I love you my sweet boy. I miss you so very much. I would have loved to see the man you would have become. I know that you would have been the best dad. Happy birthday baby. Fly high with the angels!

You would be 34 years old. Probably married with children by now. Wouldn’t have mattered if you had a boy or girl. I’m sure that fiery red hair would have come through and they would raise as much hell as you did when you were little. Would have loved to see that. Miss you bunches every day❣️ Happy Birthday ❤️

It has been ten years but you'll never be forgotten. 

Was thinking about you today and how much we’ve missed with you. Was wondering if you would have had a little Johnny Jr by now raising hell and giving you a run for your money. That would have been great. Hope you and Cindy are with gram and she’s keeping you two out of trouble up there. Love and miss you always.

Your absence is always felt, but it's especially hard today. I miss you.

What more can be said than we all miss you so very much. I hope you;re doing well in heaven. You have been missed at all the family get togethers. 

Happy Birthday Johnny! Hoping today was extra special in heaven if that’s possible. Love you!❤️

Even though it's been 9 years it just seems like yesterday that I see that big smile under that bright red hair. Will love you forever and miss you. 

I love you my sweet ginger boy. Always and forever. I love you

It’s hard to believe it’s been 8 years. Still seems like yesterday. Forever missed Never forgotten ❤️

It doesn't matter how much time has passed you will always be remembered. This special day will always be with us.

I can't believe you would be 32 now. The time goes by so fast. I miss you more than you'll ever know.

Happy Birthday Johnny! Miss you much. Love you more❣️

Today was your birthday and what a beautiful day it was. Sunny but cool. Just perfect. And to finish it off a full moon. Wish you were here to enjoy it. Missing you but even more so on this special day❣️

Happy birthday. I'm gonna do something fun in Puerto Rico for you. I love you.

Well today you are 30! I’m sure you would have defied the COVID-19 rules and had a big party somewhere-somehow! We think of you often and still laugh at the fun craziness you always created. Know you are never forgotten. Forever Loved❣️ HAPPY 30th Johnny ❤️

Happy 30th, John. You're so missed today. I'll take a shot of Ciroc for you later. I love you.

It's been six years now but you will never be forgotten. I can still see that red hair coming in a room. Words don't say how much your missed grandson. ALL MY LOVE

I miss you and love you so very much Bud. I wish more than anything that you were still here. I would trade places with you in an instant if I could. I'm so very sad that you're gone. There is a huge hole in my heart that will only be filled the day that you greet me at heavens gate. I love you my sweet angel

I love you my sweet boy. I miss you every second of every minute of every day. You are always in my heart and always on my mind. I love you

Hope you had a good birthday up there. We all love and miss you so much.

HappyBirthday Johnny! Love you and think about you often especially today. It’s been almost 5 years but seems like yesterday. Keep an eye on your mom and sisters. Send lots of love to you❤️

To my loving grandson. You have been gone 3 years but only materially not in my heart. You can never be forgotten because of your bright red hair and that infectious smile. We will always remember you.

I have a hard time visiting your tribute page because it brings back the tears and pain as if I was hearing the news for the first time that we had lost you. I’m sure you know now how much you are loved and missed. Although you are gone we think and talk about you frequently. Happy Birthday Johnny❤️

Happy birthday John. I love and miss you dearly.

I love you Bud with all of my heart and I miss you more than words can say. You are my sweet angel ❤

Happy New Year my sweet boy. Mamma loves you and misses you so very much my sweet angel. It gets harder and harder as time goes on. The sadness in my heart is so heavy. I love you Bud

Merry Christmas my sweet boy. I miss you so much. I look at your pictures and in every single one of them you are smiling. You're always smiling and I'm so thankful for that. I'm also thankful when I hear people talk about you and the one thing that they all say about you is that you were such a giving person with a heart of gold. They girls always say how much of a gentleman you always were and your really close male friends considered you a brother. I miss you're laugh the most, I miss seeing your smile, I miss your beautiful face, I miss our talks and I miss the way you used to call me dude. Some days are so much harder than others, especially when I see your friends getting married and having children. It kills me know that you had the chance to know the kind of love that you deserved and never knowing the unconditional love from your own child because I know that you would have been an amazing dad. I miss not ever knowing the grandchildren that will never be. I know that you are always around and that I can sometimes feel you near and that you leave me signs but I'm selfish and I want you here with me. I just want one more chance to tell you how much you are loved, one more chance to laugh with you, one more big hug and a kiss and one more time to here you say I love you mom. I know that one day we will be together again and until then I'll do my best to stay strong for you. I love you Bud with all of my heart and I miss you more than words can say. Goodnight my sweet angel

