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This memorial website was created in the memory of our Daughter/Sister/Auntie, Kerri. 
We will remember and miss her forever.  

She was a beautiful soul who just wanted to be loved
gently and totally.
She radiated that same love she longed for
to everyone she knew and met.

Feel free to share your memories as they come to you. 

Please remember to ...
"Keep it simple. Love those around you.
Help everyone you can. Just for Today."

God Bless!  Love, Kelly (aka MA), Bruce, Abbe and Lilly

August 20, 2022
August 20, 2022
Thinking of you today. Happy heavenly birthday kerri. Rest well. Gone but never forgotten..
March 27, 2022
March 27, 2022
Hey Kerri-Berry, One of your special days that remind those if us who love you that we still have your words and spirit within us, and your love is forever. To believe that you are at peace and happy, and surely helping those you can, just like your Mom, gives me faith. Peace, Love and Hugs, Aunt Barbie
August 21, 2021
August 21, 2021
Another year gone. Still so hard to believe. I hope you are at peace. Rest well. 
August 20, 2020
August 20, 2020
Another year has passed. I still think of you often and the good times we had. I hope, wherever you are, you are at peace and looking down on us all with love. You touched all our lives and we miss you. Godspeed Kerri - gone but never forgotten
September 16, 2018
September 16, 2018
Hi Kerri-berry, I have been visiting your forever missed page this morning. I woke with you on my mind, and I miss you. I hope my belief is right that you are surrounded by other family members who have transitioned over the last few years. I often picture you all together, laughing and playing. I love you so much. You must be so proud of your Mom and your sister with her beautiful little family. Until I see you again, Peace, Love and Hugs. Aunt Barbie
March 19, 2018
March 19, 2018
Hey Kerri! 5 years gone by today! It is still as painful as day 1 but, I know today is the worst and every other day can be dealt with easier. I prayed for your presence around me today and boy did that prayer get answered! All day things popped up and were unmistakably signs of you! I thank God for allowing those little things to reassure me that I will be with you again one day! I try to honor you, and myself, by helping others through pain and mistakes. I Love You Much Kerri! And Miss You SO Much More!! XOXO Muwaah!! MA
March 19, 2017
March 19, 2017
4 years and You have given me so many signs to know you are with me everywhere. Please don't ever stop! It makes my heart feel good to know you are there watching. I love you so much Kerr! And as always... I Miss You SO MUCH more!! XOXO Muwaah!!! MA
January 18, 2017
January 18, 2017
I just found out about your passing this week. I went to visit Cope and they told me. My heart is so broken. I cannot believe you are no longer here to shine your special light on all of us. I can only think of all the fun we had together, roomie :).
Your speech in California is such a great representation of your personality. I am glad that the world will be able to continue to hear your message.
Love you and miss you Kerri Ward, you are forever remembered.
August 20, 2016
August 20, 2016
Happy birthday cousin miss you very much
August 20, 2016
August 20, 2016
Happy Birthday Kerri! I hope you are happy and are surrounded by loved ones. I may have only known you for a short time, but I could see what an amazing person were. Thank you for being my friend for that short time. I hope you are at peace.
July 26, 2016
July 26, 2016
I pray that Uncle Buck has found you in Heaven. I am overwhelmed with this pain once again but, I understand that God has taken your pain away in the best way for both of you. He will take mine away also, in time. Give Uncle Buck the biggest hug ever and I will see you both later! XOXO Still love you much and miss you Much More! Muwaah!! MA
February 12, 2016
February 12, 2016
Kerri,

