Nine long years without you. 
Without your smile,your laugh, your anything.  Time doesn't heal shit ! It only prolongs the pain of living without you. I miss you just as much today as I did the day you left us..
If I had known,it was our last day together... Oh how things would have been different.. but I believed, I had faith, I prayed.....you would be ok, you'd pull through... Not so....but I tried my best to be there for you. I hope you know how much I love you...now and always.