July 22, 2015
July 22, 2015
Year#3. The pain and struggles never end. Each and every day we think about you. We tell stories and remanence. Sometime they forget.. And it's up to me to remind them. To tell them about the way you loved them, and the way you were. I've never known a man who loved his family the way you did. They way you do. I can't, no will I ever get over you. My heart breaks day after day. I have to endure the way they look at me. They way they judge me. I know how they love me and yet the way they idolize you.... It not fair. It's not fair to have to explain why they are the lucky ones to have a Daddy that lives in Heaven. And why you are so great.. And yet I'm not. My heart breaks day after day... Every single day. I will never understand. I will never accept... However, i will continue to encourage rememberance and enforce your love. Always and forever. I swear to you, I miss you and I love you every day of my life...