JP, not a day goes by that I do not think of you. Whenever your Clonazepam needing dog Mister barks at me, somehow in a weird & crazy way, I feel like it is you saying hello or sending me a subliminal sign that I will be alright. Jus, we had some fun & memorable times that I will always hold dear to my heart. Navigating through life is not the same without you, there are so many times that I have wanted to call you, but realize that I now have to communicate with you in my prayers and dreams. We had an invulnerable bond that went beyond  family, our souls were uniquely tied with unconditional love & respect for each other. Your are my 1st and only male cousin best friend! I love & miss your ass EEERRYYday lol, until I see you on the other side.......hug our heavenly angels daily for me and please tell the big man to keep us all safe during this pandemic. Happy 36th Birthday! Cheers to you! 
Jamie