Hey my love I need to talk to you and tell you how much i miss you. I was thinking about when you had to go and what i wish i had said ,I did know you were so sick you was leaving, i  didnt relize that was the day I told you I was calling a aumalance and i didnt care what you said but i should have know because you did tell me that time not to call.you allways did before I should have stayed in there with you the people would have came in with out me at the door.I am so so sorry you know i love you .If i could have you back I know I cant  . All I can do is miss you and think about all the time we had together. I remember   i love you and will love you forever. i just want to tell you I wish I could have done something ,you will always be in my heart.  forever  i love you Jane