Hey momma today would have been you 61st bday ! I miss you so much ! I wished you were here , I could use that motherly advice right now ! I find peace in knowing your in a better place than this cruel world ! A lot has happened , McKenzie graduated from college, Cayde is in college and so beautiful ! Kimmie is doing good ! BJ passed I’m sure you’ve seen him up there . Tell him I miss and love him! Tara passed also tell her hello ! T is doing as good as she can , with her daddy passing ! This one was hard ! Me and Mel are doing good . Chandra and the kids and Jordan are doing great ! I think of you all the time and I keep faith that I’ll see you one day ! Please keep looking out for us and happy happy birthday mom !

Me and my sister Ann went to see ours sister grave today. We miss her so much.

Hey momma , I miss you so much. Today marks 17 years without you , and honestly the older I get the harder it seems to get. We came and had a picnic with you Sunday. It was me ,Mel ,Courtney , aunt Tracy , aunt Sina , monkey and big. We decorated your ploy for the 4th of July . We cleaned it .Oh guess what momma you got a new vase .The broken one is gone . It looks really pretty , it made my heart smile when I seen that ! I’m glad I got to come see you and we all spent some time with you . I love you and know I think and talk about you all the time . I’ve come to realize you were the glue that bonded our family together . I will come visit you again soon. Miss you so so much momma . Love always Car Car.♥️

You know, so much has changed and I was so young when I lost you. But I always feel like you’re here. I don’t remember many specifics, but I remember how I felt about you. You were my best friend. I wonder what you’d think about everything now. I know you’re proud. You would’ve loved the hell out of your great grand kids, they’re amazing. Destinee and Desiree are such amazing parents, I know that would make you proud. I still have a long way to go to get where I’m going but I know you’re always there with me. Even though you’re gone you never really left. I wish you could see mom now, she’s so happy. Mel is so great and treats her so well, you would’ve loved her. Things are different. We’ve all grown a lot. And I know you’re watching over, guiding, protecting, and loving us still. I miss you all the time. I love you this much.

Hey mom today is the day you left us! I miss you so much! This year is exceptionally hard, it’s also Father’s Day! I miss you both so much . If I had 1 more day with you and dad I would never let you go! Cayde will be 16 tomorrow , and the girls are all doing amazing ! Desiree had a baby boy who is so precious and now she is having a little girl! Tierra is doing amazing . She grew up to be a fine young lady as I knew she would! Kenzie is in college and a cheer coach! Life is going by so fast! I wished you were here to see us all and maybe bring me and my sister closer ! I needed you , but god was ready even if I wasn’t ! And as I see everyone on Father’s Day and Mother’s Day I sit here and wished I had that! Your were the most amazing woman I’ve ever known! And one day I will be back with you and dad again! Thx for the years you were mom and dad ! I can’t express the pain I feel but I know y’all are watching us ! I love you so much! Thanks for being the best mother ever !

Momma Happy Heavenly Birthday!! I miss you so much , they say it gets easier but I believe they just say that to make you feel a little easier! It’s getting to be that time of year again , my worst and most favorite holiday of the year! Yes Christmas , it was my last true holiday we spent together ! You have a great grand son now his name is Arian Lux he is so handsome Desiree is a great mother, and Ella is growing so fast Desi is also a great mother , they both have great men in their lives ! Tierra is working and Kenzie is in college on a cheerleading scholarship,she is also a cheer coach! Cayde and Kimmie are getting so big! Me and Mel just celebrated 4 years of marriage and 5 years together ! She is so good to me ! I just want to hear your voice or squeeze you one more time ! Happy 59th birthday beautiful ! I love you this much !!

I Love You This Much MOMMY!!

