You've always been my "little" brother but I'm having a hard time wrapping my brain around the idea that today you would be 37... I sure wonder what our "older" sibling relationship would've been like? Maybe swapping stories of our awesome kids that can sometimes be assholes OR maybe our kids complaining always that we're the assholes, lol. We do have some awesome kids though I miss you ♥️ Happy 37th Birthday in heaven.

Happy Father's Day Kenny in Heaven. I like when you take a ride with me in the car, the minute rap comes on you hear me " HI Kenny" lol, the other day rap came on I Said hi Kenny I'm sorry but I have to change this song I don't like it. LOL Sometimes I think how would things be if you were still here with us. I do know you'd be an awesome loving dad! To this day all those I love that left us still breaks my heart. A whole life. Life is going by very quickly nowadays. I think you would be 37 wow I can't imagine. Nick is here to let us see you through him, he's laid back and smart like you, but I get discouraged over his lack of emotions idk if you were like that or not, but seeing thar coming from me who has so much emotion bothers me. God knew you had to leave so he gave us your child to carry on your name and be able to see you thru him. Your best accomplishment a miracle from above. Celebrate your special day with your mom ( hi nancy) and all those you love up in heaven. Know thar each and every one of us love you and miss you. ❤️ Forever in my heart

Well our little boy will be 15 tomorrow! He's not so little anymore, I call him my man baby. I can't believe that this tiny little human we created, is now a full blown man, with a mustache. I know you would be so proud of him, and proud of me for raising him to be this amazing kid that he is. He looks more and more like you everyday, and even though it pinches my heart a bit, I'm lucky to always have a piece of you with us. You gave me the best gift I could ever ask for, and God knew he was meant to be here even if you weren't. Nick will carry on the Sova generation for you Kenny. Your last name didn't die with you, it's only begun. I love you forever and always, until we meet again keep us safe, healthy and happy. My angel, kiss my grandma for me I miss her more than anything.

Kenny I know this is days later, im sorry I just get so upset with each passing year as Nick gets bigger and you lost out on his life. I know you see from a spiritual view. I also know how this little boy brought so much love to your heart. He was everything to you, such a proud dad. I always think back when I went in your room. His book shelf was all neat and organized. Even the books were all according to size. Toys you couldn't afford to buy but actually went to garage sales to get him toys. That just shows that the love you had putting nick as priority. He's gotten so big it's hard for me to watch, he grew up in a flash of light. I know your proud of him, as you should be. We seen your sister and brother in law, and uncle Rick. Nice to have your family there for nicks graduation party. This week is homecoming can you imagine!! He looks like you, mostly laid back, smart, handsome but doesn't have your personality. As far as that I really don't care to see that side, it's mean and hurtful. Ppl say it's the age maybe some of it. What worries me is he seems like it's all about nick. I'm lucky if I'm acknowledged. To me it's very hurtful. I know you see all this but can't do anything to correct it. He reminds me of Steven in that respect acting like he's all thar, Steven was like thar, actually maybe he still is. Maybe you can talk to him in your way. It still hurts that you can't be his dad and he doesn't have his dad. I'm sorry your not here, I'm sorry all that happened. Give your mom a hug also. Find Grandma and tell her I love and miss her very much. Your always in my heart and will forever be. Watch over all of us especially your son!
Forever in my heart. Love you ❤️

It's been 12yrs you been gone, and I still miss you like crazy. Nick is getting so big, and doing great things. Saturday he had a football game, and wore a sleeve for you, it said Dad this one is for you. Well he didn't win, but he got 2 touchdowns for you. You would be so proud of the young man he is becoming, and how smart and handsome he is. We love you! I hope your with grandma and protecting her.

