My Son I made it through your birthday and again it felt so good cooking your favorite meal and baking your cake I didn't mess with paws celebrating with me because she had an attitude with me LOLZ as you would say I still was very sad Mil because I miss you so much and want so desperately to bring you back to me sometimes I don't know what to do without you son.  Lisa is so supporting to me meal I am grateful to God for her and I love her so much and I know you do too son oh yeah and Shanese is my earthly angel mill i really appreciated her going to your burial site and bringing flower and face timing me so I can sing your song that you loved me to sing from when you was a baby all the way up until you went home you always loved me to sing that song to you and I will never stop singing it to you son I love you with all my heart baby and I will continue to make you proud of me and continue to push to keep moving forward and not allow my pain and sorrow control my destiny for I know if I continue to hold on when God calls me home I will be reunited with you and your dad. Love Always your Bay and your Mom oh my God Mill I use to love hearing you call me Ma it just did something to my heart and I didn't understand why but now that you are gone I fully understand oh how I wish I could here you say Ma just one more time I love you son now and always.

Love Your Mother

HEY NEPH,
I've been emotional at work today, just thinking about you. Bay sent me some pics of you and her. Which made me a little more calmer after seeing your face. I miss Mill...Shoot we all miss you very very much. Sometimes I want to question God about taking you away from us so soon, but I am a firm believer that Our Father knows best. Remember to keep your loving arms wrapped around your Mom. I know that you are very proud of her. Much love Neph!!!

Happy heavenly Birthday Kamil ! I love you and miss you. ❤️ - Izzy

Hey kamil I truly miss u sososososo much I think about all the memories we had I think about our long talks I think about the Man U was and how well mannered and such a ladies Man U were u taught me how I should be treated by a gentleman every year I light my own candles for u I still question god when I shouldn’t because u left an amazing impact on us all and I’m forever grateful for that and for meeting you.. you well forever be my Kay and I will always be one of your favorites T until we meet again. Teeia loves you beyond measures

My bay my bay I don’t know where to start I’m hurting so bad bay and I don’t know what to do with this pain but to ask God to give me confront as I struggle to go on in life without you here with me my baby I never felt pain like this before and I know that you are with me always but I just want to feel your touch and see your handsome face I would do anything to hold you just one more time I didn’t even get to say goodbye to you mil or talk to you on that tragic day I cry constantly and feel so alone without you sometimes I just want to end it all to stop this constant pain but I know you would forever be angry with me and I would not be able to join you in paradise so I hold on to Gods everlasting hand I want you to know I will love you forever and forever ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Kamil,
It has been 9 short years since I've seen your beautiful face and smile. It seem like yesterday you took Jesus hand and walked with him into paradise. We really miss you Mills. Our lives has not been the same since you've been gone. Your mom has been struggling with missing you, her life has been very sad which make me very sad for my best friend, but I am with her every step of the way. I am also hopeful that we will ALL be together again in Paradise. Until then rest well my beautiful neph

Kamil
I love and miss you very much, I am 1 of the lucky ones, to have had the pleasure of meeting you and getting to know you some, but mainly thru your mom. She talks about you all the time Mill. I just got real emotional writing the last line so that you until the next post much

You’re on my mind Mil. It’s been years but I still can’t believe it. You were such great person and treated me like a Queen. I thank God for allowing our paths to cross and allowing to experience each other’s energy. One thing I know is energy never dies. I know how much you love your mom and how much you wanted to always make sure she was good. I remember the story you told me about getting her yearbook. Thoughtful things like these shoes what kind of heart you had. A true caring Capricorn. You were the sweetest. I miss you. I didn’t expect you to leave so soon but God had other plans for you. Sleep peacefully and praying for your mom.

