Happy heavenly birthday joannie xx

Morning mummy <3 time I got up and got the girls breakfast
Ready, then nursery time for our Hayley and Demi's not
Feeling to well the now it's just a wee winter cold but she's grumpy with it just like I used to be <3 I'm going to go just now mum but I will come back on here later loveyouuuuu mega much xxxxxxx

Oh hen can't believe it is that long since you left us all hope you are smiling down on us all all the stupid things we all got up to you are missed so much hen sleep tight with the angels hen till we meet again shine bright xxxx

Remember that baby face n smile and funniest wee laugh xxxxxxx

G.b.n.f happy heavenly birthday cuz hope ure having a ball with ure dad (uncle alex luv n miss you dearly xxxxx♡♡♡♡♡

Miss you every second of everyday my angel
Missing you more than a could put into words mummy
My head just doesn't seem to wanna forget the past cause
It's only thing keeping you here is your memory
But the past is sore the past is when I lost you the past is
Also when I was with you and could speak to you and cuddle
You, sad thing is after 11 years am still expecting you to come knocking
Then reality hits all over again and I am left with the worst possible
Memory stuck in my head and that is the last time a saw your beautiful
Little face and how a walked out that morning when I wish I stayed with
You the thought of u dying in that house alone rips me apart, am sorry
Mummy now I'm living with the fact. But I will always love you
Nothing can or will ever change that your my wee angel and a swear a will look after and protect Lizzie with my life that you can be sure of she's too cute mum just a mini you she's the biggest poser out I swear but she's beautiful just like you & as for my aunty Tracy she's just amazing am sure you already know that but she's gotten me through it
All she's the one I look for now because I can't have you but It
Doesn't mean u mean any less to me as you don't, she gives them
Special hugs for you and takes on all my problems ect ect because were all family and family stick together and may a add we have a crazy one at that fucksake trust you to leave me with these bunch a
Looneys lol but I love them all and we all love you and miss you so much xxxxxxx sleeptight angel and happy heavenly birthday mummy bear ( your simply the best ) old dear xxxxx

Another birthday without you

GBNF Joannie u are sorely missed by a lot of ppl xx

I'm going to bed now mum just wanted to say goodnight & I love you <3 sweetdreams <3xxxxxxxx

Miss you so much auntie jojo hope ur up there partying hard with papa in tam love you wee woman in there no a day goes by that a dont think about use hope use r proud of me in the family gbnf R.I.P wee woman

miss&love you lots

Hi mummy I know I've not wrote to you in a while just so much going on but last week we scattered your ashes with papas and we kept some ofcourse I've got some for me &lizzie because after all this time a still can't let you go, I've never needed you as much as I need you now though it just seems the more I have of you the more I long to see your wee face again, just can't seem to get my thoughts straight the now mummy, could be doing with one of your hugs. Every year this gets harder every birthday or event just leaves me wishing you were here. Am trying to do the best I can for you n my dad but life just keeps throwing things in my way, Hayley's now 4 she's such a wee drama queen lol loves to dance and sing and last week she was holding your ashes and gave u a kiss and tells everyone tht my granny Joanie with the biggest smile on her face and Demi well she's the mini version of Hayley lol nearly 2 and today we gave up her pram cause she's a big girl now and likes to run lol, anyway old dear that's it for now will be back soon & untill then just know your in my heart and my he's 24/7 love you so much mummy bear <3 xxxxxxxx

I miss you so much enjoy your time up there and dont be sad have and party i love you so much have a great time make it last forever love lizzie xxx <3

You should see your crazy grand daughter dancing about like a wee diva takes after her aunty lizzie :) miss you so much mum just want to speak to you and here your wee voice even just one last time xx

So many times ive wanted you so many times ive cried so many words unspoken so many answers n questions unknown <3 i miss my mum n my children will never know you n it kills me everytime i think of tht :'( still sometimes resent you for leaving me but most of the time i just miss you more than anything there are so many things that hurt me but the majority is just me thinking of your laugh your perfume you cuddles wen you will just hold me for wat felt like hours

Not a day goes by that we think of you and miss you picture youre wee baby face shine bright love you cuz g.b.n.f xxxxxx

i love you my beautiful angel xxx

10 years since i heard your voice or gotten one of they much needed cuddles :( so many things left unsais & unfixed <3 cant explain how much i need you right now stressing out coz i know no matter how hard i try n no matter wat i do im never gonna see you again 10years later n im still not accepting that sleep tight my angel ledgends dont die they sleep forever mummy <3 xxxxxxxxxxx

miss you so much mummy :) xx