Happy Birthday Kenny. I can't believe you would have been 36 today. It still deeply saddens me all your life was taken away. 24 years old, a baby you were, breaks my heart. Evil came in and made the decision on your life and your mom's life for you. Only God can make that choice, it was taken upon him to think he was the almighty powerful God. I guess it still angers me so deeply inside. Who gave him that right. He took you away from all of us, especially Nick and it angers me. I can see that day. Hear that day so clearly in my head. If only you weren't home. And sitting up realizing what was happening breaks my heart. There was nothing you could do but wait your fate. Your a great guy Kenny who loved my daughter more than words can say. And the love and proud Ness you had for your son. He made your world complete. You gave us a wonderful young man that he is today. I hope he follows your footsteps along his path in life. He looks like you, smart like you and laid back my little gamma. I know you see him and I know your smiling I just wished it was here on earth. God needed you. We did too but you need to go when God calls. God called for my mom, but I wasn't ready, is anyone ever ready! It shattered me All of us don't realize how precious life is each and every day. I'm not the same anymore. So many tremendous losses in my life. I want you to know I know when your with me, when I hear Eminem come on the radio and yes I say hi Kenny lol. Thank you for still coming around to visit me. Find grandma she'll be happy to see you. All of you who I love will be together watching over all of us. I'm so sorry Kenny you went through this, your life taken. Away from Niko! Always know your forever in my heart. Love you

Happy heavenly Birthday Kenny! Today you would have been 36, but I know you are forever young up in heaven. Please walk with my grandma and keep her smiling. Tell GG I love her! I love you always

Hi Kenny 11 years and I still get so emotional so sad, lump in my throat. It hurts that you had to go home so young, a whole life....it hurts you couldn't see Nick grow up. I know you do but I mean here. I know God needed you but I don't understand. Was your purpose here to have a son to carry on your name! He's so smart. He's a good kid so far I know you know. It's like looking at you. Although he has Tommy's shape lol. He's matured so much, we use to be like velcro but now I guess it's not cool. I still see him running to my room with his footy pajamas saying gamma I'm hungry, boy can he eat lol. You did give us the best gift we could ever ask for, thank you. Thx for riding with me sometimes, when I here Eminem or whatever I know your there and it makes me happy that your visiting. I hope Nancy is good and your both at peace and are looking down on your boy, rubbing your chin or the hair on it lol and smiling. That's what I picture in my head. Merry Christmas  in heaven, if you see my dad tell him I love and miss him too. And David ❤ ⚘☃️❄

Hey Kenny!
I need your help, please watch over our son and my family. Nick tested positive today, and I am super nervous. Please make sure nothing happens!

Hey Kenny! There is so much I want to say, but it's so hard for me. I could talk to you all day, which you know. When you left this earth so did a piece of me, something that can't be fixed. I sat there the day you left, and all I could do is cry and my brother(Steven) kept me out of sight of the news. You were my best friend, you were suppose to be my forever but it didn't turn out that way. I know you hear me when I talk to you, but just know I'm sorry for things I should of fixed, and I love you. Thank you for the best gift you could ever given me, our beautiful son. He is just like you, from your height, your humor and looks. I am so proud of our son, and I wish you were here to see all he is achieving. 11yrs gone, but my heart hurts everyday like it just happened, I don't think this pain will ever go away, I just hide it. I miss you....
Love you always & forever

9_24_2021 Forever with Love

Kenny so much time passed its hard to believe. Whenever I sit and think about that day and every day since it just breaks my heart. I get a lump in my throat. I'll never understand why, why you were taken so young. Did you finish your job here by having Nick to carry on your name! So young. A whole life. I can't believe you would have been 35. Yet my tears keep flowing. I'm happy though that if you had to go home you went home with your mom. You have each other. I know your both okay and happy. It's so hard for us here. Nick doesn't say much about what happened. Why did it happen, I feel deep in his heart he has sorrow. I hope it won't affect him as he gets older as it has to me since my dad passed. Look for him his name is Tom. Great man you'll love him. I hope your with David too. As I write this I see how short life is but I continue to sit here in depression...not rigjt..As usual I wrote a novel lol. We miss you, I miss you, I wish we could have been closer. The love you had for Jenna was like no other I've seen. No matter what she was always your baby girl. Thank all of you for watching over all of us. I know how proud you are of Nick and smiling down at him, just wish you had more time. I'm so sorry. Ok I need to stop now I'm crying. This music doesn't help.
Forever in my heart ❤ 