Hey Bud. We did the walk again for you this year. It was very bittersweet that it fell on the 3yr angelversary of you being gone. We all miss you so very much. Our lives have a little less laughter because you were so funny and you always, always made us laugh. Our lives are little darker because your wonderful light is gone. You always lit up any room you walked into. Our hearts will always skip a beat because we all lost a piece of hearts the day we lost you. I just don't think you realize how much you are missed by our whole family. Even when there are good things going on in our lives, we carry that small sadness wishing that you were here to enjoy it with us. You are missing from our lives and we notice. I will never be whole again until we meet again in heaven. I love you with all of my heart and soul. You are my sweet angel

Just thinking of you. I miss you so much.

Happy belated Birthday angel in the sky. We all love and miss you so much. ❤

Happy Birthday my sweet angel. I miss you so much, so very very much. My heart is so broken. The pain never ever goes away. There's a constant sadness and ache deep down to my soul. I know that you are around spiritually, but I'm selfish and I want you here with me. I look at your pictures and you're always smiling, that big beautiful smile, God how I miss that. I miss your laughter, I miss your voice, I miss your hugs, I miss our talks, I just miss everything about you. I love you so much my sweet boy. I hope you had a wonderful birthday in heaven. Fly with the angels baby. I love you Bud

I love and miss you! Gotta week till our bday... you may not be here physically but you will always be in my heart... Love you Red

Happy Valentine's Day my sweet angel. I love you Bud 

Merry Christmas baby. It's just not the same in this house without you. I miss you so very much. My Christmas wish is that you are finally truly at peace. I know at times life was not kind to you and I tried so very hard to let you know that you were loved and that you were important and that I was always so very proud of you. I know that you loved me so very much but I also know that you needed more from this life than your mama's love. You were also the sweetest soul with a heart of gold and many people took advantage of that. God needed his angel back but I thank him everyday for letting you be mine. If I could it all over again, knowing the outcome would be the same, I would gladly go through this heart ache again because the joy that you brought me and our family is worth more than the pain that is left behind. I love you my sweet boy. You fly high with the angels my son. We will all see you again. PS: Give grandma a hug and a kiss for me

I love you my sweet angel. I miss you Bud

John, I would like you to know that you are missed a lot here and especially by your family. Your mom is such a beautiful woman, who misses you more than words could ever express and her pain in not having you around her anymore, is too much to put into words. I promise you John, that I will watch over your mom the best I can. Big hug to you up there.

We did the "Out of the Darkness" walk for you on August 27th, the day after the 2yr angelversary of you bring gone. It was so bittersweet. Our family will continue to participate every year. It's been 2yrs and it isn't any easier than the first day that you left us. You are greatly missed. There is such a huge hole in my heart and in my life since you've been gone and nothing will ever fill that void. It is so very hard to be in this house without you, it's just so quiet and lonely. I really miss your laugh the most and that beautiful smile could light up the darkest room. You brought me such joy and always made my life exciting, one way or another. I never knew what to expect from you...lol. It may not have been great all the time, but we never ever stayed angry or upset with each other longer than 5 mins. You were my best friend, my Bud. We could talk to each other about anything. I always had your back and I know that you always had mine. I loved that you were always there to protect me if you thought someone did me wrong. I know that you loved me and I love you with all my heart and I pray that you knew that. I miss you more than words can say and I'll never get over losing you and I'll never ever get use to you being gone. I love my sweet angel (Bud)

It hasn't gotten any easier without you. You're in my thoughts everyday and I love you.

2 years.....2 long years its been now. I love and miss you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET ANGEL. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!

I love you Bud. I miss you so much. You'll always be my sweet angel.

HAPPY NEW YEAR BABY! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!

I love you my angel

I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I love you my sweet son.

Happy Thanksgiving my sweet angel. I love you and miss you so much

I love and miss you so much

I will always love you my sweet boy. You are missed more than words can say. One day we will be together again. I love you angel.