I never knew this site existed &would have written something about my son, Julian already.
There’s so much to say about Juls. He was TRULY SPECIAL!!
Every father would say the same about their son, but there was something about Julian you didn’t have to look for. It hit you in your face as soon as he spoke to you.
I’m so, so sorry we didn’t get to spend more time together. I left, not by choice when Juls was 2yrs old. I was gone until Julian was a young man.
The time we got to share only began to unravel the layers that made Juls who he was. He was like a great novel & I couldn’t be more proud of the young man he became.
Then one night, Julian made the biggest mistake of his young life. Julian did something, that is still foggy to us & his life was gone, just like that.
Still can’t believe we’ll never see him again in this life. I’m sure he’ll be waiting to embrace each one of us with that JULIAN HUG &sadly enough I can’t wait to be together again.
Juls, I express with just empty words how much I love & 

Julian~I missed writing last year but never without feeling you in my heart. It's hard sometimes to put words to paper when feelings are so strong or too difficult to describe. I carry you in my heart every day and feel your presence always. The winter months I especially feel you closest to me.❄️ ❄️❄️.
We all feel lost without you & our family as we knew it will never be the same. Still, I know your love is shining down upon us, your smile brimming and your arms are hugging us tightly. Sending you all of our love today and every day sweet child, forevermore...until we meet again. Xoxoxo❤️

The journey of our lives leave heartprints on our soul of the people who love us and who we have loved. Your heartprint will always be forever imbetted in my soul because of who you are and all that you were meant to me. I feel you daily, I love you always, and I pray for you and yours forevermore. Happy Birthday in heaven our Julian, our angel...xoxo

So here we are my beautiful nephew...as my thoughts whisper all that is lost and all that we remember...in sadness, with a love that weighs at the heart. For it is the loss of those we deeply love that take us to our deepest darkest private place, to mourn, to love, and remember.... Celebrate today..

There are times that we need to ask God why. How do we lean on our own faith to find answers when senseless tragedies occur? As we continue on without you we try to move forward.. never fully accepting you being gone... embracing your legacy...with an abundance of love. My vision is of your beautiful smile..my feelings remember your passion...for all whom you loved deeply. There is so much more...but for now sweet Julian...I wish you a beautiful 33rd Birthday within the Heavens.. Where everything is Holy and good. Kisses, Love, and Big Hugs...Aunt Maria xoxoxo

We meet people in Life, that when we look them in the eye, we wonder where we know them from. And Every Little Thing about them seems familiar. And a Conversation with them, even tho they are young, are filled with Old Wisdom.......as if "they" know something !! A continuous deja voo ...... That was Me meeting Julian. And as quickly as he could be an ole soul , he could flip to a rambunctious boy.... Often reminding me of My own Sons. Julian had a thirst for life, a hunger for happiness and a ravenous appetite for Play...lol lol . A season, a reason , a lifetime. I got all 3 with this young man. We certainly had our Season, No doubt a Reason and He will b with Me a Lifetime.... I Miss my young friend. Miss his Hugs, Miss the way He would shout my Name "Caaarrrrooolllll " My heart breaks for Him. THIS is Not the way it was supposed to be. I will say his name as often as I can, along with others who have left. I will keep who They are close to me. I was taught to Honor my dead, celebrate them, Live for Them....And that is What I Aim to do, ONE DAY AT A TIME..... ❤ A High Five ✋, and Giant Bear Hugs Julian

You have been away 68 days Julsie..... Yes... Baby. I know... You entered my life at a time when I was lost.  But you found me.  And you continued to do that. All your life. Now that I can't see your face I seem to have returned to the lost ... It was as if God lent you to me ... So I might live.... And I don't want to live and U not ...... You were a some one that just knew things. Just felt things. Just saw things. I BELIVE you were ahead if your time and yet and old sole at the same moment... .... Someone who just loved. As if it was easy .... Someone who laughed as if all there life was lived in happiness  You were my dad when I needed one  You were my baby when I needed that. You were my reason for sobriety .. And know I search. I wait. And I wait some more. I spend 24 hrs a day with you. You were a gift I was blessed to have been given. And I will treasure you in all that I am ...UNTILL were together...... I love you ..... And I miss your voice ... Your sarcasm. Your laugh your hugs. And I long to hear MOOOOMEEEEE.  CAUSE YOU SAID THAT EVERY DAY. AND IT WAS MUSIC TO MY SOUL. NOT MOMMY ......MOOOOMEEEEE..... Yup. That's me.....always will b!

I remember everytime I ran into you somewhere Julian, you had such a kind way of saying things. You always told me "you look like my mom".. and I'd say,.. "Yes I know, you tell me that everytime I see ya..lol." You were a beautiful person inside and out Julian, and will be forever missed, but your memory will live on in all those who love you, and you will never leave our minds. xoxo

Juls..I still wait for u to come home & slam the door and stomp over to my room and tell me goodnight & you loved me. Some nights when you had a good night at work you'd ask me if I was up enough to talk and those short but intamit talks would keep a smile on my face until sleep over came me.
It's too hard for me to say that would never happen again so I keep avoiding making it final. Juls...,I love you & miss you terribly.

Let us never forget. His fight for life and the understanding of it......his amazing love and the abundance of it .....

I miss you jul. My other half.

Missing you today and always Hope your smiling down on us your smile always did bright up the room luv you always martucci

So many things happen in life that we don't understand. Such a loving, caring, and geniune soul. Taken too soon but Heaven has gained another angel. Fly high Jules. You will never be forgotten.

Juls...so much of you I feel every day....The void is tremendous, but I know you wouldn't want us to feel sad..for our hearts to ache...But we can't help it...it's so much...But your legacy... the changes you have already created are so powerful..so beautiful...so strong...all with purpose, a reason, to continue on..in unity.... With Love, Promise and Hope in our.hearts....that we may one day all be together again....We feel your love Juls..Forever and Always...
I kiss you with my heart my sweet nephew..