- Date of birth: Dec 5, 2014
- Place of birth:
Edinburgh, Scotland, United Kingdom
- Date of passing: Dec 12, 2014
- Place of passing:
Edinburgh, Scotland, United Kingdom
|Let the memory of Kole be with us forever! Mummy's little fighter, my special little boy. Love you baby!|
"Mummy wee solider hope you well up in the clouds watching mummy and daddy and nala, I've been to your grave with fresh flowers every week and keeping it tidy and hope u are looking after ur great gran up there too I know she couldn't wait to have a cuddle off you which melts my heart and she has been told not to let you go until I'm up beside you Kole, mummy and daddy have been shopping and got all your Halloween decorations just need to get ur pumpkin for daddy to carve, not a minute goes by that your not on my brain love you lots Kole xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"Well my little angel ur memories kept me up all night last night couldn't stop looking at ur photos and ur video open ur eyes for mummy. Saturday is ur butterfly release which I will be doing with holly. Also that's ur headstone has been picked and wording done that's it all ordered with help from all family and friends and ur dad. Mummy and daddy's boy kole Mccallum Souness"
"Not a minute goes by that a don't think about you or what we should be doing together miss ur little face so much and wish a could just have one more day with. Next week is granny's wedding a just so hope that u their with me becomes u were meant to be and in ur little kilt. A need u their to kick her bum down the aisle, and be their for me cos ur the only person that means the world to me even tho ur no longer here ur my little boy and always will be. Everyone's life is moving on but am still stood still going over every day and everything what happened. Am due to go back in to hospital soon for ur review and a promise of any little fault off the hospital a will take every action a have too for you sake to help prevent what happened to u baby. A will always be ur mum and a will love u to the end till am with you. Love u lots Kole and miss u to the moon and back sweet dreams baby love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"Kole mummy loves u loads everyday still can't face to go through your things. I just wish u were here with me instead off me looking at ur photos everyday, every time a look at ur video the tears fall down my cheeks " open your eyes for mummy" and those perfect little blue eyes open and u look at mummy"
"Lifes starting to change and u should be here too a struggle everyday to get through without u seeing u little face or u clinging on to my fingers. Am so angry that u aren't here why did u have to leave mummy a would have done anything to have u hear and not this pain xxxxxxxxxxx"
"Happy 1st Easter kole miss u so much everyday it hurts inside. Love u lots love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"Kole am finding it so hard today a don't want to get up, don't want to see anyone a would do anything to be with u rather than be here without u. Everyone says u will move on but a don't ur my baby boy and always will. A just want u back in my arms again, ive not been the best person but u where only my concern a would have done anything to keep u. Life isn't the same now a cant let it be xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"16 weeks have flown by so quick without you but not a second goes by a don't think what we should be doing together as a little family. Everything a do a think twice now for your sake as much as mine would a do this if you where here, you will always comes first kole. Your my child and always will be you made me the happiest mummy ever and a will keep your memory alive for ever until am with you one day. I'm not afraid off dying now you have made me so strong and a cant wait to be with you again. Mummy's boy a just want to be able to touch you hold you and see ur wee blue eyes looking up at me again or opening them up when I was talking to you. To hear your little breathing noise or knowing when to tell the nurses you needed your throat cleaned. Just to rub your little body it coconut oil in to ur skin and help change you and get you're bed ready for the night. Giving you loads off kisses and taking ages to leave you at night was the worst thing ever but being back first thing in the morning so mummy could have time with you herself telling you stories, and yes kole a little sing song too even tho mummy can't sing. Your the only little man that has ever broke mummy's heart but no one can hurt me in anyway you have taught me so much. And the love I have for you will never die. Mummys special boy the most beautiful perfect looking boy ever. Love you too the moon and back kole. I just wish you were here with me and life wouldnt be so hard and lonely without you, you brought the biggest joy into my life and a will always love you u stole my heart with the most wonderful feeling ever. Love you lots kole sleep tight mummy's star xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3"
"well mothers day was the hardest yet without u here, this year my little boy was meant to in my arms on Mother's Day instead he was in my heart and on my mind. Thinking over and over again it's not meant to be like this. The amount off love for kole Souness is once in a life time. My little special boy. A love u more than words can describe how much a miss u and love u but ur the only one who knows what it's like to be close to my heart beat love u baby boy! Baby kole Souness xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"Mummy's wee star xxxxx"
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