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This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, JOSEPH C. FICHERA, 60, born on June 1, 1941 and passed away on January 13, 2002. We will remember him forever. GOD TOOK HIM HOME TO SOON, He was a loving Father and Grand Father . First to Alexandra, then Nicholas, and Maxwell Joseph.I Believe he played with  and knew his other Grand Children. He is also with the two Babies we Miscarried. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER, BETTY

December 22, 2016
December 22, 2016
WELL IT HAS BEEN A WHILE, BUT I STILL MISS MY JOE AS IF HE LEFT US YESTERDAY. IT WILL BE 15 YEARS IN JANUARY, TIME FLIES I JUST KEEP GETTING OLDER, MY LIFE HAS CHANGED FOR THE BETTER, I NOW LIVE WITH GERRY, THERESA, MAX AND SAMANTHA. I SEE MY LIZ, AND ZACHARY, AMANDA AND MY LITTLE PEANUT JASMINE, EVERY SUNDAY, FOR DINNER, SOMETIMES MOHAMED ALSO COMES. LAST WEEK ALLIE AND NICKY MEET LIZ ME AND THE KIDS FOR DINNER. IT WAS MAGICAL, I WISH GERRY AND HIS BEAUTIFUL FAMILY WERE THERE ALSO.  I SAW JOEY A MONTH AGO FOR DINNER WITH ALLIE AND NICKY. IT WAS NICE TO SEE AND SPEAK TO HIM. HE SAID IT WAS NEAR 10 YEARS SINCE WE SAW EACH OTHER, JOE, PLEASE TRY TO HELP HIM, HE IS A LOST SOUL, HIS CHOICE. WELL HERE WE GO AGAIN ANOTHER CHRISTMAS EVE IS 2 DAYS AWAY, WE WILL BE HERE AT GERRYS . BUT I KNOW YOU WILL BE WITH US. I LOVE YOU SO, MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN, I WILL ALWAYS AND SO WILL OUR CHILDREN MISS YOU, YOU WERE OUR LIFE OUR ROCK, MERRY CHRISTMAS MY BABY, WE ALL LOE YOU AND MISS YOU, YOUR LOVING FAMILY
September 22, 2015
September 22, 2015
WELL I THINK YOU THINK I FORGOT ABOUT YOU.  NEVER IN AN ETERNITY CAN I EVER LET YOUR MEMORY GO, NOTHING ABOUT YOU HAS LEFT MY HEART, I LOVE YOU MY JOE. WELL GOD IS REALLY DOING A JOB ON ME, I CAN HARDLY WALK, I CAN NOT STAND.  I HAVE HAD 3 REALLY SUPER CAR ACCIDENTS IN TWO YEARS.  THIS TIME I TOTALED MY CAR. THE AIR BAG DID NOT WORK, WOW MY RIGHT SIDE TOOK A GOOD LICKING. VERY VERY SORE. SO HOW IS EVERYONE. TELL MY DADDY I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM AS MUCH AS I DO YOU.  HAS MY MOTHER REALIZED I KNOW SHE NEVER CARED OR LOVED ME. ITS OK I REMEMBER EVERY THING MY GRANDMA NELLIE DID FOR ME ALL THE HUGS AND KISSES, I LOVED HER SO.OUR FUN IN CONEY ISLAND. HER HOUSE, I REMEMBER. I HOPE YOU TOLD YOUR MOTHER MY REAL FEELING ABOUT HER AND HOW YOU STOPPED ME FROM SAYING ANYTHING I WANTED, THINGS JUST GO THROUGH YOUR HEAD, LIKE A FILM OF THE PAST, GOOD AND BAD.EVEN YOUR CHEATING. SOMEDAY I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN, ONLY GOD KNOWS WHEN.. SOON I HOPE. I STILL LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL,  KEEP WATCHING OVER OUR GRAND CHILDREN,  ESPECIALLY OUR LITTLE PEANUT JAZZIE, SHE IS A RIP. WATCH THEM ALL JOE THEY ARE OUR BABIES.  WELL GOOD BYE MY LOVE, TILL I SEE YOU, I LOVE YOU.