After years of wondering where you were and what happened to you, I am heartbroken to find you have left us .You were such an amazing person. Its hard to believe ill never hear your laugh or see your smile. I will always treasure our time together. Godspeed,angel.
January 14, 2016
January 14, 2016
Missing you today. Trying to keep positive and move forward in helping other parents navigate the road I have traveled through your struggles. But, some days "breath is all I can do." The pain overwhelms me and I just need to remember that you are where you needed to be and I need to be grateful for having you to love. I get signs daily that you and your Dad are watching over me and I can do this! I Love You SO Much and Miss You SOO Much More!! XOXO Muwaah! MA
August 21, 2015
August 21, 2015
You were an amazing person. I wish I had the chance to get to know you better. I hope you had a nice birthday in Heaven.
June 10, 2015
June 10, 2015
Hi Kerri-berry, I was thinking of you and speaking of you today, and how much fun you were when we would go camping together in your young years. I'm just saying hello and I miss you. I pray that you are at peace and without pain. Love and Hugs, Aunt Barbie
P.S. We all missed you at Abbe's wedding. You would have been so proud of your sister and your niece.
March 20, 2015
March 20, 2015
My sweet Kerri-berry, I miss you so much. I just spent hours on your tribute site. I can't believe it's been two years since you went to your eternal resting place. I was listening to your voice telling your story of survival and inspiration. You were such a survivor and such an inspiration to so many others. So beautiful inside and out. I am overwhelmed at this moment with missing you, and I can only imagine how it is for your Mother. But you must be so proud of her for keeping it together and moving on in her life trying to help others in your honor.
I pray that you are at peace, without pain, and I will always miss you and love you. God loaned you to us for a short time, and you taught us many lessons, but most of all love.   Aunt Barbie
March 19, 2015
March 19, 2015
My beautiful baby girl! You are forever missed every minute of every day! I am moving forward with my life as I know you would wish for me. My focus now is your beautiful sister and her family. They keep me sane and able to go on. But I also am working to get my education so I can help the parents and siblings of addicts to understand the disease and learn to live with their loved ones. Kerri, this earth is so full of heroin addiction, I realize now that God saved you from falling any further into oblivion. I miss you so much but, my plan for MY life will be a legacy to you. I will see you when God decides it's time. Until then please send your love to guide me to do good for others, just as you did always. I Love You Much and Miss You Much Much More!! XOXO Muwaah! MA
September 18, 2014
September 18, 2014
Hey Babygirl!!! (as you ALWAYS called me)

I had just heard of your passing a few days ago. Was in utter shock. I remember you like it was yesterday. You were one of a kind; I remember our small car rides together after shifts at the pancake house. You always had such a vibrant energy that was unique.