You should've turned 35 this summer and that's mind boggling even if you were still here!
We are only 9 hours away from Ilinois now. I wish you and Mom were around to visit. It'll be easier to see Nick and Jenna now. I hope to know Nick better. He's shy, unlike you. He gives me one word answers when I text him. Im just happy he answers me!
I miss you and Mom, today and always. Love you ❤

10 years is a long time without you and Mom. I miss you every day. I try to be strong and only think of good memories but they always lead me back to losing you guys. We celebrate your life and Mom's, every birthday and every Anniversary. Thank you for being my guardian angel(s). I love and miss you so much

Happy Birthday to my son in law Kenny in Heaven. He would have been 34 today.
So young when God called you home, so tragic how you left. I know your happy and no longer in pain, and that makes me happy. Sad though that you can't be here to see Nick grow up. I know in my heart your watching from above, smiling, rubbing your chin ( lol) were always sharing memories of you with him, he smiles and laughs at the things we share. Getting so tall like you, Crystal and your dad. I know your with your mom, together on this special day. Watch for the balloons I'll be sending up to you. Love and miss you! Forever in my ❤️.
✨☁️☁️✨

Happy Father's Day Kenny. I love and miss you very much❤️

Hi Kenny and Nancy can't believe how long it's been, just doesn't seem real. I get your hellos Everytime I turn the radio on and Eminem is playing☺️ one would think with time small details of that horrible day would be gone but I still remember that day, and things I did. I remember sitting in your room on the floor with the door closed just in a state of shock. I remember coming out of your room feeling better, but that whole year I was in a state of shock. I think I cried so much I could have made a pond. I remember looking at the bookcase with Nick's books and toys feeling so proud. You had all the books lined up according to size and every toy neat on the shelf. There was a picture Nick kinda Drew lol right above your light switch. You were a wonderful dad in the short time you had, the love you had for Nick was seen and felt. You were so proud of your little boy, a dad just beaming with happiness and love. I know you see Nick, how big he's getting, I know your still there with all the boys and Jenna. I know your grateful to Kevin for being there for him and never letting Nick forget you. Honoring you on your special days, taking them to the cemetery to see you. He doesn't ever raise his hand to Nick or really any of them. He loves Nick like he's his from birth, I hope he will always be there for him. Even though he loves Kevin, he loves you and knows your his dad first. Kevin always honored that. Nick wanted his name to be like theirs but Kevin didn't want to take your name sake away. He would have adopted him but again he's your last name sake. I can just keep writing because I do miss you and I miss you for Nick and Jenna too. Everyone misses you and your mom. Your forever in my heart. Gone but never ever forgotten. It bothered me selling that dresser it truly did. Im so sensitive and emotional, but you know I don't cry as much, I think I became numb. Well gotta go now. Keep saying your hellos it always puts a smile on my face. Oh can you believe the nice lady who found your balloon how weird is that. Are you letting us know you get them !!. Love you Kenny Sova, thank you for Nick and im ever so sorry. Give your mom my love and be together and happy I know you are cuz your home. Your with God. ❤️☁️

Sorry for your loss! We have just found KENNY'S balloon in hemlock, Michigan.  If you would like the balloon back please leave me an address gloriajean13@hotmail. Thank you

Hi Kenny, it's your not blood big sister. Still crazy to think your gone. I miss our talks and am proud of the man and father you had become. Love you little brother!

