I have been thinking of you and your mama a lot lately. You were taken from this Earth 4 months after my little girl was taken as well. Your mommy and I have become friends brought together by our tragedies. I feel in my heart that you are in the sky playing with my Zoie and teaching her things and telling her how wonderful your mommy is, and I'm sure she is telling you how great her family is too. We miss both of you little girls and I hope you are both at peace and I know you are finally free from suffering. Look over your mama and take care of her. She is hurting bad just as I am and I hope you will guide her through these tough times. Rest peacefully sweet angels. We will all meet again someday.

It pains me to think of what you must be going through. I have never met you, nor have we ever spoken, but you are a true inspiration to me. I could not imagine being in your shoes. I am a mother of a 4 year old boy and an 8 month little girl, both who i could not live without. Your little angel is beautiful. An amazing gift that was sent here especially for you, just to show you how deep love truly runs. How strength can carry you through even the toughest of times. To test your will when it seems that you have reached the dark end of a narrow and painful tunnel of uncertainty. God is showing you just how great you are and just how special your place is here on earth, for now he knows that you are the best mother and that the three angels you still have with you here are in hands that are built to love them in a way that no one else could even come close to. Keep your head up and stay strong. All wounds heal with time and you have proven already that you can conquer anything in front of you. You are a blessing in disguise, just like your beautiful Kaylee, For this was only her temporary home.

At night she whispers to her baby girl
"Someday we'll find our place here in this world"
"This is our temporary home, it's not where we belong
Windows and rooms that we're passing through
This is just a stop on the way to where we're going
I'm not afraid because I know this is our temporary home"

doctors always said you had no quality of life. But I knew who you were. I knew how excited and how big your eyes got when you woke up and the first thing you saw was mommy. I was excited to because I knew I got another day with you. Now all the times I remembered dancing with you and singing twinkle twinkle little star to you are just painful memories now. The last days of your time here I regret. I remember watching you sit in your wheelchair alone and not breathing good and I did not even touch you. I was scared I would make you uncomfortable. Then the minute I picked you up you died in my arms like you were there waiting for me to pick you up. I hate myself for not loving you more on that last day.Maybe I will get over it or maybe I wont. But I hope you forgive me for that.I fought so hard for you even when the doctors said you would die months ago. I knew they were wrong. I love you my lost baby girl.