- 37 years old
- Date of birth: Mar 22, 1975
- Place of birth:
Buffalo, New York, United States
- Date of passing: Oct 4, 2012
- Place of passing:
Hawaii, United States
|Let the memory of John be with us forever|
"JOHN, I know we had so many differences, but I never turned you away.. I never would have,just becuz we were argumentive, don't mean we hated each other. at one point you even thanked me for taking such good care of Cassandra, as u called her, and yet we'd still argue.. in my heart,i never would of wanted this to be this way now. I have set back and said nothing.. don't know how to choose the words. but I see you in ur daughter everyday. she is so pretty,and now u have this gorgeous granddaughter(NEYTIRI), who would put tears in ue eyes watching her. she is my life line now.. big blue eyes and reddish hair. I'm so sorry that you couldn't think to call me and maybe fite with me and help you see the lite in the tunnel.. nikki and casi miss u so much. casi thought you were angry with her and that's why you did what u did the day before her b'day. and she thought she only made it harder for ur family cuz she looks so much like u.. nikki and casi will always argue also,cuz casi is like u in a lot of ways and they argue just like u n nikki use to..in casi's eyes I'm more of her mom..been there for her since birth.. John, I hope u are at total peace,with out ur heart hurting,and I hope that ur snickering smile will shine above all.. RIP JOHN.."
"I have so much I wish I could tell you . I have so much weight on my heart . I know you wouldn't want any of us to be hurting, but it's so hard . Watch over ma nano she needs you . Send her a sign love you bro . You are always in my heart"
"I don't know why John, but I feel worse inside now then I did last year,I miss you honey I miss you so much, I love you with all my heart.
"All the leaves have fallen from the tree, and I can now see your cross again
love you, love you much"
"I love you and miss you so much , I don't ever stop thinking about you.Life sometimes just doesn't make sense , We keep you in our hearts your safe there Bro"
"as the anniversary of your passing approaches , it all becomes real again and so painful . Only each person knows their feelings and maybe each one has their own guilt . i personally know mine eats me . i can't ever tell you enough how sorry i am and how i always thought there would be enough time . I miss you and i need you so much . My only brother to hear your voice on last time"
"I know you are with me in spirit sometimes i want to be selfish and say that 's not enough . That i need to hear your voice and just a tight hug from my brother . I hate this pain , i hate that so many things go left unsaid. Sometimes just so unbearable . I love you i just pray you know that I'm sorry I'm so sorry and i miss you so much ."
"just to hold you,just to hold you and let you know how much I love and miss you so. HEY MA"
"Not a day goes by that i dont think about you,
I miss you sooo much!!
It hurts soo bad the thought of not being able to see you, or even hear your voice..
One day well meet again.
Love always your youngest sister Sophia <3"
"I love you !! hope you never ever forget that . I miss you so much :("
"haven't been here in a couple of weeks , but it's so hard not to come back , and see your smile and just want to hug you. I think about you every day and it hurts. I wish from the bottom of my heart you could be here with us . I am so sorry , I don't know how to deal with this I wish I knew how . So many words left unsaid I love you so much bro . HUGSSS ."
"Happy Easter Johnny, i love you."
"I was only 16 when your were born, 16 and alone,oh but when the doctor handed you to me, I wasn't alone anymore, your skin was so white,a head full of beautiful black hair and that big upper lip, you were crying I was crying, I was so happy, just filled with so much joy and love, my first baby my first lil boy, I love you John and miss you so deeply, Happy Birthday honey"
"Happy Birthday from the kids and I. We all miss you so much. The kids are jumping up and down because their happy that todays your birthday. They have been counting it down all month. Their sad that your not here to celebrate with us. But well celebrate here for you with you in our hearts, Jessie and I made you a cake, because we know how much you loved cake. Love your family in Hawaii"
"Happy Birthday Nano , I love you and will forever be saddened that I will never have my brother back , that you won't get to see all the great things that are still here , Please watch over us and continue to protect us ."
"Miss you John. May you rest in peace, I know that the wind will always be at your back on the other side."
"Vega, my friend I have been thinking of you a lot this past couple of weeks. You don't realize how many times I want to call you but I know you'll never answer. It still hurts after all these months. I know you are in a better place, but sometimes I wish you were here. I miss you my friend. Until we meet again."
"If i could build a stairway to heaven. I would, so i could climb it everyday just to see you, tell you how much i miss you and give you a hug and kiss. <3
- Your little sister."
"Nano, the other day me ma and muchie had lunch ,and i guess we have always been that family that says" have you talked to amber , muchie or john etc . It hurts so bad that i can't say that anymore . I hate this pain it drives me into a deep sadness my only brother , protector for so many years , i know we all had our differences at times but you were my only brother and i loved you so much"
"Hey brother , days and nights go by and its said that time heal all but I have yet to see this happen its sad I can't talk to you I'm seeding to have my birthday come up n I know I won't get that phone call you never forgot me you are my big bro but I always took care of u so many secrets we share n times in our life only u n I shared my heart hurts I still cnt believe this I love you"
"Nano, i had a dream about you last night . It felt so real and i actually felt a little better . Your voice felt so real . I sometimes think how is this still real , and why ? As a family we always come together and its always been the 5 of us , and it just doesn't seem right with one gone. I wish i could just hug you I love you"
"Johnny, The new year has begun and you will not be here with me, but I do believe with all my heart you are in heaven with God, and that you are safe their, no more sorrow and pain for you my son, I ask God for much forgiveness for me and you, I will be with you again some day, I love and miss you so my Baby my little boy always! I love you, Ma..."
