The Days Before You Left
Usually, I know what to write or say, but this time, it is difficult! I remember years ago when I met Pat, and I thought; 'Wow, she has an amazing face.' I walked up to her and introduced myself. Then, I met Kelly. We all became friends. I admired both of them.
I also remember the last time I saw them at a party. I said to Kelly same thing I said to him each time I see Pat; 'Do you know how gorgeous your wife is? Do you constantly stare in her angelic face?' And then, he would crack my ribs with his many responses. He had the heart of a child. And that was priceless!
In the last many months, I worked on different articles for Kelly/Global Pride Magazine, and we talked about my book launch. He needed me as one of his Columnists. He was coaching me until he started not to feel too good. I was looking forward to being his 'right-hand man.'
A few weeks ago, Kelly had called me and said he was back in the hospital. My spirit went down, but I remembered that God was aware too. I wore a smile like a shawl and encouraged him. His spirit was down, but he managed to make me laugh. I told him something silly that my 5 year old son had done that morning. And, when I heard him laugh, my heart was glad too. It became a ritual for me to call him every morning. I had chats with Pat too. We all understood that God was in the mix, so we trusted Him. I admired Pat's faith, strength, and love.
Then one morning, and some mornings after, I would call, and no one answered. I continued calling and leaving voice messages, but no calls were returned. I panicked. I continued praying, and being hopeful instead of being afraid of the unknown.
Finally, someone answered the phone, and it was neither Kelly nor Pat. My heart was broken. My spirit was wailing. I was not expecting death to visit my friend, Kelly, any time soon. I cried like someone who had just lost a friend. I lost my friend. I did not ask God why. I clearly understood that since He was aware of Kelly, then he must be needed where He wants him to be. Then, my heart went to Pat and the boys. And it was broken even more!!!
Even in the midst of a storm, Kelly had this peaceful aura around him. I admired his determination to get things done, his vision to think outside the box. Most of all, I admired the strength and faith he had in him even till the end. Kelly believed that everyone counts. I loved that spirit in him.
Now, I can only imagine how you see heaven. I can only imagine you are now one of our gurdian angels. I am glad that I met you.
We must celebrate every season for a reason. This season Kelly, we celebrate your life. Je nke oma! Go well...until we meet again!
~ Nkem DenChukwu