Missing you so much...

My cousin my eyes filled with tears every time I hear your name.. I find myself wishing it wasn't real.my heart tells me that he will always be with me.all we do is cry all night and it doesn't feel any better in the moning light.. We keep saying it's OK but it's not OK..our family is hurt,but most of all his two Son's.. They need comfort more then you know right now..I will love and miss him forever until the day we meet again, together in that perfect place above filled with caring, sharing and love,but until that day comes I will Wipe my tears away and just know I'll see you some day....