"Merry Christmas Nano , i have thought of you alot these past couple days , and the sad reality kicks in that you really aren't ever coming back that i will never laugh with you again ,cry with you again ,or ever hear your voice or be able to hug you .. I will miss you so much because no time or distance that ever came between any of us can compare to the distance now IT HURTS! I LOVE YOU"
"I'm thinking of you my friend. Still hard for me to believe that you are gone. There are so many times, I just want to pick up the phone and call you. its getting better over time, but i will never forget you vega, you were one of the best friends i ever had. i hope that you are looking down and watching over that beautiful family of yours. i miss you so much"
"Vega, Its taken me some time to come back to this page. There are so many things that I want to say. I just can't put it together, I never thought I would have to that I had all the time in the world to tell you thank you. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for always believing me and always encouraging me. You were a true friend. Amigos para Siempre."
"Dear brother, i only known you in a short period of time. From the long-liner fishery observor program. But i must say it's been a blessing too have met you, I'll always remember you and the day's of fun with the whole class. R.I.P....."
"May you ne'er shed another tear. I'll wear your memory proudly, My only brother...my true friend. May my love for you reach Heaven above Until we meet again."
"May your spirit soar in freedom from the fears that gripped so tight. May you find the peace your searched for As you wandered, lost, in the night. May your tortured mind be clear and calm And your tender heart be warm. May you have no need for strength now May there ne'er be another storm.May the music of the angels Be the sweet sounds that you hear. As you're rocked in Heaven's cradle"
"My brother, my dear brother. I write this in somber acceptance that I will never see you again, that you will never read this, I write this for myself. I love you. One day I will see you again and "HUG & KISS & SQUEEZE YOU FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIIIIFEE!!!" I still hear your voice you will be missed by all who were lucky enough to be in your life and to those who hurt you, shame on them"
"I want you to know that we love you very much and we need you but I will do what I have to, to take care of our babies. Please just watch over them and keep them safe. Im sorry we couldnt go home with you but at least you are home now. We all miss you so much. Now is your chance to be at peace. Know that you will be in our hearts always and forever."
"I will always miss you hope you are in a better place"
"Carol and Peabo Barnett and our family are so sorry for your loss --- John to you personally you were always a vibrant smile and I loved you because you always spoke your mind who cares who didn't like it I'm see you sooner than later luv U"
"R.I.P. Johnny - We had a ton of awesome memories though the 90s! Im sorry I didnt make more of an attempt to stay in touch with you.
Until we meet again... ♥"
"To my Brother in Arms, you will never be forgotten, all the memories we have shared, all the blood we have bled and tears we had to endure. Thanks for all the memories, until we meet again,
Aloha no kakou, mahalo my friend,
"R.I.P. John :( until we meet again my old friend. The memories of our teenage years will always be with me the good times and bad. My heart goes out to the Vega Family and all of Johns friends he will be greatly missed. Be at peace now my friend."
"Sorry to hear of your passing. I'll alwaysd remember the good and the bad times you and I had together in the early to mid 90's. RIP bro..."
"My dearest friend Vega, you are gone but you will never be forgotten. I am glad to have known you and all the memories we created at Ala Moana Security and CSWO. Thank you for all the laughs and always watching out for me. This is not goodbye, until we meet again."
"To the Vega family, I worked with John in the warehouse and we instantly became friends. He always had a smile on his face no matter what task we were facing that day at work. I remember him as a hard worker and a fighter for what was right. I will always remember the way he would greet me in the mornings at work, (My Brother). I will truly miss you John, my brother my friend!"
I know you are not here with us any longer, But I have to say that you are a very special person that always was there for Kelly even for the hard times. Maybe we should have been a little closer so you had someone to talk too I will miss you and that happy smile you always had."
"wow thats all i can say you where a good friend and a enemy at one time...lol i am so sad to hear this news....you will never be forgotten john....rip......my prayrs are with you and your family.......much love"
"I remember you when you were a little boy with the big hair, so cute. Then your hair straightened, you grew up, got muscles and became a handsome young man. Anytime I seen you, you were always so happy and were so much fun to be around.Always made me laugh. You had the best smile in the world! You touched so many and will be missed by all of us. May you be peace now."
"You will always be in my heart and thoughts, you were like a son to me,I love you and i always will."
"So sorry that you felt that you were all alone in this world and you did not have anyone you could confide in its just so so sad you will always be in my Heart still cant believe it i loved you so much the hurt is so deep ."
"I can picture you as the little boy that used to live next door to me i cant believe this happened rip john <3
Bless ur family"
"Words can't express how sad I am. I hate that we lost touch for so long but will always treasure our memories. I still have the teddy bear you bought me so many years ago. I love you babe - I hope you are at peace now. One day we will see each other again - until then my dear you will be truly missed. Love you always!"
"I love you nano my brother in this life and in the next, you will always be in my heart. Love always bubba"
"Words can't express how numb I am that your not with everyone anymore. We loved each other very much, I know your safe and at peace and know I will see you again soon. Love always your Princess!"
"Miss you big brother love your little sister Sophia.! <3"
"You will always be in our thoughts and hearts!"
"My dear brother I will miss you so much ,love you always yur sister Ana"
"You will for ever be in my heart,I love you son"
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