Hey Kenny,
8 years today is unbelievable. I miss you and Mom nonstop but the hurt inside is different. I look forward to hearing songs that remind me of you both. We have had 2 cardinals in my backyard for 2 years, which the boys know are you and Mom. This passed Easter our dog Marlie died and now we have 3 cardinals that visit. You and Mom stay near the tree but Marlie comes closer to the door where she used to sunbathe. Please let her be your lapdog and play fetch with her. Keep watch for our balloons on the anniversary and your birthdays. The boys draw pictures and I write notes. I hope you know how much you guys are loved and missed. I love you little brother.

Hey Kenny, I'm neighboors with your son and I just want you to know what a great kid he is and I'm sure how proud you are of him. How much he has grown and will keep growing. Dont forget to send hin little signs you are with him because I'm sure there is times he really misses you and needs you. I hope you are up there kicking back and relaxing and are at peace. Jenna is going a great job too shes an amazing mama. I'm sure your proud of her too.

Hey Kenny, I can't believe it's been 8 years!!!! Nick is going to be 11, how crazy right? I just wanted to tell you I love you and miss you everyday, we will be sending you balloons today, I'm sure you cant get enough of them lol. Please share one with ma and David.

Forever in my heart

For you

Happy birthday Kenny... U will never b forgotten especially with Jenna around lbs... U would b so proud of her n how she takes great care of ur soon... Gone too soon u will always b missed

Happy 28th Birthday Kenny/daddy! I can't even tell you how much we miss you, because I know you know. Nick and I were so blessed to be part of your life, I wish you never left us because nick didn't get enough time with you. There is NEVER a day that we don't think, talk, or brag about you, you truly were a amazing man, daddy, son, uncle, brother and most of all my best friend. You gave me the best 11 years in my life, wish our son and I could have 11 more years with you. I never thought nick and I would live our lives without you. We are having cake and our yearly balloon release for you tonight, I hope you like them. We love you so much!!!!

Dear Kenny! 
  You will always be my #1, you will always be my everything, only few knew our love for each other, and I still have that much love for you. Till we can be together again, just know I love you and I will never stop.

Happy Birthday Kenny! Thinking of you today & hoping you are having as much fun as you should. Time has gone by so quickly and so many things have changed. In the last few years, I think we all realized how much each moment counts and I'm sorry your moments were taken from you. Miss you always. I'll see you in the car. <3

Hi Kenny! Your sister had our 2nd nephew today. His name is Astyn and he weighed 6lbs 13oz 20 1/4 inches. Crystal is doing good, and baby is healthy. We love you.

Its been 2 years since you have been gone, and Nick and I miss you so much, we talk about you all the time. Nick is getting so big, you would be so happy to see how much he has grown, and he looks alot like you to:) Just know if I could bring you and ma back I would, If i could have stopped it, i would. We Love you Daddy and Ma

Happy birthday boi... We miss u... RIP u will never b forgotten!!!

What up fam!!!! Happy Birthday! Not a day goes by that Crystal, Your dad and myself talk about you!! You are VERY WELL MISSED. aPpease know that I'm taking care of your Sis. Miss you bro. Much love!!

Happy Birthday Brotha, Dream Forever n Rest In Peace

Happy Birthday Kenny! I hope you heard Ayden, with some coaching, say Happy Birthday Uncle Kenny ;) I love you and miss you every day. Something constantly reminds me of you and Mom. I hope she is celebrating with you today as we all are in spirit. Happy 26th birthday you big stud!!! Much love always, your sister Crys, brother in law Ange and nephew Ayden.

Happy Birthday Kenny/Daddy.... Your 26 today:) Nick and I love you very much and miss you like crazy. There isnt one day we dont think about you or talk about you. Nick and I are bringing your birdhouse tmr for your tree, you would be so proud of your lil boy, he painted it like a pro:) Together Forever:)

The best memorie I have a Kenny is hangin in his van. He always made sure everybody had a great time. He was a great friend. Someone u could count on. He will be missed deeply and always be in our hearts and prayers. And Nick always remember he is always looking down on u keeping u safe. Love u guys
Missing u everyday dude wish I could call u to chill

