days our many good times our children's lives being lived but you survived the street life, being homeless, substance abuse, having babies, racism, torment, but you won I watched you win. You are a winner. Thank You.... You are my queen your life is still important to many. I love you and miss you dearly, more than dearly I love you. Jessica Rose Fletcher Williams.

Happy 33rd Birthday Jessica Rose....I am still so heart broken to not have you hear with me and the family. We all love & miss you soooo much. I want to let you know Gabby & Bella are getting ready to go back to school soon and David Jr,Bryson are both getting bigger and I can't see them much either. Its so hard living apart from all of them and I miss them too sooo much. Hope your having your special Red Velvet cake and blowing out candles. I love you eternally and visit me anytime in my dreams. Until next time.... Love you baby girl !!!!!! Xoxoxoxoxoxo

Jessie rose,
Just want to wish you a Happy Mothers day up in Heaven. I miss you terribly and can't still believe your not here physically anymore. My heart is so broken. Please visit me sometime <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Can't believe it's been 2years since we last spoke. Almost to the day. I miss everything about our conversations and remember how sad I was when you definitely decided California was the way you were headed. I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you more. Wish everything about losing you was different. Especially the losing you part. I hope everything is cool up there. People/spirits are treating you well. I don't know how it works, so I'll be looking for you to show me around when my # is called too. I miss you all the time mama bear. Wish I could see the girls. Chris talks about gabby and Bella alot. So do I. They really should have been able to know you as adults. The thought chokes me up. I wish I could know you as an adult too. Lol. Till we meet again good friend. Love you with all my Heart and soul

~Dear Jessica~, my one & only big sissy I'll never 4get.
I've been counting down the days, knowin ur anniversary was coming up. I still can't believe ur gone..not a day goes by that I don't think of you..I miss u soo much it kills me. I kno ur looking down on us from Heaven..Gabby & Bella are well taking care of. Gabbys growing up so fast into a beautiful,smart & caring young lady..I see a lot of her in u as well as Bella! She's very smart, & she reminds me of a lot of both u and I listening & dancing to 80s music & getting Yelled at lol by daddy. Brings back a lot of memories when we were just young playful sisters!! But a lot of you shines through Bella as well! I remember the day, not so long before u passed, u said "Kristina don't u wanna get married & have a kid/family one day?" & of course I said "NO"!! Lol from all the turmoil I've been through & helping u out w/ the girls...I had Enuf I thought & then losing u was the worst of them all. But u led me to the right path & I didn'tmet Maurice who I knew ud approve of & Gabby most of all (: and we were blessed to have a Lil baby boy, which I thought I'd never b able to have, & that's ur nephew Bryson!! It kills me you'll never b able to meet him but a pc of him reminds me a lot of you!! I love n miss sooo so much my 1 & only sissy. I kno ur here tho spiritually watching over all of us..I just wish I could have 1 more day to spend it w/ u Bryson, Gabby,Bella & Mommy..it's soo hard & upsetting w/out u..u weren't just my big sister but my best friend &now my Angel. You will always b in my heart & on mind 4eva & ever til we meet again*! I love u soo much Jessy Rose

I'm sorry we never met, but I want you to know that your girls are in good hands. Your family is wonderful, and we all chip in to love and take care of them. Gabby is becoming a beautiful young lady, and Bella is a smart and feisty little girl! I don't have to tell you this because I know you are looking down on them. You probably also know that you have 2 new nephews! Even though your brother and I started our family, we will always treat and love your girls as our own. RIP

I find it difficult to still believe that I won't see your beautiful face anymore. I am so heartbroken and can't see to find the right words but all I know is that I will never let your life & memories go astray. Your girls will always know their Mama as long as I am still breathing. Did you see your 2 new nephews...Bryson & David??? They are so precious and will someday know you by name as I will keep your memory forever in our family and hearts. I love you FOREVER and ETERNALLY as your Mom. Don't ever forget it and know you were such a blessing to me for your time here on earth. It's a daily challenge for me to not break down and cry over your loss....please be in peace and help me to see it through my eyes and tears in heaven. I love you Baby girl in my heart forever !!! Xoxoxoxoxoxox <3 <3 <3

Happy Birthday in heaven my Angel . I just couldn't write it on that day. I miss you soooooo much and think of you daily.My pain won't ever go away as your memory is always in my heart. Gabby and Bella are getting bigger each day as you can see. I know they miss you too. I hope you blew out your 32 candles on your Red Velvet cake. Until next visit just know how much I love & miss you terribly baby girl of mine <3

One year later and I am still in disbelief. Even though the 8th was on a Saturday, you really left Friday night one year ago. Each day goes by and I can't forget it. I tried to save you, every breath I blew into you I tried harder and harder but I couldn't get you to breath. I hoped the fire department could have gotten you going cause I couldn't and they failed as well. I knew then it was your time and there was nothing anyone can do. Our world will never be the same and you were a huge part of it. I miss and love you so much!

Jessica my friend, my cousin you were like alittle sister to me.I miss your smile our talks I still can't believe you are in heaven and not here physically I do know you are many peoples Angels you didn't have one mean bone in you, You were an Angel on earth and didn't know boy if you new your own Strengths maybe you would be here but God knows what he needed you for and I sure hope it directed you and the inner strength you had to do some good for others I love you to pieces , I miss you everday Until we meet again keep smiling down on us, We feel it ;)! Xo

Hello Jes its me Shawn, I spend a lot of time thinking of you cause I miss you so bad. I still hear your voice in my silence and my emotions go crazy. I stretch my arm to reach you but the path where you are is too far but so close to me. I miss you and love you and the family so much....Gabby and Bella are getting so big, like you don't know.....I love you stay around me I'll need you..love you baby..my Queen Jessica Rose Fletcher the best wife a man could ever have..God Bless us all...

A woman looks in a mirror to see the image of her daughter. It is there forever, never wavering. She may move to another dimension but the reflection is the life we all feel. Jessica is with us always.

Hey Jessica, its me..........KB...............I cant believe its been almost a year since you left us. But I never forget important dates so I knew this day was coming. You left the same day as Biggie left. March 8th Cali time and March 9th Jersey time. I miss you. Its strange not being able to talk to you. Your my sister and best friend and always will be. Your basically the only person who understands me so its bee hard. There's not too many people in my life , you basically were most of my life.
I love you and miss you. Your always the Queen of the KBO Family.
<3
K to the B

You always be remembered and you left 2 fantastic children that will carry on your memory.

Dear Jessica Rose.
Thank you for giving me 30 yrs of your precious life which I will and have treasured. A Mothers love never dies with death. You know that firsthand...as Gabriella & Isabella are living because of you. I promise to love & cherish them as much as I have loved you. I miss you so much everyday, my precious baby daughter and know we will be together again.It's so sad that you are not here but you can now rest in peace Until then I will keep your memory alive as long as I am here. David,Kristina,Gabby ,Bella,Dad & Shawn all love & miss you forever xoxo