May you fly with the angels freely. Vanessa, Melanie, Lynz, and I will always remember you. Love, "Special K" or babygirl ;)
August 21, 2014
August 21, 2014
Our Darling Kerri <3 You just had another birthday! We all miss you more than ever <3 The day before your birthday I saw a swarm of Dragonflies in a little meadow I was passing. The first thing I thought of that it was a message from you! I know your spirit lives on. Happy Birthday Kerri <3 Sending you a great big hug and be sure to give Aunt Nancy a big hug too <3 Love you more each day <3 Love, Auntie Becky and Uncle Buck and family <3
March 19, 2014
March 19, 2014
Ah, Kerri. I have never written in here before, not because I have forgotten about you, but because I miss you so. I cannot believe it has been a year since you left us. I hope you have found peace. When I think of you, as I do often, it is always with joy and love. We did not spend a lot of time together the last several years, but that does not take away from the love I have for you. So many memories, and not a bad one. You are the sweetest person with the truest of hearts. I wish I had tried harder to be there for you and spend more time with you. I will forever regret that I didn't. I just hope that where you are, you can feel my love. I miss you with all my heart, Te
March 19, 2014
March 19, 2014
Dear Kerri, I am sitting here reflecting and thinking about you. Wish you were here with us. I hope you can hear me when I talk to you. Feel our Love for you. We Love and miss you more than word can express. <3 Know we will Never Ever forget you. We just want you to be at peace <3 Sending you our Love, Hugs and kisses. With much Love <3 Auntie Becky
February 24, 2014
February 24, 2014
Kerri, another year gone by and I cant get over the fact your not here. You helped me shake my demons and saved my soul from the devil. I owe you my life "literally". Im forever indebted too you. i will see you on the other side my friend. i live and breath today because you gave me the tools too fight with. The Lord took you you for one purpose only, cuz he needed an angel. Love you
February 24, 2014
February 24, 2014
Thinking of you a lot lately, Most likely because it's been almost a year! I can't fathom even now that I will not be able to hug you again in this lifetime. I miss our talks and laughter. I know you thought I was corny but, I thought you were Everything! LOL Love you much. Miss you more! XOXO Muwaah! MA
November 28, 2013
November 28, 2013
Happy Thanksgiving Kerri-berry. For days now I have thought how difficult this day was going to be for your MA and sister, and all of us who love you and miss you. This was always the one day of each year that your Ma could plan on you coming home and being with your family. I will be spending the afternoon with your MA, your sister Abbe-dabby, and Miss Lillian (and, of course, Frank). We will be missing your presence, and believing your spirit is with us. Peace and Love, Auntie Barbie
November 28, 2013
November 28, 2013
Happy Turkey Day Kerri! Your Favorite Holiday! I promise we will eat lots for you. LOL On this Thanksgiving Day I am thankful for having the chance to be your MA. You brought so much into my life and taught me so much along the way. There are so many moments I am thankful for having experienced. And, even though it's difficult, I am also thankful that God took you home to a new life of endless joy and love. Abbe, Lilly and I Love You Much! Miss You More!! XOXO MA
November 28, 2013
November 28, 2013
Happy Thanksgiving Kerri <3 We always loved seeing you and your family and sharing a Family Thanksgiving dinner. I can still picture you sitting next to me at the table. I remember one year sharing what I was thankful for and one thing I was grateful for was that you were here with us because I love you so much. You are never too far from my thoughts and you are always in my prayers. I hope you are enjoying your day with your dad and other family and loved ones in Heaven.  This Thanksgiving I am Thankful to have had you a part of my life and always in my heart <3 Love you Kerri <3 Love Auntie Becky & Uncle Buck xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
November 24, 2013
November 24, 2013
Hi Kerri-berry, 
   It's almost Thanksgiving! Knowing how important this day always was in your life, It will be hard (especially for you Ma) to accept that you are not "on your way" to join your family. But we will all be feeling your presence and enjoying the turkey dinner as always, in your honor on this, our first turkey day without you. I will be spending the day with your Mom, your Sister, and her new family, Frank, Tristen and Colin. We will have you in our thoughts and in our hearts. Happy Thanksgiving, Peace and Love
November 23, 2013
November 23, 2013
Turkey Day is comin Kerr! I will miss having you here to watch It's A Wonderful Life and play the first Christmas song in our house. I will start new traditions with Abbe and Lil but, I will always hold on to the old ones too. Love You Much! Miss You More! XOXO Muwaah! MA
October 10, 2013
October 10, 2013
I come here to hear your voice and when I close my eyes I can see you speak in your own so unique way. I am missing you to talk to and share my life happenings with. So I pray that when I talk to you, you can see me speak. You are with me and on my mind Every Day, Every Hour. I love you much! and Miss you More!! XOXO Muwaah!! MA
October 6, 2013
October 6, 2013
I love and miss you Kerri.. I am slowly coming to terms with the fact that your gone for good.. It hasn't been easy at all.. I feel you with me, especially when I need you... I love you XO
August 27, 2013
August 27, 2013
Hi Kerri! I want to be selfish and I want you here with all of us. I do celebrate the beautiful spirit you are. You added to our lives more than you'll ever know. No one or nothing can wipe away our love and memories of you. God gave us such Blessings. And we will celebrate you always. My prayers are with your mom. She certainly is a strong woman of Faith. We miss you! Love, Aunt Becky xo
August 26, 2013
August 26, 2013
I am slowly starting to realize you will not be here again. It is not an easy journey for me but, I am trying to live life for you and have fun doing things we planned to do. Beth and I made that Sunrise Drive up Mt Washington @ 4:30a.m. It was gorgeous. I felt you there in the wind and the sunlight. So Peaceful and exhilerating all at once. You would have loved it! Muwaah! xoxo Love, MA
August 21, 2013
August 21, 2013
To Kerri's family: On this celebration of Kerri's spirit and life I would to add this thought: Kerri's light shines on in all those who know and love her for who she is. For me, that light is a miracle and I know it will shine on into eternity.  Love you Kerri and I pray for peace for all of us who Kerri is saving a chair for at that last meeting.
August 20, 2013
August 20, 2013
Thank you for coming to visit me in my dreams & the hugs you left me with. Please continue. There's nothing like hugs from you Lil Kerri :+) Very much love, Lil Robin <3 <3 We WILL meet again someday. xo. I will light a candle right now in memory of you're beauty . Thank you God for watching over such a beautiful woman & also her family and friends that miss her so much.
August 20, 2013
August 20, 2013
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KERRI! Though I still miss you so very much I'm grateful to God That he took you in his arms & away from all that pain you were here on earth. I know all you ever wanted was to give love & receive love just the same & now you're surrounded with the greatest love of all FROM GOD. Not to mention all of us that love you so much & always will. Miss you love you even more. XO
August 20, 2013
August 20, 2013
Kerri happy birthday babygirl! I only knew you for a short time but in that time you made an impression on me! I hope wherever you are you are happy and with all your passes loved ones! The saddest thing in life is waste of talent,and talented you were. I have yet to meet & probably never will meet anyone with ur drive and energy, I wish I had half the will that you did!GB & happy birthday
August 20, 2013
August 20, 2013
Happy Birthday Kerri! I think of you everyday my friend. I am working on myself...just as you showed me to...xoxo love you so much...miss you
August 20, 2013
August 20, 2013
Happiest of Birthdays my daughter. I am missing you but, I am so very happy for you to be free from all the pain and despair. I will light a candle for you today and know that you can see it and feel my love. Aunt Barbie, Abbe, Lilly and I will be with you on the Kanc. picnicing by the river and hiking to Sabbaday to leave you with Uncle Ray. Love You Much! Miss You More! Muwaah! xoxo MA
August 8, 2013
August 8, 2013
I spent 6 days in Covered Bridge campground at the last campsite we were in together. Lilly and I sat by the fire and watched the stars and trees like we always did and then Kristen, Brad and Bradley Jr came up for a day and enjoyed some of your favorite places. I Miss You Much Kerr! Memories are giving me the strength to move forward. Love you! Muwaah! xoxo MA
June 19, 2013
June 19, 2013
Kerri, I still can't believe you are gone. I think of you everyday. I will cherish all the memorys,and i'll never forget you ever! Forever my friend. I love you girl.xoxo
June 16, 2013
June 16, 2013
Happy Father's Day Michael. I have missed you for far too long. I Love You Always! I just realized that this is your FIRST Father's Day together with Kerri!  I pray that you give each other many hugs and include some from me. She is wonderfully intelligent, witty and Irish! You two should get along just fine! I Love You and Miss You both! Enjoy the conversations! Muwaah!! xoxoxoxo K / MA
June 12, 2013
June 12, 2013
Prayer continued: And I hope that I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope I never do anything apart from that desire And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road though I may know nothing about it Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death for you are ever with me and will never leave me to face my perils alone.
June 12, 2013
June 12, 2013
Kerri, I miss and love you so much. No words in the dictionary or on this earth could explain how deep that love goes and forever will. I miss the bond we shared. I soOo miss seeing you on most every day and reading the J.F.T. meditation. Or just chilll'n & watch TV. May God continue to keep you in His loving arms safe, sound, serene, and at peace. I love you soOo much. Love Lil Robin xoxo
June 12, 2013
June 12, 2013
My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think that I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. Thomas Merton O.C.S.O. Prayer Part !
May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013
I had to get away from everything that reminded me of you and our plans to camp and hike and have fun this summer. So I went with Beth to a place in Campton that we never went to. It was a rainy weekend and I enjoyed the rain and the quiet and the change. It did not, however help me forget those plans we made. I guess I just have to live through them and honor you by enjoying them. I WILL!
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August 20, 2022
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Thinking of you today. Happy heavenly birthday kerri. Rest well. Gone but never forgotten..
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Uncle Buck n Kerri

