haha.. i remember when you got hired! haha i gave you so much crap! and i remember picking u up an going to work together.. and then you worked there for like a couple months and got fired haha.. that was so funny.. i remember i was working and you walked in and then walked out and i texted you and i said what happened.. and you were like i got fired.. haha..ugh that makes me miss you so much.. love you.

I miss you so much buttface. The early morning text and phone calls, your random drive bys, and how much you loved when i baked for you..I think about you everytime i pray..miss you so much.. I love you.

Taking pictures before prom.. never knew how much it would mean to me that i went with him..so glad that i did

Kam, I know its been a year and my heart still breaks as I walk around school.  I still look for you, knowing your not there physically.  I take second looks at guys there just praying that it is you and I have just been in the longest dream ever.  But I know the truth.  I am really hurting and not sure what to do.  Arnold's little girl (Antonette) never got a chance to meet you.  She will always been told you are her uncle, which is true.  Missing you a lot.  You continue to be one of the most special young men in my life.  Thank You for the years you gave us.  MIssing you a lot.  Love Ya

They had a relationship all their own from the very beginning. They were a true example of life makes you brother and sister but time and love makes you friends :). I never knew what to expect from the two of them because they were full of surprises and love but they always gave me a reason to smile and let me know that I was loved. What more could a mother ask for?

We miss you lots!!! but, we laugh and comment on little coincidences often. You truly made a difference in our lives :)!!!...We love you!!!

                Throughout my life, many people have had a positive impact on my life. Many people have inspired and motivated me to be the person I am today. Out of all those people, the person who has made the biggest difference is my older brother Kameron. Even though he is no longer with me on earth, he still inspires and encourages me. His wise words will help shape me into the successful adult I am destined to become.

                      -bhudd

            Growing up, Kameron took care of my mother and me and supported the both of us.  He was our strength and definitely the man of the house. His strength didn't really show on the outside because heart and character can only be reflected, it cannot be seen. He knew this, so he made sure it was known. As the younger sibling, I looked up to him. He guided me while teaching me everything he knew. He also offered his advice whenever he felt necessary. Sometimes I didn't listen, but I always heard him and I never forgot the words he spoke.

            He lived his life similarly to  how he played football, the sport he loved most; he tackled the tasks that were put in front of him. Even though they were done in his own time, he made sure it got done. I never knew how he did everything so nonchalant, but he did. He made sure he accomplished his goals.  I liked the way he handled things and it inspired me to live my life in a similar way. We all have a hero. Mine is my brother. He gave me something to believe in, a sense of security, and someone to admire. When I think about it, the only obstacle that he wasn't able to overcome was fate.

When I first met you i couldnt have been more intimidated by you. You towered over me and made me look like i was a midget but you were a big softy tht could brighten anyones day with a smile. although most of our memories are with football i cant help but to miss you more and more. today for example something brought me here to your website. I read all the amazing stories that people leaft about you and every single one of them couldnt sound more like you. I cried and wished i had taken advantage of our friendship more. one of the last times we talked was at the gym. i seen that big smile of yours and we talked and joked around with bryan. we had just won our league in football at modesto and i got a ring. You were making fun of me saying it was probably ugly and small then i went to my car and got it. Then you wanted to take it. I remeber telling you everyday that you should come to modesto to ply with us there. I knew you wanted to even though you would never admit it. I miss you man.

My junior year on the MHS football team I didn't play much. I was more of what I would like to call "Vocal Support." As it turned out, I was always out there getting pounded by the first team. Now, I played defense and Kam played defense. So when they called Goaline offense they brought the big guys in and Kam followed right behind. There was always a play where i had to walk up on the line. I heard motion being called behind me, and as i looked up i saw Kam coming my way. In a split second i was on my back and i could hear everyone saying "OHHHH!" And everytime this play was ran it was the same result, except, instead of Kam just walking away he would always help me up with a huge smile and laughing. Always saying "Sorry Bob." That is always how i'll remember him. The man who could totally flatten someone but was gentle giant. I only knew Kam for a short 2 years but he changed me in so many ways. I love him as a brother & i always will try to live my life a little more like 46.

Baby i never stop thinking about the last night i got to see you.. As soon as i got to merced i went to look for you you were sitting outside of walmart waiting for you mom. She was so mad because she saw you holding a girl and she didn't know it was me. I remember that night so well. I was scared because you had your surgery but you just held me and promised me everything would ok. If would have known baby i would have never let go of you. I miss you so much. You were supposed to come visit me and now i'm just so lonley. I love you baby and i know everything will be ok because you promised. I love you sooo much and i can't wait to see you again someday.

      I remember Aug. 7, like it was yesterday. We talked about all the things we were going to do when you got out of surgery your main concern was eating :), it always was. We sat in the waiting room for what seemed like forever, then they called you back. I watched you walk away and I waited for them to let me know what was going on. They called us back and let us spend time with you while you waited. I wonder what I would've done differently had I known that was our last moment together. I told you how much I loved you, kissed you, held your hand, watched you and Brit joke and play and told you everything was going to be ok. I guess it was the ok that was meant for you. I remember you laying there. I just wanted to hold you. I asked for God's will and I know I felt you come and take a piece of my heart. I'm going through the days and holding on. I miss you sooooo much old man...Thanks for the love, the memories and the understanding...Love you forever, Like you for always, My baby you'll always be. RIP My Love!!! Love, Mama

kamm... i miss y0ou s0o0o much... we g0o waii back to jr.high.. one thing about you is that you never judged me... or anyone else... we would see each0ther from waii across the hall and we would wave... and i would almost alwaiis run towards you && you would swoop me up in a great big hug.. no matter who was around... you always stuck by my side kam.. even if i was wrong... && for that i thank y0ou... y0ou were one of the bestest friends i could have ever asked for... you were sent straight from Heaven Kam... i wish you could have stayed longer... but i know God must have needed his best angel back...

i love you kam...

~ericka

Life to me isn't very fair, God took a special young man to keep him from having to deal with this wicked world that we all have to deal with.  You are such a special person and will be missed until we see you again.  You have such a special mother that is a God send to me.  Her STRENGTH and LOVE and is such a GOD THING.  She has showed us how God uses people in their grief to help someone else.  It was unbeleivable how she helped so many other people as she grieved while we spent days at the hospital.  Kameron she was so proud of you.  You will be greatly missed.

This is the hardest thing I have ever had to go through.  Even though I have battled cancer, your passing has really taken me back.  I considered you as one of my own and loved you just as much.  I know nothing can bring you back but I will see you again in heaven.  Your smile was so contagious and even though I didn't see you everyday, I miss you just the same.  I miss seeing you at school and you giving me a big hug regardless who was around.  Thank you for being so special to Bryan,  He misses you dearly, but we know he tries not to show it, thank you for being so special to him.