Hi Bay

Well I enjoyed celebrating your birthday with you yesterday and it made me feel good putting up birthday decorations and the cake and your favorite meal that I made for you bay I just wish you were here with me mil my hurt aches so bad and my whole life has changed since you went home to be with the Lord. I can’t even be with anyone because my depression won’t allow me to so I stay single and it is okay I’m still taking care of myself mill like you want to to but I hurt every single day I just can’t accept that you are not physically here with me and it is slowly ripping my heart to pieces but I know that you are my personal angel and are with me always and that is the only thing that is keeping me alive and I am able to do what I need to do to live and be responsible and productive, productive some times mill I feel like I’m losing my mind without you here but anyway that is enough of that I love you more than you can ever imagine baby SIP until we are together again Live you now and forever your mom

Hey Mil,

Just thinking of you .

My Only child how I miss you words can never explain the pain that I wake up with and go to sleep with every night I never thought I would have to live without you until God took me home but God had different plans and I have to accept that but it is hard I’m trying my best son…..The question is how do a mother that loves her child as much as I love you go on enjoying life that is a question that will never bee answered I love you mill and I know you are with your dad and grandmother and grandfather and uncle one day I will join you all today is the day you went to be with the lord but God allowed you to come back and be my guardian angel and I am so grateful I know I don’t talk to you always but that is because of the pain it causes me it makes me know you are no longer physically here I will get better so. I promise continue to watch over mommy and to always remind me you are with me wherever I go I love you now and forever my baby

Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday dear Kamil happy birthday to you I love you so so much I know that you’re my personal angel and I’m so grateful to God for that I miss you so much Kamil feel so lonely and empty without you it’s been seven years now and it still feels like it just happened today I’m still trying to find out how to live my life without you here.with me and I can’t find a way to push through every day because I know that’s what you and God want me to do but baby I miss you so much words will never express how empty and lonely I feel without you I know that we will be together again one day and when that happens I’ll never let you go you’re my heart my soul and my life I love you my son till we meet again love mommy….

Ps I baked your Birthday cake and made your favorite meal I hope you are happy with the decorations I love you Bay❤️❤️❤️

Hi bay it has been 7 years and it feel like it just happened today I hurt so bad and I miss you more than words can ever express I still don't know what to do without you but I continue to push forward with God's grace and mercy I would do anything just to have you here with me but I know that is not possible my love continue to rest in God's arm and I will continue to hold you in my heart where you will stay forward I love you son with ALL MY HEART.

Hi Bay Happy Birthday I love you so much son today was the Day you was born i remember seeing your face for the first time that was the day my angel was born it is so hard to go on without you and it is hard not being able to talk to you and hold you baby and see you i had a nice visit with you today at the gave site i love you my baby forever and forever love mom

Hi bay I couldn't post yesterday because I was in to much pain may 12th the anniversary of you going home to be with the lord was the worst day of my life ....I never knew pain or felt pain like this oh my God this pain broke me i miss you so much and I feel so alone baby yani text me last night for awhile with memories of you two and our relationship how I use to curse you out some times and how much you love your mom.....Baby the love i have for you is immeasurable I wish so bad that you were here with me mill I still hurt like it was today...baby please continue to live in me and thru me because it gives me the strength to go on......Always in moms heart.

Hi baby I just want to say happy birthday I love you with all of my heart I'm sorry I don't post on Facebook anymore Kamil it's just so hard and it hurts so much that I stopped posting on Facebook but this is your day son and I want you to enjoy to the fullest I wish that you was here with me Mill I'm so lonely without you my heart is empty another birthday without you Kamil and I still don't know what to do without you you would have been 33 years old today my young man oh my God Kamil God bless me with the best son in the world I know he designed you just for me it hurts so bad that it was your time to go to be with the Lord so now I'm here without my son I know I would have been given you whatever you wanted for your birthday I know that you arw with me I'm not in denial about that I just wish with everything inside of me that I could just hold you one more time I know it would make a world of difference I'm sorry about this message being so Gloom I really just wanted to wish you a happy happy happy birthday son and to let you know I love you with every ounce of my being!!!  love always your mom.