Mom I miss you so much . The anniversary to your passing just came and your birthday this past November was exceptionally hard. I finally just broke after 13 years. your daughter-law just held me as I sobbed.I guess I finally grieved . I've tried to be the strong one for everyone and act tough,but deep down I'm dying inside . I miss you.I hate that you've had to miss the girls major moments in life. Tierra is doing good she is out on her own with a roommate and working all the time being a great young lady still. She works all the time,you would be proud of all the girls, Kenzie graduated and got a full ride to college on cheer leading. She is so beautiful,Caydence is just like me with a big personality,and Kimmie is barrel racing ,she is just the cutest thing ever. Desiree is having a little boy ,that would be your second great grand child, Desi and Ella are great,Ella turns two July 28th. Me and Mel will be married 4 years July 18th .next year on July 18th for our 5 year anniversary we are renewing our vows on the beach on Florida. I'm so excited. i wished you could be here and be a mother figure to her she doesn't have a good mother ,her mom is very cruel and evil.it's sad she didn't get to have a mom like we did. Chandra and Jordan bought a house,Matthew is doing well,he is in all kinds of sportss,makes good grades ,and a perfect young man. Well mom i love you this much and I'll talk to you soon! tell everyone up there i send my love.

Well momma today marks 13 years you went away. The years keep coming and going by so fast. It's still like a dream to me. The pain is still so very hard. I know your here with us, I feel your presence. I wished you were here to see Tierra for prom, or graduate and even move into college. I know you saw it all, but I wished you were here physically. She's grown into quiet the young woman. You'd be so proud. Desi had the most beautiful little girl . Her name is Ella and she looks like Desi. We all miss you like crazy and think of you each day. Desiree is doing very good for herself also. My girls are getting so big. Kenzie is gorgeous and graduates next year. Cayde will be 14 tomorrow and kimmie ( I named after you) will be 11 in October. I love you and need you here but gid brought you home so you wouldn't suffer or be in pain no more. Just kept protecting us. And tell dad and Amy ,and Marv C I love and miss them too. I see you one day. I love you this much mommy!

Momma yesterday was your bday and i wished i would have gotten to see you for your birthday. I looked at pictures and played your dvd. I miss you so much. i know your looking down on us and they beautiful young ladies your grand daughters have became. you great granddaughter is absolutely perfect. you are forever in my thoughts and prayers. Id give anything to have you back to seek advice , love ,hugs and kisses from you.

Mom Happy birthday, I wished you were with us. I know you are here watching down on us. Everyone one is doing well. So much is happening. The girls are doing great in school. I married my soul mate, we will soon be buying our first house together in mobile Alabama. Tierra will graduate high school in one more year. Her grades are excellent. She just got her braces off, her smile is beautiful. The other girls are so big and beautiful. We miss you, not a day goes by that we don't miss and think about you.! I love you mommy. You are my hero!

Mom today is your birthday and it's raining so I know that's you up there crying because you miss us as much as we Miss
you. Your not the only one crying today. The holidays are coming around again without you and they say it gets easier every year,but I think that is just to make you feel better. It doesn't it actually stays the same it hurts like hell. There are so many days I just want to pick up the phone and call you or come have coffee with you and ask for advice. I can't so I have to do my best and hope it's right. You would be so proud of your grand kids.They are such beautiful,young woman. Destinee and Desiree are doing so good,you would be so proud of them. They are woman in college now and Tierra and Kenzie are doing good in school and good kids. Cayde is big and there is a little Kimberly running around named after you. Shes 8 and so beautiful .I know what you meant now when you said let you have your turn with Tierra and Kenzie. I'm glad I let you have that time with them. They got to know the best woman I've ever known. I love and Miss you so much everyday. Happy bday momma. Keep looking out for us!

I love you mommy!!

Mom, not a day goes but that I don't think of you. How I wished you were here to watch the girls grow up. To hear your voice and tell you I love you. To hear you say everything will be OK. I miss you so much. You were the best mom ,my best friend,my rock. I love you This much mommy!

We miss you nanny, I love you this much. You are forever missed and will always be in our hearts. Rest in peace.

She was a wonderful mother,grandmother,best friend,sister . She was our rock! She never let us down! She was strong,wise,loving,and caring!She was the greatest woman I've ever known.