My Love it is always so difficult coming to say how much you are missed. Today makes six years that you have been gone. Time seems to stand still. It feels like only yesterday you were here. Our time is marked by our new grand children that have been born since you’ve been gone. We finally have nothing but boys since August 2018. Genyea, Lance, Alexus and Brandon have blessed us with boys. They each seem to share your spirit. I feel in my heart that you have visited everyone just to see how we are. We love you sweetheart and always will. You will always be my better half.

Never n a million years did i think this would b my last birthday spent with u. Daddy i thank u 4 always b n there no matter how u was feeling...u and mom always went the extra mile to mk my birthday a dream come true. Pops u were cool as a fan. dirnkin with us and throwing bck shots lk u was still 21. I am 4ever grateful 4 your love and the time u gave me...CHEERS...

Good morning daddy woke up this morning and you were heavy on my mind I've been so reluctante to write on this site as I always felt like deep down you knew my thoughts, prayers, and most haunting fears.  But you said no fear is too big for you are with me always and you can still help me through it all so I'm here. Daddy there are times I still can't believe this is now my reality it's been almost four months since God called you home and although I know your in a better place, is it still selfish of me to want you here.  There are times when the car is acting up, I'm having problems with the girls, at home, or at work, I just want and need to  talk to you and I can't hear back from you.  I stayed angry with you for so long some things I later found out was my fault bacause I didn't know the whole truth and didn't understand.  If I could tell anyone in the world now that could hear me my most intimate word of expression is to forgive and forgive often.  Although I loved you deeply God called you home with my unforgiven heart. I later understood that you forgave me as did God it was me that had to forgive myself.  So I'm here today with a changed heart and a renewed outlook on life.  Doesn't always mean that I want go backwards just means that I now have a better understanding on what it takes to go forward.  Daddy as your picture hangs over my desk at work and those tough times come I often times find myself looking up at you smiling I get that "WWDD" and things always seem to get just a little better. Daddy you are still my rock that unwavering force that has always been there through my ups, downs, good, and bad.  My stuborn times and all the times in between.  I love you daddy and NO amount of time or distance can ever take that away.