November 25, 2014
November 25, 2014
WELL MY LOVE YOU ARE SAYING IT IS ABOUT TIME SHE WROTE. I NEVER FORGET YOU, YOU ARE MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY EVERYTHING.  I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVEN THOUGH IT WILL BE 13 YEARS IN JANUARY..I HOPE GOD IN HIS INFANITE IWISDOM WILL COUNT ALL MY SICKNESSES AS PENANCE. I HAVE TO SELL AND GO HOME, I AM TO DEPRESSED TO BE ALONE ANY MORE ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM SICK. I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER GET OUT OF THIS DEPRESSION, AND THE CRYING.  GOD I NEED MY FAMILY. .,,WELL HERE WE ARE THE HOLIDAYS ARE COMING,  I MISS YOU AND MY DADDY SO.. WELL IN MY HEART I KNEW IT WAS OUR 50TH ANNIVERSARY,  I MADE AIRLINE RESERVATIONS TO BE WITH YOU ON OUR 51ST.  SO ARE YOU HAPPY WITH OUR LITTLE CLONES, OUR BABIES ARE GETTING OLDER, TIME FLYS I MISS THE KISSES AND HUGS FROM YOU. OUR ALLIE IS GOING TO BE 23, PLEASE CONTINUE TO BE WITH EACH OF THEM, I KNOW YOU WATCH THEM,  HOW ABOUT OUR LITTLE PEANUT, SHE IS MISS PERSONALITY, SHE IS BEAUTIFUL OUR JASMINE, TAKE CARE OF HER JOE, PLEASE. I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE, PLEASE ALWAYS BE NEAR ME, I LOVE YOU..
June 1, 2014
June 1, 2014
HERE IT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY, YOU WOULD BE 73 TODAY. I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE WOKEN UP WITH YOU TODAY AND KISS YOU AND SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY.AND SNUGGLE IN YOUR ARMS FOREVER, SOME DAY. I GUESS.AS YOU KNOW EVERYONE IS FINE OUR CHILDREN AND OUR BABIES.THEY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL A LITTLE OF EACH OF US. MY HEART IS NOT ANY BETTER THAN IT WAS ON JAN.13,2002, I AM SO LOST WITH OUT YOU, I MAKE STUPID MISTAKES AND MOVE HERE, SHIT HAPPENS AND I AM ANOTHER HOWARD HUGHES, ALWAYS ALONE, NO FRIENDS, NO ONE TO TALK TO. .I WAS NEVER CLOSE TO THE WEBERS I DON"T KNOW WHAT I THOUGHT.NOW I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT MY NEXT STEP WILL BE, MAYBE HOME, I DO NOT KNOW. BUT IF I DIE I WOULD BE NEAR OUR KIDS, POOR GERRY HAS ENOUGH TO DO. HE WOULD HAVE TO HANDLE GETTING ME BACK TO N.Y., AND ALL THAT ENTAILS. MAKE ALL THE ARRANGEMENTS, I WANT NO WAKE, JUST A WASTE OF MONEY, MY TRUE FRIEND LIKE TERRY, THEY COULD TELL, AND IF SHE IS UP NORTH, SHE COULD COME MY BURIAL DAY AND SAY GOODBYE IF SHE WANTS. AND JUST THE FAMILY GOODBYE AND THEN CHURCH AND TO YOU.MY LOVE. I LOVE YOU SO MY HEART BROKE INTO A MILLION PIECES WHEN YOU LEFT THIS WORLD, AND LEFT ME ALL ALONE, YOU WERE MY LIFE, I LOVE YOU ALWAYS JOE, MAYBE GOD WILL CALL ME SOON, FOREVER YOUR WIFE, ALL MY LOVE, BETTY .AND I KNOW LIZ AND GERRY AND JOEY ARE THINKING ABOUT YOU TODAY, . LIZ AND GERRY TOLD ME THEY WERE COMING TO SEE YOU, I AM SURE YOU HAVE YOUR ARMS AROUND THEM AS THEY TALK TO YOU, GOOD BYE MY LOVE.
