I try to crush, brush and keep a hush of why you are not here, in this world you always enjoyed. You were always so proud  of the little things God sent your way and always looking for the greatest fascinations on the smallest things you would encounter. I always believed I knew what was better for you and whom you should trust. Daddy if only you could of trusted me more. If you were happy I'd be happier. Since I was a little girl I'd follow you around like the Shadow of your footsteps, Now I am looking for your Shadow and it's nowhere in sight. I'm waiting patiently , listening for your whistling, your phone call, your voice.I understand life goes on or it's suppose to, with memories and happiness we endured throughout our lives. I'm not complete without You, Daddy. All I wanted was the best for you and to make you happy, as you always did to me. Miss you Daddy