Happy Birthday my beautiful daughter....
I can't believe today you are 37 years old....your getting old!!!
I miss you so much Kathryn, it's been a little over 6 yrs since you've been gone and my pain today is the same as it was over 6 yrs ago....
It doesn't get any easier as time goes by....
Angela has been really depressed this past 10 days, her best friend, her companion, her dog (who has been like a therapy dog for her) passed away suddenly on Dec. 22, she has taken it really hard, we all have...
So if you see Lucky (that's his name) please take good care of him and tell him angela loves him so much and misses him...
Andrew is doing good, growing up really fast....
I hope you enjoy your bday up in heaven.
I love you to the moon and stars and back again...
Love mom

My Dearest Kathryn,
  I can't believe it's already been 5 years since you passed away.
God I miss you so much...
I look at your pix and I talk to you everyday..
I wish that you were here with me, they say that it gets easier as time passes, but they lie, cause my pain today is the same if not more so since the day you went away.
Angela and Andrew are doing really good, they miss you a lot, I still call angela kathryn at least a dozen times a week..
I can't help it she looks and acts so much like you....that's a good thing though...
I will always see you in her...
Anthony started college he is so proud of himself, as he should be...
I tell him all the time that you are so very proud of him..
Adrian is doing good too, he has a job, and a girlfriend....
We all miss you so much baby girl....
Our lives will never be the same...
 Rob is out of prison, he looks so good , he has teeth.....lol
He's staying clean, and he has a real job..I'm so proud of him....you would be too...
Well my dear daughter I love you to the moon and stars and back again, never ever forget that...
Your my shining star in the sky....
Love you always and forever...
Love mom

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHRYN,
I wish I was wishing you a happy birthday in person instead of doing it on this memorial page..
I miss you so much Kathryn...
I know it seems that I always say the same things over and over again but its true...
I know that your happy and pain free up in heaven but I can't say the same for me Is true.
I'm so sad everyday it seems and the pain in my heart is so painful that I don't know how my heart is still beating.
I love you more then life it self..
I hope you always knew I loved you and still love you..
Your spirit continues on in your kids especially your daughter who looks and acts just like you..
I call her by your name at least once a day..
She just looks at me and laughs at me and says "its angela" I look at her and say "yeah I know".
We miss you so much Kathryn, your in our hearts always,
Never ever forget we love you to the moon and stars and back again forever and always..
Happy Birthday my beautiful daughter ..
      Love always
       Mom
R.I.Paradise
1-1-1984---11-5-2014

Kat it's been over a year and i miss you more everyday. I wish i could talk to you . nothing will ever be the same without you. I hope you know how much everyone loves you . I dream about you all the time, sometimes it's so real that when i wake i have to tell myself your gone. i love you and miss so very much,

Happy birthday Kat

Kathryn, its been a year now since you passed away, and the pain in my heart is as deep today as it was a year ago.
I hate not having you here with me and everyone else.
I miss you so very much.
I have so many things to tell you nd show you, but your not here..
My heart aches in pain and my eyes cry and I say your name everyday.,
Oh Kathryn why did you have to go....
It wasn't suppose to be your time...
I hope your happy up in heaven and that your watching over us all down here on earth..
Save a spot next to you and grandma so when its my time, I'll be next to you both OK?
I love you to the moon and stars and grandma and back again..
Love you always and forever.
Mom

R.I. Paradise
Jan. 1 1984---Nov. 5 2014

Kathryn, its been 6 months since you passed away and it still hurts as if it were yesterday.
I miss you so much... i think about you everyday...and i think if things that maybe i could have done differently, like maybe when i went in to your room to wake you up for Mike and when you didn't answer me i should have looked at you more closely are felt your face, something..
I feel as if its my fault that your no longer here, im so sorry kathryn, i really am.
If i could redo that day over, i would change everything. I would have tried harder to wake you up...and when you didn't, i would have called for help..
I didn't know you were already gone when i went into your room..
Please kathryn you've got to believe me, i love you with all my heart and soul and i would never ever harm you in any way.
I keep reliving that night in my head over and over again and i don't know why, is it a sign that your trying to give to me, please help me to understand.
I wish you were here to celebrate mothers day with me and the kids, we all love and miss you so much kathryn, more then you'll ever know.
Happy mothers day my beautiful daughter.
I love you always and forever and forever and always..
  Love mom,

My dearest daughter,
I have been having a really hard time lately with your passing away.
I mean I've always had a hard time dealing with it but lately it's been harder then normal.
I catch myself staring at your pictures that i have all over my bedroom walls, i just wish you were still here with me and vince and mike.
I somehow think maybe i could have done something different that night we found you, but deep down inside i know there was nothing i could have done different.
I go back over the events of that night over and over again wishing that somehow it will bring you back, but it won't.
Kathryn you are my first born and my only daughter, i know i didn't say this enough to you but i am very proud of you, you are the most beautiful daughter a mom could ask for.
We may not have always gotten along but in the end we knew that we loved each other with all our hearts.
And thats all that mattered.
You will always be my baby girl, but now your my baby girl with angel wings.
You will always be in my heart forever and ever.
I want to say so much more to you but i honestly don't even know where to begin.
I guess I'll write more in another post in a day or two.
I love and miss you forever and always to the moon and stars and back again.
Love you kathryrn,
   Love mom

RIP, Kathryn. I'm sorry for your loss, Ms. Lukesh.

My dearest daughter, it pains me still to this day... I would do anything in the world to have you sitting here with me today and everyday after that..
I wish that I would wake up and everything that happened was a nightmare,,
But I know it's not gonna happen, but I do know this,
We will meet again in the next life.....
So make sure you have a seat next to you and grandma ok?
I may have not always shown you but I want you to know that I love you with all my heart and soul.....
You were my best friend....
I can't even begin to explain my hurt that I feel every day because your not here with me...
I love you to the moon and stars and back again baby girlnever ever forget that.....love always and forever
                Love Mom