January 13, 2014
January 13, 2014
MY ANGEL HERE IT IS 12 YEARS. I CAN"T BELIEVE TIME WENT SO FAST. IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY OR LAST WEEK, I CAN"T SEEM TO BE WITHOUT YOU ANYMORE, I LOVE OUR CHILDREN AND THEIR BABIES, BUT IT"S CLEAR THEY DON"T WANT ME. ASK GOD TO MOVE MY TIME UP, I NEED YOU SO BADLY. IT"S NOT FAIR, I HAVE TO STAY HERE WITH NOTHING BUT MEMORIES, I NEED YOU. I WAS ALWAYS SICK WITH SOME UNHEARD OF SICKNESS, YOU WERE ALWAYS WELL, I HAVE HAD ENOUGH ORERATIONS. SPEAK TO GOD FOR ME, I HAVE DONE MY PENANCE ON EARTH, WITH THE PAIN I HAD FROM THE OPERATIONS. I CAN"T EVEN WALK WELL, FORGET STAIRS.  I HAVE THOUGHT OF ENDING IT MYSELF, BUT THEN I WOULDN"T SEE YOU. I LOVE YOU MORE EACH DAY, IF THAT IS POSSIBLE, TILL I AM IN YOUR ARMS AGAIN I AM STILL AND ALWAYS BE MRS. JOSEPH C. FICHERA, JAN. 25 IS AROUND THE CORNER LOVE YOU MY BABY.  BETTY
December 19, 2013
December 19, 2013
WELL MY LOVE I LOOK AT THIS TRIBUTE BUT NEVER WRITE. WELL IT IS ALMOST ANOTHER CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU. THANKSGIVING WAS HARD. I KNOW YOU WERE WITH US. HOW CAN I GET THROUGH CHRISTMAS AGAIN WITHOUT YOU, I KNOW YOU ARE WITH ALL OF US BUT WE WANT TO HUG YOU, KISS YOU SHOW OUR FEELINGS.TILL I AM WITH YOU I LOVE YOU FOREVER,ONE DAY SOON I HOPE. YOU WERE MY LIFE.MY LOVE FOREVER YOURS, JAN. 25, 2014 IS OUR 50TH ANNIVERSARY.I WILL LOOK FOR A SIGN FROM YOU, I REMAIN YOUR WIFE . I COULD NEVER HAVE ANOTHER SOUL MATE I LOVE YOU. BETTY
October 15, 2013
October 15, 2013
MY LOVE, I MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY. ANY THING ABOUT ANGELS OR LOVED ONES WHO PASSED I DEDICATE THEM TO YOU.I KNOW YOU HAVE SEEN BILLY MORGAN, JOINED THE REST OF YOU. OH JOE SO MANY OF MY FRIENDS, I WANT TO GO YET I WOULD MISS MY BABIES TO MUCH, ITS IN GODS HANDS. WHEN HE WANTS ME HE KNOWS FOR OVER 70 YEARS NOW.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY HEART ACHES. ANY MORE SICKNESSES I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER
July 4, 2013
July 4, 2013
Joe, you know i have to have an artery at the top of my heart replaced, as well as 3 veins. a triple by-pass. . Gerry is coming down and Liz is driving with 3 Grandchildren and the dog Jeter. i am very scared, but Jeffery gave me the message, I will be ok and you don't want me yet..That broke my heart.its nearly 12 years without you. Have you met someone else? ALWAYS, YOUR BETTY
June 1, 2013
June 1, 2013
Happy Birthday my Love. I miss you so much. i can't believe it will be 12 years in January., that God took you home to Heaven. I have a lot of Heart Trouble, as you told Jeffery You were Worried about my Health . to see a Dr. I am so lonely without you, my best friend. IF this Heart Stuff is Bad, then I hope to be with you..I think we raised our Babies well. Happy Birthday MY LOVEALWAYS
April 22, 2013
April 22, 2013
HELLO BABY, I AM SO HAPPY YOU MADE JEFFERY TAKE MY PHONE CALL. I WILL ALWAYS NEED YOUR INPUT. YOU KNOW WHAT I NEEDED TO KNOW, WHY, I FIGURED THEIR WAS NO ONE ELSE TO SCREAM AT, I WAS GLAD TO HEAR YOU FORGAVE YOUR MOTHER JOE OH HOW I WISH I HAD BEEN ABLE TO SAY THINGS , BUT I DID AS YOU ASKED LOVE. I HOPE YOU TOLD HER ALL THE PAIN SHE CAUSED YOU. WHAT SHE DID WITH RICHARD, I AM SURE SHE REALIZES NOW HOW HE USED HER. GIVING HIM YOUR DAD"s RING WAS A KICK IN THE GUTS.  I GAVE JOEY THE FICHERA FAMILY RING. GERRY WANTED WHAT HE CALLED THE KLUNKER ON THE HEAD RING, HE REALLY LOVED YOU. I ALSO GAVE HIM DAD"S WATCH THAT I HAD REPAIRED FOR YOU. YOU WERE SO HURT YOU NEVER LOOKED AT IT. I GAVE JOEY YOUR OMEGA.WATCH. THERE WAS A DIAMOND MANS WEDDING RING I THINK IT WAS DADS SO I GAVE IT TO LIZ. AND ALL THE JEWELERY YOUR MOTHER LEFT THEM. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART TILL WE MEET AGAIN.
