I remember, seeing you, after you were born! Small, and precious (sry..if I thought you were a girl), lol. I knew right then, that you me and you would be the closest...of the siblings!! I tried to be there when we were little, to make sure that you stayed safe!!! And, somehow.. Now, I think that I have failed with trying to protect you like I did, all those years ago! I am even more....depressed, deep down inside. Than I have ever been before, in my entire life!!! (which, has only been.. 25-26yrs) Anyway, if anyone else, has more to contribute to this; "Please, feel free to express your thoughts, memories, emotions!!" 4- This is what Joseph, would have wanted to see?