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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Kristilyn VanTrease-Ostroff, 28 years old, born on March 1, 1985, and passed away on December 27, 2013. We will remember her forever.
November 3, 2021
November 3, 2021
Nothing has been the same since you died. I miss you more and more. All of my friends moved on and changed. I feel lost without you. I’ll never have another friendship where I can say “remember when we were kids”. You blessed so many lives.
December 29, 2020
December 29, 2020
My little sister,
Oh how I miss you. It just hasn’t been the same without you in my life. I always had you to turn to when I needed someone and not having either sister is tearing me apart. I lost everything and yes I take responsibility. I just wish I had been stronger then. If you were still here I know things would’ve never turned out this way. But God always has a plan right?? You have no idea how lonely it is without you. Though I always mention you or a story of our childhood or even in adulthood. We have so many memories. So many laughs you and I. I love you and miss you terribly. You are forever my little sister... rest easy angel
September 1, 2020
September 1, 2020
Kristilyn, you have no idea how much my life has changed since you left. Everything fell apart. I lost everything, I lost myself. I’m trying so hard here to stay positive and keep going but I’m sure you see me teetering in life itself. Why am I still here? Why did you leave me? Why did God need you more then me, you had a reason to live. He sees everything and he saw this coming, so why leave me here living in this pain? I guess it’s to remind me of the things I didn’t fight for or the things I should’ve gave up sooner Then later. Idk. I miss you and need you so much right now. No one knows me like you did. And no one ever will. I do t know what to do anymore. Your not here for me to run to and cry on. I miss my little sister more then you could ever imagine. I’m sorry I’m venting you. But I know you see what I feel. I can feel it sometimes. I love you little sister. Until we meet again, go throat punch cherry for me. Hahahaha
I love you
December 27, 2019
December 27, 2019
I miss you more than words can express. It’s hard to believe it’s been six years since we spoke to each other. You were the only friend I had that always understood me. Most of the time you understood me better than my own sisters. I miss that a lot. For six years you have been at peace. It feels like it went by in a flash & as slow as a snail at the same time.
December 25, 2018
December 25, 2018
Merry Christmas ♥ I miss your joy and love. I miss having a friend that was as close as a sister. I often wonder if you are watching me & if I still make you laugh. I hope so ♥
December 1, 2018
December 1, 2018
Another year without you & it does not get easier. Not for me anyway. It’s almost five years & I still wake up and check my phone to see if you messaged me. Every time I hear good news I think “I have to tell Kristilyn” and it still feels raw when I remember I can not tell you. I hope you have a nice Christmas in Heaven with my grandma ♥
December 27, 2017
December 27, 2017
Four years already. It's hard to believe that it has been four years without our heart-to-heart conversations. Four years since we spoke about children, your wonderful sons and my niece. I have two nieces now & the younger one is named after you. Jen beat me to naming a child after you lol. I hope you are resting easily amongst your ancestors and other loved ones on the other side. ♡
May 22, 2017
May 22, 2017
I still miss making you laugh. Over three years since you passed away and it still hurts as much as the day I found out you died. I'll never have another friend like you. I love you as much as my sisters. Can you believe I'm turning 30 this year? I still remember you as the 12-13 year old girl who played mom and could make Jen laugh like nobody else. I wish you were here ♡
August 9, 2015
August 9, 2015
I miss making you laugh & spending hours talking about everything. Nobody could ever compare to you. You are my best friend & I hope we meet again.
March 28, 2015
March 28, 2015
Kristilyn, I haven't sent you a note in a while, but ive been thinking about you everyday. It still doesn't feel real. I miss you so much. Especially these past few months. Things just aren't getting better, and I feel I'm going backwards instead of forward. But I do what I can everyday. Not hearing from you or seeing you is just unreal. My sister..gone forever. Its just not fair. U had so much to live for, so much I wanted to do. So much we wanted to do together. I will conquer my goals in ur memory. Uve given me a whole different way to look at life. But I love you and miss you so very much. My heart will never be the same until the day we meet again.
December 9, 2014
December 9, 2014
My little angel. Its been almost a year since hearing your voice. I'm so broken inside. I miss u so very much. I am so lucky to have had 28 years with you. 28 years of tears, laughter, jokes, sharing the same birthday, and 28 years of a sister love that will forever be held in my heart. I miss your laugh, ur smile, ur gossip, our talks, and our bond. Our birthday will never be the same without you. I love you Kristilyn. You are forever missed. And forever loved. Forever my little sister. Rest in peace My angel!

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November 3, 2021
November 3, 2021
Nothing has been the same since you died. I miss you more and more. All of my friends moved on and changed. I feel lost without you. I’ll never have another friendship where I can say “remember when we were kids”. You blessed so many lives.
December 29, 2020
December 29, 2020
My little sister,
Oh how I miss you. It just hasn’t been the same without you in my life. I always had you to turn to when I needed someone and not having either sister is tearing me apart. I lost everything and yes I take responsibility. I just wish I had been stronger then. If you were still here I know things would’ve never turned out this way. But God always has a plan right?? You have no idea how lonely it is without you. Though I always mention you or a story of our childhood or even in adulthood. We have so many memories. So many laughs you and I. I love you and miss you terribly. You are forever my little sister... rest easy angel
September 1, 2020
September 1, 2020
Kristilyn, you have no idea how much my life has changed since you left. Everything fell apart. I lost everything, I lost myself. I’m trying so hard here to stay positive and keep going but I’m sure you see me teetering in life itself. Why am I still here? Why did you leave me? Why did God need you more then me, you had a reason to live. He sees everything and he saw this coming, so why leave me here living in this pain? I guess it’s to remind me of the things I didn’t fight for or the things I should’ve gave up sooner Then later. Idk. I miss you and need you so much right now. No one knows me like you did. And no one ever will. I do t know what to do anymore. Your not here for me to run to and cry on. I miss my little sister more then you could ever imagine. I’m sorry I’m venting you. But I know you see what I feel. I can feel it sometimes. I love you little sister. Until we meet again, go throat punch cherry for me. Hahahaha
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