February 3, 2013
February 3, 2013
Well it took me a while to get to talk to Jeffery on WALK RADIO,.The kids think this is bull, that I talk to much so thats how he knows things. So I asked him if you had any Sisters or Brothers, he said yes a Brother. I guess your mom had a miscarriage she never spoke of. I AM SURE YOU KNOW THIS. ALSO THE BABIES I MISCARRIED WERE BOYS, ARE YOU WITH YOUR OTHER SONS?  WE LOST THE FIRST BABY APRIL 26, 1966. THE OTHER BABY WE LOST APRIL 28,1968. PLEASE TELL THEM I BAPTISED THEM AND HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM, SOME DAY I WILL HOLD THEM AND KISS THEM. GOD HAD HIS REASONS FOR TAKING THEM HOME TO HEAVEN. I MISS ALL OF YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL WITH MY BROKEN HEART, SOON I HOPE. LOVE YOU ALL BETTY AND MOMMY
January 25, 2013
January 25, 2013
WELL MY LOVE TODAY IS OUR 49th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY. IT WAS A VERY LONELY DAY. I DON"T THINK I HAVE ANY MORE TEARS LEFT IN ME. I MISS YOU SO.I REMEMBER OUR WEDDING DAY LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY. FATHER MC KEIRNEN SAID JOIN YOUR RIGHT HANDS AND I KEEP GIVING YOU MY LEFT.THEN HE SAID BETTY YOUR OTHER LEFT, WE GIGGLED A LITTLE, I WAS SO SCARED.YOU WERE SO HANDSOME , AND THOSE BLUE EYES..MY PRINCE. I LOVED YOU SO, I FELT LIKE YOU LOVED ME BUT YOU DID THIS SO FAST TO GET OUT OF THE ARMY.. I DIDN"T CARE YOU WERE NOW MINE, TO LOVE FOREVER.
January 19, 2013
January 19, 2013
I LIVED EVERY MOMENT IN MY MIND OF 11 YEARS AGO.FROM 2 A.M., WHEN YOU WOKE ME TILL YOU LEFT US.AT 4:50 P.M.. NOW I HAVE TO FACE WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN OUR 49th, ANNIVERSARY THIS FRIDAY .I AM AND ALWAYS WILL BE YOUR WIFE. YOU WERE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE., MY BEST FRIEND MY SOUL-MATE,THE FATHER OF OUR CHILDREN, NOW OUR 7 GRAND CHILDREN..I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU,MY LOVE HAS NEVER DIED,LOVE YOU
January 13, 2013
January 13, 2013
Dad
Cant believe you have been gone 11 years today,,, I miss u and your silly ways,,,wish i was able to talk to you now because being a dad in my 40's im starting to see things your way,,, and starting to be more and more like you everyday,,,see you at the cemetery...
love you  Gerry
January 13, 2013
January 13, 2013
MY MIND AND HEART ARE BROKEN TODAY..IT IS 11 YEARS SINCE YOU LEFT US.TO THIS DAY..I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHY YOU KEPT IT A SECRET FROM ALL OF US. I KNOW YOU FOUND OUT WHEN YOU HAD YOUR STATE PHYSICAL.WHY WERE YOU SO SECRETIVE. HOW DID YOU DO IT? WE ALL LOVED YOU, WE COULD HAVE MADE MANY MEMORIES WITH THE TIME YOU HAD LEFT.YOU WERE MY LIFE, MY BEST FRIEND, MY LOVER, MY HUSBAND.A" GREAT FATHER.
