Hey Grandma, just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you. There is so much to tell you, and I think you will honestly be so proud of me. So remeber when I told you I was in gospel choir? well we are performing this sunday at another church, and all of us are very excited, and can't wait. I am starting to be extremly active in church, and I love it. Im starting to pray more and get myself right. I just wish gospel choir was more of a family, it's terrible, everyone judges everybody and talks about everybody behind their backs. I try to be friends with everyone but I keep my distance when they want to try and act 2-faced. The whole thing makes me miss my friends back home and you, a WHOLE lot more. Well back to the god news. I dont know if you are aware of what greek life is but its pretty much sorority and fraternity. A sorority is for females, and its based off of unity, sisterhood and community service, the same for fraternity but for boys. There is a groups of sororities and fraternities that is specifically called the Divine Nine. Anyways, one of the frats in the Divine Nine is called Omega Psi Phi, and they are having a Miss Omega pageant, pretty much making you the queen of that fraternity. And, I am goingjump out of my comfort zone and run for it. Lol imagine me being a queen ahahaha. Its going to be a lot of hard work but with the people that I have around to help me, I know I will conqure all. There ar interviews next week, and we have to present our talent in the interview. By the Grace of God, everything will be great. HERE IS THE GREAT PART.... I jumped, hopped, skipped, and ran wayy out of my comfort zone and performed at an open mic night that the fraternity hosted tonight. The crowd sang with me, I messed up a little bit but they didnt even care, and clapped, I really think they enjoyed me. I am so proud because I am used to singing with a crowd or having someone next to me. Of cousre it was nerve racking but it had to be done. Now the fraternity knows what my talent is and what I plan on doing with it in the interview. They also know that I am not afraid of their intimedating faces. I know youll be there for me grandma and that why I love you. My guardian angel <3 please visit me soon. I love and miss you dearly