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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, John Fox, 41 years old, born on October 25, 1969, and passed away on March 29, 2011. We will remember him forever.
October 25, 2021
October 25, 2021
Your 11th bday in heaven. I know its selfish but why did u leave me alone??? You and me-forever. I need u now in my old age. Something
to live 4
I gave ur boys everything I could, mayb too much. Now they won't even speak 2 me
Why???????? I don't know what 2 do with the. things u wanted for them
I can't even consider selling ypur pride and joy possessions-would break my heart. I don't want them

flung to the wind when i die. What do o do sweetie?? I so wish I'd been a better mother. I shld have
Went b4 you
plz give me some answ
Ers. I love and miss u

I
March 29, 2021
March 29, 2021
My dear baby boy, 10 years and the ache never leaves. This has really been a hard fee weeks
Feels like yesterday, other times, feels like 4ever.i miss u and the boys terribly
 Please help me son. I need i, i need ur prescience, I need you
Let me know thats it's ok for me 2 let go of my deep grief and possiblyfind a ray of sunshine. Help me get stronger mentally and physicslly. Plz son. Love i dearly,mom
December 22, 2020
December 22, 2020
My heart is so heavy sweetie, i don't know what 2 do. I need u here. This stupid pandemic just intensifies everything. It's been months since I've seen anyone. Mark and i are going crazy mad at each other-always fighting. I have so many health issues. No contact with ur boys in almost 3 years. I know u r there and see all this happening but i just need to say it. 10th christmas without you. Please son, can u and God have a talk-nayb take it easy on me-at least dor a while. I know God is already watching over me, or I'd be dead. He's got 2 b the one that keeps me going eveetday. Or, i guess it could just be my stubborness. Merry Christmasq in heaven my angel. Whisper MERRY Christmas to your boys 4 me, they won't hear me. Love you my son. Watch over me and ur boys. Hugs mom
October 25, 2020
October 25, 2020
Please send me some signs from heaven baby. I haven't received any in quite a bit. Love u and miss u forever
October 25, 2020
October 25, 2020
There r no words. Just a constant why and aching heart
Today i wish i had not survived my ordeal five years ago. We'd b 2gether now. I pray you've found peace
I miss ur sons much
I wish i at LEAST knew why they won't see r talk 2 me
Could u mayb do a divine intervention.
March 29, 2020
March 29, 2020
My dear child. I miss u terribly and here it is 9 years later and it doesn't stop. Its been two and a half years since I've seen r talked to your boys. Hard 2 believe connor will b 18. If there is anyway u can intervene, mayb whisper in God's ear on my behalf. So many days i wish i could b with u. I'm always sick and a burden to the only person i have-mark. I pray u r at peace my son. Till we r together again. Love mom
October 25, 2017
October 25, 2017
Happy birthday my son. Miss and love you as always. I'm sorry I couldn't give u what you needed.
October 30, 2016
October 30, 2016
Dear baby boy. Sorry I didn't wish u happy birthday. I forgot about this site. Happy birthday son. I guess you've met up with uncle John and brother in law Bobby. I get so sad sometimes bc I feel like I've forgotten u until something reminds me of u. I do miss u so. Both ur boys were on honor roll this semester. It's amazing how far Connor has came. I know u know why I missed ur bday last year.  I was close to death in icu. I was told my heart did stop, but I Didn't see you beckoning on. Guess it's good I didn't. U turned my ass around and sent me back. Always the trickster. Didn't want me up there. Love you forever. Mom
March 29, 2015
March 29, 2015
Connor and I had lunch and shared memories. I miss you just as much today as four years ago my darling baby boy.
October 25, 2014
October 25, 2014
Dear son happy birthday in heaven. Love and miss you son.
March 30, 2014
March 30, 2014
Dear John, I didn't forget the date, but I forgot I created this. As you know I love and miss you. As the years go by, your memory and the hurt never cease. Connor and Alex are beautiful boys, they remember you as I keep your memory alive and I always will. I see them often and always try my best to guide them. Love to heaven. Mom
November 29, 2013
November 29, 2013
Dear Son, I love and miss your smiling face everyday.

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October 25, 2021
October 25, 2021
Your 11th bday in heaven. I know its selfish but why did u leave me alone??? You and me-forever. I need u now in my old age. Something
to live 4
I gave ur boys everything I could, mayb too much. Now they won't even speak 2 me
Why???????? I don't know what 2 do with the. things u wanted for them
I can't even consider selling ypur pride and joy possessions-would break my heart. I don't want them

flung to the wind when i die. What do o do sweetie?? I so wish I'd been a better mother. I shld have
Went b4 you
plz give me some answ
Ers. I love and miss u

I
March 29, 2021
March 29, 2021
My dear baby boy, 10 years and the ache never leaves. This has really been a hard fee weeks
Feels like yesterday, other times, feels like 4ever.i miss u and the boys terribly
 Please help me son. I need i, i need ur prescience, I need you
Let me know thats it's ok for me 2 let go of my deep grief and possiblyfind a ray of sunshine. Help me get stronger mentally and physicslly. Plz son. Love i dearly,mom
December 22, 2020
December 22, 2020
My heart is so heavy sweetie, i don't know what 2 do. I need u here. This stupid pandemic just intensifies everything. It's been months since I've seen anyone. Mark and i are going crazy mad at each other-always fighting. I have so many health issues. No contact with ur boys in almost 3 years. I know u r there and see all this happening but i just need to say it. 10th christmas without you. Please son, can u and God have a talk-nayb take it easy on me-at least dor a while. I know God is already watching over me, or I'd be dead. He's got 2 b the one that keeps me going eveetday. Or, i guess it could just be my stubborness. Merry Christmasq in heaven my angel. Whisper MERRY Christmas to your boys 4 me, they won't hear me. Love you my son. Watch over me and ur boys. Hugs mom
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