January 6, 2013
January 6, 2013
MY LOVE, I DON'T KNOW HOW I MADE IT THROUGH THE HOLIDAYS WITHOUT YOU. NEXT SUNDAY WILL BE 11 YEARS, THAT I HELD YOU IN MY ARMS, AND TOLD YOU TO GO. ALSO IT WAS A SUNDAY, AT 4;50PM YOU BREATHED YOUR LAST LITTLE BREATH IN MY EAR.I FEEL IN MY HEART THAT WAS MY KISS GOOD-BYE FROM YOU. YOU THINK I AM STRONG, BUT I AM NOT.EVERY PART IN MY BODY LONGS TO HOLD YOU AND KISS YOU AGAIN.. I LOVE YOU
December 5, 2012
December 5, 2012
THANK YOU FOR GETTING ME OUT OF THE MESSES I GET INTO. I COULD ALWAYS COUNT ON YOU. JEFFERY TOLD ME YOU PICKED THE HOUSE I BOUGHT. I LOVE IT, JUST WHAT I NEEDED.  IT IS SO HARD FOR ME TO BE WITHOUT YOU NOW, WITH THANKSGIVING PASSING, AND NOW I HAVE TO FACE CHRISTMAS. YOU WERE ALWAYS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I WISH JOEY WOULD COME BACK TO THE FAMILY. I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM. HELP ME WITH HIM.
August 11, 2012
August 11, 2012
TO MY LOVING HUSBAND, I MISS YOU SO, JEFFERY WAND WAS RIGHT, WHEN HE SPOKE TO YOU AND YOU TOLD HIM YOU WOULD HELP ME. I COULD ALWAYS COUNT ON YOU AND GOD. THANK YOU BABY, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER, IF THAT'S POSSIBLE. YOU ARE STILL MY LIFE., AND LOVE. YOU SAID I HAD THINGS TO DO IN LIFE, OTHER WISE I WOULD BE WITH YOU. I UNDERSTAND, OUR FAMILY MUST BE TAKEN CARE OF. TILL I HOLD YOU LOVE
June 26, 2012
June 26, 2012
DEAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY, PLEASE PRESS GALLERY, THEN AUDIO THEN VIDEO. MY MOHAMED PUT JOE"S PICTURE IN AND A SONG THATS THE WORLD TO ME. I CAN't BELIEVE IT IS 10 YEARS AND WOULD HAVE BEEN OUR 48 TH ANNIVERSARY AND HIS 71 ST BIRTHDAY. MY LOVE GROWS EACH DAY FOR MY JOE, ALWAYS WITH ME IN MY HEAD AND HEART. I LOVE YOU JOE, ME
April 29, 2012
April 29, 2012
THE MUSIC YOU HEAR IS FROM THE FILM " LOVE STORY " The SONG IS SUNG BY  "ANDY WILLIAMS " IT IS ON MY FACE BOOK. "WHERE DO I BEGIN TO TELL THE STORY OF OUR LOVE" THOSE ARE THE FIRST WORDS OF THE SONG, THEY ARE VERY MEANINGFUL TO ME. JOE WILL BE MY LIFE FOREVER.
April 1, 2012
April 1, 2012
HOW DO I TELL YOU ABOUT MY JOE. HE WAS MY SOULMATE, STILL IS I WILL LOVE HIM FOREVER. WHEN GOD DECIDES ITS TIME FOR ME TO JOIN HIM IN HEAVEN, I WILL RUN INTO HIS ARMS AND NEVER LET GO. HE LOVED HIS CHILDREN SO MUCH, HE WAS A PEACOCK WHEN EACH OF THEM WERE BORN. JOEY, THEN GERRY, THEN 7 YEARS LATER HE GOT HIS " PRINCESS " ELIZABETH , HE NAMED HER. THEN OUR GRAND CHILDREN STARTED TO COME

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December 22, 2016
December 22, 2016
WELL IT HAS BEEN A WHILE, BUT I STILL MISS MY JOE AS IF HE LEFT US YESTERDAY. IT WILL BE 15 YEARS IN JANUARY, TIME FLIES I JUST KEEP GETTING OLDER, MY LIFE HAS CHANGED FOR THE BETTER, I NOW LIVE WITH GERRY, THERESA, MAX AND SAMANTHA. I SEE MY LIZ, AND ZACHARY, AMANDA AND MY LITTLE PEANUT JASMINE, EVERY SUNDAY, FOR DINNER, SOMETIMES MOHAMED ALSO COMES. LAST WEEK ALLIE AND NICKY MEET LIZ ME AND THE KIDS FOR DINNER. IT WAS MAGICAL, I WISH GERRY AND HIS BEAUTIFUL FAMILY WERE THERE ALSO.  