Hey Jonathan , I am that lady you don't know , whose in a club that is no fun, but yet it is a club your mom and I are in, it's a sad club because it's a club where mothers who have had to know the loss of losing a child , no matter what age , or why, or how? It's just not natural for a patent to outlive one of their kids, so the only thing good I guess about the club and kind of wierd actually is sometimes you can meet a person and not even know there story, but you can sense this void, this pain, it's in their eyes, there laughter, it's permanent , because we change , were never the same, and do the club , you really don't have to tell the other parent anything because we already know, so, that's how we are connected by my Jonathon who was only 7, and I think of him all the time and on days like this I think of him being near or around you , and when I do it makes me smile , because when you talk your both going to realize your from dos Palos, and then .. You will both just be chatting away!! So heaven is beautiful and I take comfort in knowing you found peace you were searching for, was the journey gods plan, I don't think so, but the arrival is what mattered, Jesus welcomed you and wiped away all your tears, and put the peace in your heart, and joy, so with my Jonathon he took away his sickness that physically destroyed him and made him whole again, so a lot of milestones have significant meanings but today milestone is, you both found your safe haven, no more pain, no more tears, just joy .. And yes we have to deal with our pain and sadness still, and that's not your fault, every mother will always worry , no matter where you are , earth or heaven, it's the way it is, but ... That being said... It's hard, your mom works so hard at keeping your memory alive, helping others, she is never going to let anyone forget your presence and your whole family mourns you, but more than that they celebrate you, and that's what keeps you close still yet! Please give Jonathon ( my little man) a high five for me! Send floods of memories down to your family today , your smile ! There is something about that smile of yours !
