I have been trying to get out some to be more social, been hard  for me. I always think of you, and wish u were there to dance with me and have fun with me like we always did every time we went out.  I miss ridin' with you and going out on our pontoon.  Just everything about you, I am starting to cry, so have to go,   too painful........

Gosh, where do I begin????  I guess I wanna tell you how much I love you and how I miss you so much, I can hardly breath sometimes. I still cry when I think of how much I miss you and want to see your face and feel you beside me in bed at night. I know I said it before, but I do soooo miss you, nothings the same without you, I push myself to get out of bed everyday and pretend I care about what goes on around me. I feel you in everyday activities, and when something goes wrong, I feel you in my corner, cheering me on and telling me not to settle for what their willing to give, but alittle more.You have made a positive impact on me, and I find myself repeating the things you would tell me and Bearry over and over again. You would bw proud of Bearry as he has really stepped up and helped me alot thru all this, which is still going on to a point. Princess is up there with you, please watch over her, and show her "the ropes", thats if you can get her away from my mom!!!  LOL I truely believe you were my soulmate Larry, I am glad and blessed to have you for the short 11 yrs we were together. I will cherish the memories and try to remember the good times. I always love you and hopefully one day see your smiling face again,  Always your wife, Dawn

I remember all the stories you use to tell me about your life in the military, and how much you enjoyed being and doing things the military way, "as then I know things were done right"  You chose the Navy, actually i believe you were waiting to take the test to go into the Army and it took too long, and a Navy recruiter came by and asked what you needed and you told him, he said follow him, and you and John Snipes were taken in right away. You did have to work to get your high school diploma though and everytime you were to start, you were diployed again. But finally you got in and your ship was the USS Forestal. You were the storekeeper on board, I remember you telling me you use to make a little extra money playing X-rated videos at night for the guys. And all the "Indian trading " you done to get stuff you wanted, what a hoot!!!

Your family heritage was native american on your Mom's side. Grandpa was the native in the family. You were always so proud of your native side. Even went to Eastpoint Ga to trace the family lineage back to a time when your grandpa and his father were arrested for selling honey sugar for blankets. You tried to follow the ways of your people as best you could, even raising your kids in "The Red Path".  Bill "soaring Eagle" was your medicine man for the Sacred Fire People. We went to moon ceremonies and done the pow-wows, it was fun and you made sure everyone could learn alittle bit more about the native americans, no matter what tribe.