I SAW JOEY A MONTH AGO FOR DINNER WITH ALLIE AND NICKY. IT WAS NICE TO SEE AND SPEAK TO HIM. HE SAID IT WAS NEAR 10 YEARS SINCE WE SAW EACH OTHER, JOE, PLEASE TRY TO HELP HIM, HE IS A LOST SOUL, HIS CHOICE. WELL HERE WE GO AGAIN ANOTHER CHRISTMAS EVE IS 2 DAYS AWAY, WE WILL BE HERE AT GERRYS . BUT I KNOW YOU WILL BE WITH US. I LOVE YOU SO, MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN, I WILL ALWAYS AND SO WILL OUR CHILDREN MISS YOU, YOU WERE OUR LIFE OUR ROCK, MERRY CHRISTMAS MY BABY, WE ALL LOE YOU AND MISS YOU, YOUR LOVING FAMILY
September 22, 2015
September 22, 2015
WELL I THINK YOU THINK I FORGOT ABOUT YOU.  NEVER IN AN ETERNITY CAN I EVER LET YOUR MEMORY GO, NOTHING ABOUT YOU HAS LEFT MY HEART, I LOVE YOU MY JOE. WELL GOD IS REALLY DOING A JOB ON ME, I CAN HARDLY WALK, I CAN NOT STAND.  I HAVE HAD 3 REALLY SUPER CAR ACCIDENTS IN TWO YEARS.  THIS TIME I TOTALED MY CAR. THE AIR BAG DID NOT WORK, WOW MY RIGHT SIDE TOOK A GOOD LICKING. VERY VERY SORE. SO HOW IS EVERYONE. TELL MY DADDY I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM AS MUCH AS I DO YOU.  HAS MY MOTHER REALIZED I KNOW SHE NEVER CARED OR LOVED ME. ITS OK I REMEMBER EVERY THING MY GRANDMA NELLIE DID FOR ME ALL THE HUGS AND KISSES, I LOVED HER SO.OUR FUN IN CONEY ISLAND. HER HOUSE, I REMEMBER. I HOPE YOU TOLD YOUR MOTHER MY REAL FEELING ABOUT HER AND HOW YOU STOPPED ME FROM SAYING ANYTHING I WANTED, THINGS JUST GO THROUGH YOUR HEAD, LIKE A FILM OF THE PAST, GOOD AND BAD.EVEN YOUR CHEATING. SOMEDAY I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN, ONLY GOD KNOWS WHEN.. SOON I HOPE. I STILL LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL,  KEEP WATCHING OVER OUR GRAND CHILDREN,  ESPECIALLY OUR LITTLE PEANUT JAZZIE, SHE IS A RIP. WATCH THEM ALL JOE THEY ARE OUR BABIES.  WELL GOOD BYE MY LOVE, TILL I SEE YOU, I LOVE YOU.
November 25, 2014
November 25, 2014
WELL MY LOVE YOU ARE SAYING IT IS ABOUT TIME SHE WROTE. I NEVER FORGET YOU, YOU ARE MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY EVERYTHING.  I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVEN THOUGH IT WILL BE 13 YEARS IN JANUARY..I HOPE GOD IN HIS INFANITE IWISDOM WILL COUNT ALL MY SICKNESSES AS PENANCE. I HAVE TO SELL AND GO HOME, I AM TO DEPRESSED TO BE ALONE ANY MORE ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM SICK. I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER GET OUT OF THIS DEPRESSION, AND THE CRYING.  GOD I NEED MY FAMILY. .,,WELL HERE WE ARE THE HOLIDAYS ARE COMING,  I MISS YOU AND MY DADDY SO.. WELL IN MY HEART I KNEW IT WAS OUR 50TH ANNIVERSARY,  I MADE AIRLINE RESERVATIONS TO BE WITH YOU ON OUR 51ST.  SO ARE YOU HAPPY WITH OUR LITTLE CLONES, OUR BABIES ARE GETTING OLDER, TIME FLYS I MISS THE KISSES AND HUGS FROM YOU. OUR ALLIE IS GOING TO BE 23, PLEASE CONTINUE TO BE WITH EACH OF THEM, I KNOW YOU WATCH THEM,  HOW ABOUT OUR LITTLE PEANUT, SHE IS MISS PERSONALITY, SHE IS BEAUTIFUL OUR JASMINE, TAKE CARE OF HER JOE, PLEASE. I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE, PLEASE ALWAYS BE NEAR ME, I LOVE YOU..
