There were many times that i would be struggling or having a bad day durings those years of life. Josh could always brighten my day and make me laugh. he never judged me, never looked down on me when i was in a dark place. some may not know but i was struggling big time and was on a distructive path. and loosing you was extremely hard to process. a couple days after we laid you to rest you came to me in a dream. my dream was i was walking into rhumeline and the place was completely empty except you sitting there. you looked up at me and said. everything is going to be ok and i woke up..i suddenly felt a sense of comfort. .i  made you a promise Josh that i would turn my life around and i know that he would be proud to see how successful i am today. thank you Josh for always being there to be a shoulder to cry on. make us laugh when we were sad. and just being the greatest friend that anyone could ever hope or dream to have. love you crazy horse xoxoxoxo

So many stories but this one came to mind lil Josh!! Your dad had this little blue and white stuffed dog he took everywhere, I don't remember where it came from but it was his security blanket for a long time.If you saw Josh he had his little tattered stuffed dog borgus!! That's right! Lol! Your dad came up with that name.I think he might have been trying to say another word.Anyway last year when I was in Florida I was at the downtown bus terminal It was very crowded.All of a sudden I saw a man that looked just like your dad same build,skin color,walk and he was holding the hand of a little boy with light color hair holding a blue and white stuffed dog. Some  kind of feeling went right thru me and I started to cry. I turned to look again and they were gone, I will never forget that feeling and memory... I believe the lord works things in little ways like that to help your heart feel better.. Anyway If you want a blue and white stuffed dog Gram will buy you one... Ha!Ha! Just kidding!! Luv ya grandson