Hi Kenny,  I was visiting with your Momma, Jessica, and our sweet grandson Sean yesterday.  Being in that house and standing right where we were once married has had me thinking of you so much.  42yrs ago I was just a little girl growing up in a smalltown a one day I saw you.  It was at the old houchens grocery store.  I had such a huge crush on you,  but I was only 12 and you were 16. Every week when my Mom would go there to shop suddenly I wanted to tag along.  I found a picture of you in someones high school annual and cut it out in a heart shape and kept it tucked in my training bra,  close to my heart. ❤. My Mom started shopping at IGA and my heart was broken.  I missed your smile and sweetness.  One summer I went to stay with my Dad in Illinois and when I came back I guess I had started to become a woman.  The next time I saw you I was 14 and you looked at me in a different way.  I had butterflies from head to toe and knew I was experiencing something more than a crush.  Lol.  We spent many summers together after that.  Winters too,  but I will never forget swimming in the creeks,  going on picnics, and just spending time with you.  It was a sweet time of innocence and loss of it all at once.  When you moved to Utah I was crushed and spent all of my time waiting and watching for your return.  Even after I moved away and was married I would always try to catch a glimpse of you when I came home to visit.  I had never forgotten my first love.  As fate would have it we were reunited some years later,  married,  and had a precious little girl. Well,  the rest is history,  but I have never forgotten you. You will always be my true first love.  No one knew this,  until now, lol,  but when I come back home to visit I sometimes go to the places you and I went when we were young.  I can hear the things you used to say to me and how we would laugh.  You used to tickle me until I cried.  I have those memories to sustain me throughout my life until we meet again.  Please take care of my beloved son Michael.  Tell him his momma misses him so and also our other baby.  Im living a good life so I can join and also meet him or her someday.  I have had alot of heart break on this Earth,  but I know someday I will be with all of you again and we will laugh until we cry once more.  Please look over Jessica and Sean.  Be their guardian angel in life.  You will be in my heart forever and we have a love not even death can discourage. Love you always and forever, Your D. ❤