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HAPPY FIFTIETH ANNIVERSARY

January 25, 2014

WELL HERE IT IS FIFTY YEARS AND YOUR NOT HERE.  sO MANY WONDERFUL MEMORIES OF YOU. THE BEST WERE HOW YOU LOVED YOUR CHILDREN.  WHEN GOD SUPRISED US WITH ELIZABETH, YOU WERE ON THE MOON, YOU WERE GLUED TO THE NURSERY WINDOW AT ST. CHARLES. IT DIDN"T MATTER I COULDN"T MOVE ( OUR  BABY WAS YOUR PRINCESS, YOU GOT THE BIRTH CERTIFICATE PAPERS AND YOU FILLED  THEM OUT , YOU NAMED OUR BABY, I WANTED TO CALL HER JENNIFER AFTER "LOVE STORY" . YOU DID THE SAME AS MY OWN DADDY HE FILLED IN THE PAPERS ANS NAMED ME.  BUT THE MOST SPECIAL TIME FOR ME WAS WHEN VISITORS LEFT, AND THEY BROUGHT ELIZABETH IN. THEY PUT A PAPER GOWN ON YOU SAT YOU IN THE ROCKER AND SAID OK DADDY TIME TO FEED YOUR BABY. THEY PUT HER IN YOUR ARMS AND YOU WERE IN HEAVEN.  ABOUT A MONTH AFTER ELIZABETH WAS BORN  ( YOU WANTED HER CALLED ELIZABETH NO NICKNAMES.) YOU TOLD ME YOU WANTED TO HAVE ANOTHER LITTLE GIRL.  I LOOKED AT YOU LIKE YOU WERE NUTS, I SAID NO, I WASGOING ON 31 AND HAD A 9 YEAR AND SEVEN YEAR OLD SONS. SPORTS WAS THEIR THING.  I HAD TO DRESS MY LITTLE GIRL AND SIT IN THE CAR WHILE THEY PLAYED HOCKY IN GOOD SHEPARD, I TOLD YOU IF YOU COULD GUARANTEE A GIRL MAYBE. IN MY HEART I KNEW YOU COULD NOT. SO YOU GAVE ALL YOUR LOVE TO YOUR LITTLE PRINCESS.  I WAS VERY HAPPY GOD GAVE US A 7 LB. 11 OZ. GIRL.  NOW OUR LIFE WAS COMPLETE, WE HAD THREE CHILDREN. A BEAUTIFUL HOME, AND 3 YEARS LATER MY WORLD CAVED IN YOU WERE TRANSFERED TO N.J. YOU TOLD ME I HELD YOUR CAREER BACK BECAUSE I WOULDN"T MOVE. SO I SIGNED THE PAPERS AND 7 DAYS LATER HAD A HEART ATTACK. BUT  I MOVED ANYWAY, 1 YEAR LATER THEY LAID YOU OFF AFTER14 YEARS WITH OXY.  SO NOW THE REAL LIFE SET IN.  UP ONE STEP FALL DOWN 2. YOU GOT A JOB WITH CONGOLIUM LINOLIUM IN TRENTON  3 YEARS LATER THEY CLOSED THE PLANT. A YEAR I FINALLY GOT YOU TO GO HOME TO N.Y. NOW A NEW LIFE, WE HAD TO RENT, OUR WORLD WAS NOT THE SAME.  BUT WITH GODS HELP WE MADE IT AND THANKS TO AUNT THEA AND UNCLE ERWIN THEY PUT YOU IN THEIR WILL. WE COULD NOW BUY A HOUSE.  LIFE WAS BEAUTIFUL TO ME.AND OUR CHILDREN. YOU REALLY GAVE ME A KOOKIE LIFE BUT THERE WAS ALWAYS LOVE BETWEEN US.  THEN YOU HID THE BIGGEST SECRET FROM ME AND LIZ..HOW COULD YOU KNOW YOU HAD CANCER AND ONLY ABOUT SIX MONTHS TO LIVE NOW YOU PROBELY KNOW YOU WERE STUPID.  YOU BLEW OUR WORLD UP IN A MILLION PIECES. THE MEMORIES WE COULD HAVE NADE WITH THE TIME WE HAD LEFT. INSTEAD LIZ A ND I CRY EVERY DAY. I KNOW YOUR WITH US AS AN ANGEL BUT THAT DOESN"T HELP I KNOW OUR BEAUTIFUL GRAND DAUGHTER SAW YOU, JASMINE.IS A BABY AND THEY SAY THEY CAN SEE DEPARTED SOULS, PLEASE JOE WATCH OVER MY BABIES. TAKE CARE OF THEM. THEY ARE A PART OF US. I MISS YOU SO, PLEASE SEND ME A SIGN, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER. SO DOES OUR CHILDREN, TILL I SEE YOU AGAIN, I REMAIN YOUR WIFE FOREVER,  I LOVE YOU, BETTY 