July 26, 2016

Uncle Buck was a huge part of your life from Day ONE! Whether it was giving you a tour of the flowers at Auntie Nancy's house as a toddler, making PB&J at Jigger Johnson, or swimming and having fun at Lake Chocorua... he was there to love you and show you what a good Dad should be. He is with you now and both of you are free from the pain of this life. I know he will be keeping you laughing with his silly stories and conversations. You take care of each other until I get there! This loss is a hard one for me, cause Uncle Buck was always there for me too. It comes near to the pain of losing you, but I am still breathing and living for both of you. I'll catch you both later! XOXO Muwaah! MA (aka Uncle Buck's birthday present) 

December 22, 2013

It's almost Christmas Eve Kerr. I will be missing having you here with me Abbe and Lil. I was so looking forward to the 4 of us attending the candle light service together. But, I will be ok. I am busy with work and babysitting and meetings so the grief is scattered. I still think of you every minute and some minutes are harder than others. But, I have come to a point where I can remember and smile (still sometimes through tears). I gave the Blue Christmas Service last night at church and though there were only a few of us it helps me get through the pain. Every Christmas story about Jesus and His life reminds me of you. You were such an Angel here on Earth and you never realized it! There are so many of your ways that were exactly as Jesus instructed us to be to eachother. So many people have found a better way because you were in their lives. I find comfort to know you found Jesus before you left this world. So, I will continue baking and listening to all the old Christmas music we always played at this time and finding some Peace in knowing you are truly Home. While I will go on with my life, I will also count the days until I am Home with you.
Merry Christmas Kerri. I Love You Much and Miss You More!! XOXO Muwaah!! MA

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