SnowFlake,

Many feel this .

I remember when i lost my job and we had to seperate. the worst thing I ever had to do in my life! we went thru our clothes to decide who wore things more than the other. lol. I still have and wear this fleece pink and gray shirt. so warm and all I can think of is you and how you wanted to keep it but you let me keep it in the end so i had a part of you. So thankful for the times we shared just wish we could have had more :(. btw you ended up with the tiger stipe flowing shirt that you looked so awesome in!  Love you Jill and miss you more than ever! 

Who said you can't cook a 15 pound turkey in the oven in 3 hours?  You, Nik, and I showed them all wrong. That turkey was done AND delicious in 3 hours. The kids playing out back on the swingset while dinner cooked.  After dinner, us girls played in the tree and took pics. Honestly one of THE BEST Thanksgivings I've ever had.

I remember the times where we would sit in your bedroom on 4th street with the air conditioner going just sitting there talking or eating because it was the coolest room in the house. Or the time when just me and you went down to the beach and saw the jellyfish. No matter where we were we always seemed to have a good time. It's these times that I will miss the most.

I will never forget the day you and Ally walked into the Stakehouse in downtown Clearwater after a nightmare trip, You were so tired and Ally in the last dirty diper from Buffalo. It was the most beautiful thing I had seen in many months. I only wish I had been able to protect you from all the bad. Remember ally"s first dip in the sand face first? How hard we laughed? Our many trips on the weekends to the beach to enjoy the sun, How we protected ally with the 50 sunblock and she got more tan than we did. lol! guess we shoud have used it. 

We got along the best as far as I see it, your junior & senior year (which was my sophomore & junior year). My main concern as your senior year came to a close was who/how was I going to get-a-way with writing excuses to leave 2nd period and NOT return like twice a week. After all, Mrs. Burdick thought your handwriting was Mom's. Neither one of us ever mastered writing fancy capital M's like her's.
---Remember getting out that day 2nd period with Laura and Jamie? We ran to Bradford then headed over to Laura's Grandparents house. You are responsible for my other favorite movie besides Terms of Endearment, Dazed and Confused  :) :) Because of circumstances,.....
"It was so INTENSE!! I can't take it!" was my perspective that day:) :) :) 
---Remember calling Laura's sister that morning WAAAYY too early.We all forgot about the 3 hour time difference.
   We had so much fun back then; you were YOU at heart before the addiction and life took you away. (and me).
    I'm learning (or doing my best to watch for) lessons every day thanks to you, Suzy Q.
                                           Love Forever & Always,
                                                 ~~Baby Sis~~