:'(

I miss you so much baby girl...

Before I was a mom...
I never knew my heart could love this much.
I never knew my chest could swell so much with pride.
I never knew my eyes could cry so many tears.
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I never knew how much I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom....
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew I would cherish every moment and those moments would turn into memories that would last forever.

Before you were even conceived, I wanted you.
Before you were ever born, I loved you.
And when you were here for less than an hour,
I would have died for you.

No one will ever know the strength of my love for you.
You have heard what my heart sounds like from the inside.
And this is the miracle of life.

If tears could build a stairway,
and memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven
to bring you home again.
No farewell words were spoken
no time to say goodbye
you were gone before I knew it,
and only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness
and secret tears still flow,
what it meant to lose you,
no one will ever know.

You are our child...
and will always be.
Your light will shine
if only through us .

Life goes on...
although you are gone.

Old friends are different...
and new ones help Mommy & Daddy to move on.

We wish everyone could see your light,
that lives on in us.

You are our child...
and will always be.
Your light will shine
If only through us.....