JOE'S BIRTHDAY A NATIONAL HOLIDAY

June 1, 2013

WELL MY LOVE YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 72 TODAY. AS I WRITE TO YOU  I CRY, YOU AND OUR BABIES WERE MY LIFE. I AM SO LONELY, ITS GREAT TO HAVE ROBIN, MICHAELS WIFE. SOMETIMES, SHE IS WARM AND LOVING.SHE GOT ME TO GO TO A PRIMARY CARE DOCTOR, FROM THERE I NOW HAVE A HEMOTOLIGIST AND CARDIO DOCTOR. I AM ON SO MANY PILLS NOW. I HAVE TO CARRY NITRO ALWAYS. THEY ARE GREAT NICE DR'S.WITH ALL THE THINGS THAT WENT ON I SHOULD BE IN HEAVEN, NOT YOU. NOT A DAY GOES BY I DON'T THINK OF YOU. JEFFERY SAYS I WON'T BE WITH YOU AS OUR FAMILY NEEDS ME. IF JOEY EVER COMES BACK MAYBE THATS WHEN I WILL GO. I AM NOT AFRAID TO DIE AS I WILL RUN TO YOUR ARMS.THE KIDS DON'T NEED ME, THEY HAVE THEIR OWN LIVES AND FAMILYS, .MAY 9 WAS OUR DAY 52 YEARS IT WOULD HAVE BEEN. AND I NEVER STOPPED LOVING MY BEAUTIFUL BLUE EYED BOY. I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY WITH YOUR DAD, AND YOUR  MOM,AND .DO YOU HAVE OUR 2 BABIES I MISCARRIED With you and FLAME, PENNY, PEPE, MURPHY,CHARLIE, and YOUR  Tommy.  I LOVE YOU AND PRAY FOR YOU AND MY DADDY.. HOPING TO BE WITH YOU SOON, I LOVE YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY. ALWAYS YOUR BETTY

FORGIVING YOUR MOM

April 25, 2013

JOE, YOU SAID IT IN 1973, SHE IS NOT MY REAL MOTHER. SHE NEVER LOVED ME. BUT IT SEEMS SHE WAS YOUR  REAL MOM. I COULD  UNDERSTAND YOUR DAD HAVING AN AFFAIR, SHE WAS SUCH A BITCH ALL HIS LIFE, LOOK HOW SHE TREATED HIM.  THE POOR MAN , HIS WHOLE LIFE. NO WONDER YOU WERE LOVED SO MUCH BY HIM. I AM GLAD YOU ARE WITH HIM . SOME DAY I WILL MEET THEM, I HOPE YOUR MOM TREATS ME BETTER,. KISS DAD FOR ME, TELL HIM THANK YOU FOR LOVING YOU THE WAY HE DID. I KNOW I CAN'T BE WITH ALL OF YOU YET, BUT JEFFERY SAID I HAD WORK TO DO, GET MY FAMILY BACK TOGETHER. I MISS JOEY SO MUCH, HE HAS YOUR  STUBORN STREAK. I AM GLAD YOU TOLD ME HE WILL BE COMING BACK TO ALL OF US .IN HIS TIME WHEN HE DECIDES, I CAN'T WAIT, HE IS STILL MY BABY, EVEN THOUGH HE IS 48. I WISH HE WOULD REMEMBER I WILL BE 70 THIS YEAR, AND NOT SO WELL.WHEN WE ARE ALL MADE UP AND A FAMILY AGAIN, I WILL BE READY FOR GOD TO BRING ME TO YOU..I LOVE YOU, MY LIFE AND SOUL-MATE  I HOPE IT IS SOON, I'M LONELY, I HAVE NO ONE, FOREVER YOUR BETTY

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