Wow it seems like yesterday when you left me that happy Mother's Day message, and I had to wake up in the morning and realize that you were not with me anymore. I miss you ,I love when every time you came down to Atlanta and you come and spent some time with us .everyday I think think of you it's still hard to believe that you're not here with me .I smile when I think about you when you were young and how he used to always try to manipulate your mom so you can get your way you are very special you will always be missed forever I love you

Hi baby it's Mom today is your birthday and I just want to wish you a happy happy happy happy birthday in heaven I love you so much, and I miss you more than words can ever express I wish so much that you was here with me but I know that you're only here with me in spirit and that has to be enough I want you to know I'll never be the same when you left you took a big part with you of me and the part that's left here on Earth it's barely existing I know you want nothing but happiness and joy for me and I'm trying my best I will always be your mom and I will always love you and I will try to be all that you know that I could be and continue to make you proud I love you so much son enjoy your birthday in heaven with your dad grandma grandpa and most importantly the Lord i Love you Now and Forever your mom

Hi baby just wanted you to know that I miss you so much and I hurt so bad I wish you were here with me.....I love you so much

Just stopping by to let you know always on our minds and always in our hearts today was a day God blessed us with your birth and now you're spending through many of your days hanging out with him until he calls the rest of us home. Happy birthday rest in heaven kiss my son too

Hi Bay
It's mom I love you so much I find myself crying so much wishing you were wirh me here Iiss your smile your voice our covers at ions you calling me ma I just miss everything my life consist of me just holding on I know you live in me and you are my personal Angel and I am grateful to God.....but my heart body and soul stay in constant pain I'm trying Mil but this just don't seem real you was suppose to take care of me when I get old and you was suppose to win Yani heart back marry her and have my grand kids bay mom is so sad please talk to me mil please sometime I don't acknowledge you in me Cuz it reminds me your not here on earth wirh me but I don't want to do that anymore I want to acknowledge you every second of the rest of my life but I need your help bay ok I love you my precious son and I will love you and carry you in my heart forever. ....Love you forever Mommy.

I will miss Camille so much he meant so much to me just to hear the way he says aauntie.It just fills my heart with sadness not to hear him say...auntie with that voice of his (ha ha). I miss him so much .sometimes I'm on the bus or somewhere and I see young man with dreads remind me of Camille I love and miss him from the bottom of my heart may he rest in peace

My cousin kamil, words can't explain how much I miss you. I watched you grow from boy to man,.A true lady.'s man With swag for days, I really miss you and you will always be remembereded.

kami I love you and I miss you so much it has been my pleasure to be a part of your life I miss your beautiful smile I miss your beautiful voice I miss your big loving hugs and I miss those phone calls when you used to call me all the time I thank you for coming to visit me I thank you for calling me and telling me I need to talk to your mom used to say talk to my mom aunt cheryl I made a promise to you one day that I will never ever leave your mother you and her holds up very very special place in my heart in my life you are true missed

Kamil,
I can not believe you have already got to spend a year with Jesus Christ!
We all know you are in a better place. But it doesn't make it easier on the ones who love you In the earthly world. Your smile, your kind heart and handsome face will always be remembered. I stay thinking about you and your mom. Call her often. I know how very important she is to you and no matter what, she knows I am here. I love you Kamil, thank you for being you!!

Good Morning my baby, mommy is sad, I have been sad since you left me I think about you every day, not a minute goes by that you are not n my thoughts sometimes this just don't seem like it is real I feel like I am having a bad dream and cant wake up I am grateful to have had you for 28 years my son but I wish I had more time I wish I could bring you back I wish that more than anything I don't know how to get through my days without you, but you always believe in me and I wont let you down my son I will hold on and be that strong mom you always knew I was S.I.P my baby.

My beautiful son mom miss you so much life just isn't life without you I feel like I don't have anything to live for you are my everything what do I do without you I don't know how to go on it so hard I'm trying just for you my baby......love you more than life.