John I still miss you so much, I am moving on like you ask me to do but at times it is so very hard, I am glad that you are not here to see how your family has turned there backs on me, I know that one day they will have to answer for what they are doing, I am trying to do what is right, but it is gettng harder to let the things they have done go unanswered. If you only knew you would turn over in your grave, you would be very proud of me though i got my learners for my cdl's and im going to pass the drivers test as well !!

I will always remember when you brought me to Roanoke with some furniture and you ran the stop sign. I laugh now but I sure wasnt laughing that day Miss you so much

John was set in his ways and know matter what he would never change his mind. I dont believe there has ever been a man that has been thrown out of so many places as my husband was.