Happy Father's Day to the best Father a little boy can ask for:) You were a amazing Father, Best Friend, Boyfriend and I am so blessed I had the chance to be in your life, and have such a wonderful little boy with you. Thanks for everything you have done for Nick and I, we miss you and love you . Cant wait to come vist you today:)

Happy Father's Day Kenny/Daddy <3 We think about you all the time, there is never a day your name doesnt come out. Nck is getting so big, I know you can see him, but we wish you were here to help and guide him. Were coming to see you today, I wish it wasnt there but when im there I feel like I could almost hug you. Your a great Dad, the best a lil boy could ask for. We Love you, Daddy

O yea my brother reminds me so much of u... Its crazy he got a hat made for u too... U r truely missed n never will b forgotten. But there couldn't b anyway to forget a amazin person like u.

So my son was just listenin to Eminem I all I thought of was u... It brought me back to whn we was 16 chillin at my moms... Shyt crazy but I do think bout u n wish it was a dream especially for Nick but Jenna a very strong n wonderful mom... I try to help her pull throu this n always there to talk to her... I understand wat she goin throu n I'm proud of her... I miss u boi! RIP

Kenny-
Nicks 4th birthday is right around the corner, and I hate that your not here to see him grow, or to be at his party. We miss you very much, and we always remind nicholas of you. We bought these glow in the dark stars and we put them on the wall, we told them your in the sky with the stars, he loved them when I showed him. Love you

Hey Brother in Law! I'm sorry I never got to meet you in person but I still have you voice in my heart!. When I asked you sister to Marry me I knew I was going to have a great FAMILY, I spoke to your mom many times and enjoyed every phone call. It has been a roller coaster ride since you and your mom have been gone. Crystal and I ALWAYS TALK ABOUT YOU AND HER!! WE LOVE YOU BOTH!!!

Dear Kenny,
 Today is Halloween and I'm taking the kids trick or treating, I wish you could come with us today. Nicholas is going to be Batman and Nathan is going to be a Lion. We really miss you Kenny, and Nick talks about you all the time. I wish you could be here to see him grow, and play with him, but I know your watching, please keep ussafe

I love you Kenny more than anything, and I know you know this. You are my best friend, and the father of our son Nicholas, and I couldnt have asked for a better father than you. I think about you all the time, and I miss you like crazy, I wish I could just hug you one last time, and tell you I love you. Thank you for the best time in my life, and being a wonderful father. We love you Daddy

I hate that Nick has to grow up withoutu he loves u so much I know how much u love him I hate this hurt in my heart for both of u the most.I hate that Nick gets sad.Make him happy Kenny go to him all the time if you could forever so he'll always see his daddy your life taken away

I still cant believe its true it seems so unreal and y.
Y did u have2 b home,y did you have to move back.I wish u would have come to me and let me know things u could have lived here. U would be here for Nick and him for U

Jenna & Joe put candles all around we lit them and sang Happy Birthday,I know u heard us, I know u smiled. The boys left u Fruit Loops LOL we miss you very much, and I know Nick does too. He wants to get on a plane and come and get you ♥ Kenny I'm so sorry this happened to u

Kenny happy golden 25th birthday. I wish you were here with us but I hope you seen us all at your gravesite gathered together in your honor. I brought you a picture of Nick u also had some Ice House from the guys and balloons everywhere in the sky I hope you caught them. Miss u ♥

Kenny is someone we are all lucky to have had in our lives. Kenny I will think about you everyday and I will think about Nicholas and what a difference you have made in his life too. If you never got to know Kenny you should feel sorry because he was what those of us that didn't have dads wish they had. This world is just a little less bright without Kenny in it- and frankly he can't be missed

kenny.you always could make anyone laugh when they didnt want to.you knew just the right things to say to brighten someones day.i think about you everyday and how sad it is knowing that your not here with us and your little boy.i know you love him with all your heart and miss him terribly.he has me and everyone else to make sure he turns out just like you.i love and miss you.see you later :)