We thought he was so happy. We understood But only to an extent. He was a dreamer. But if we could have let him fulfill his dreams. I always think what would have happened if we would have been a happy family. We could have never been perfect. Now i blame myself But could there be anything we could have done differently to change the story from bad to a happy ending? I love my father. But now i can never just say i love you to him ever again. He was and is my whole life. i would have  taken a bullet, a grenade for my father. So why did it end so quickly? I wish every night i could tell my father good night and that i love him. Now i can only dream my life away.

MY FATHER LOVED TO FISH. ONE OF HIS AND MY BEST MEMORIES.:)