Hey brother... It's been too long. I miss you and Dad... So many questions left unanswered. And I feel so very lost. The Wallenbrocks have all but disowned me. And I'm a stranger to the DeDear side of my family. I've never felt so alone in this world. I wished you were still hear to have someone close I could relate too. I talk to little John from time to time... He seems to be coming into his own. And I am proud of him for the three of us. I can't wait to come home and be at peace with you. Until then forever your brother John.

Hey old man, it’s been awhile. Your birthday is soon, you’ll be 44. I wish you could see us now. Everything has been difficult lately and I’m missing you extra. I love and miss you❤️

i miss you so much because you were the only real father i had and i love and miss you. 
                             love your other real son Jacob Dedear

Happy 38th Birthday Dad, Its been a long time since I've had a chance to pray or talk to you alone. I miss you, you had been the worlds best dad. I love you and wish you a Happy Birthday.  

                           -Sincerely,
                              Your "real" Son
                              John Franklin Dedear IV

I love you John. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you.

I miss you dad so much You left us and Now i wish i could hug you and never let go.......

You are a wonderful man and we will always love you. You will always be in our hearts and our thoughts.