I have been trying to be strong enough to make this post all day and it’s been damn hard. You left us 13 years ago and it never gets easier. The more time that goes by I find it harder to breathe, my heart and soul hurt more and more and my body starts to hurt. I never imagined loss could hurt this much. I miss your smile, your laughter, your jokes and pranks, your since of style, the way you looked at the world as if it were an open canvas all made me admire you more than you’ll ever know. I miss your stories about hitting the open road on your Harley and how fun Wakarusa was. I miss watching you play with the kids and how you would just be there to sit with us. I miss your daily “Hey sis I love you” calls. Those calls were the best part of my day. You once told me to see the good in everyone even when they didn’t deserve. And boy am I trying. We are all sad and lost without you and I know you wouldn’t want us to live this way but dang it it’s so hard. Dads retiring this month you would be so proud of him the world could not have blessed us with a more loving and caring daddy. Mom amazes me with her strength and her ability to reassure us that we are all going to be ok as long as we have each other all while she’s hurting so bad….she amazes me with her strength. I LOVE YOU BUDDY AND NOT A DAY GOES BY I DONT THINK ABOUT YOU! I made something for you as a memory for mom and dad to have in their living room. I know how much you love Halloween so I made tawreath with your handsome picture in it!!!

My precious Levi, my precious Angel. We are so lost without you. I carry your love in my heart. We miss you so much. Life does not go on without you. It only exists in robotic time. I go through the motions of life but life without you makes no sense. Just one more hug, just one more kiss, just one more smile, just one more laugh, just one more time to hear the sound of your voice, just one more "I LOVE YOU MOM". I'll have to wait until we meet again in Heaven. Your dad is having a hard time and missing you so much. You are so dearly loved. So hard to breath through the pain. I love you so much. Happy Birthday in Heaven my precious precious baby. You will always be my baby. I love you Levi.

Ho buddy , Mom and Dad miss you so much , it really seems like yesterday is when you left us, I am retiring this month and i sure wish you could be here with me. I miss you so much Levi , days like today are so hard. This is the first time i haven't been with mom since you left us Behind, please watch down on her today will be hard for her. We still have your Harley and pickup and camper, we need those to remember the good times you had.

12 years have gone by but it seems like yesterday. I miss you so much. Love you Buddy

Levi I have missed you so much in the 5 years you've been gone, I hope you can see this and understand how much Mom and I have missed you. The girls haven't helped us much with our sadness missing you, Tisha has changed so much, she almost doesn't have any compasion for anyone. You would be so proud of Montana he has grown up so much and sometimes acts just like you, he gives Mom so much comfort you would be proud of him. I need you to try and help me a little I have developed depresion so bad it's consuming me daily and I don't know how much longer I can take it. I miss you to the point of pain, I love you buddy and will never forget you smile.

Happy birthday my precious Levi, I'm so heartbroken. I only cry now when I'm alone or with someone or awake or asleep. Today at 1:00 pm you turned 31. Dad and I are really having a hard time. You left us behind and we feel so alone. Please talk to God and ask him to help your dad.to find some peace in his heart. I try to tell myself to live again but all I can think of is how hard it is to live without you. I love you so much. I miss you so much. How in the world are we supposed to understand this. Montana, Bailee and Aydun miss you so much but Montana is really struggling to move forward. Caco and Trixie are doing fine. Buddy I love you. Please wait for me..Someday I will hug you again.

It's been a while I suppose... Think about ya everyday. Seeing this picture made me smile though. I tell this story to everyone... We were sittin in my Subaru by the little pond near alpha II. I had a few poles in the back and no bait. You threw an empty hook in and first try hooked that bass! So I had to snap a pic. You were always a lucky fool. Always always and forever <3

Love you son and God how Mom and I miss you so much we sent another lantern into the Heavens for you tonight. It's not any easier this year. Mom and I love you so much. Some people think we should move on but they have no Idea of the loss in our hearts. Love you Buddy. Please help Grandma adjusting to the good life.

Hello aeweat heart it has been 2 years today and nithing has got better for mom or myself we try harder to cop but to no avail , we strugle every day and we think of you every day. Our hearts are broken and will never mend. People don't understand what its like to loose a child. I wanted to let you know you are never forgotten. I love you and miss you so much. I will be seeing you again.

DARLIN' AS I AM SITTING HERE WITH MOM AND DAD AND THE BABIES AND TODAY AND EVERYOTHER DAY NEVER SEEMS TO GET EASIER. IT IS SO HARD TO BELIEVE IT HAS BEEN 2 YEARS SINCE YOU WENT TO BE A PRECIOUS ANGEL OF GOD! I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HAD TO GO AND THE PAIN NEVER SEEMS TO GET ANY BETTER ONLY HARDER AND HARDER! I DIDN'T KNOW THAT THE HEART COULD HANDLE SO MUCH PAIN. I LOVE YOU DARLIN'

Hi baby, our hearts are forever BROKEN. We sent a lantern off for you to see tonight. As we watched it soar higher and higher, hopeing some how you can see it and know how much we love you. I looked up at the lantern floating in the dark and realized that instead of hugging you, this is all we can do now. Please wait for me. I LOVE YOU. It's been 2 years, OH GOD HOW WE MISS YOU LEVI :(

I love you so much buddy, and miss to the point of pain in me.
See you soon

LEVI YOU WERE THE MOST WONDERFUL SON AND PERSON IN THE WORLD. WE WERE SO BLESSED TO HAVE BEEN YOUR MOM AND DAD. YOU TOUCHED SO MANY LIVES. OUR HEARTS ARE FOREVER BROKEN. YOUR LOVE WAS SUCH A TREASURE AND YOUR SMILE WAS ALWAYS GLOWING. THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER SOUL AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOU. I THINK ABOUT THE TIME WHEN I CAN BE WITH YOU AGAIN. YOU ARE IN OUR EVERY THOUGHTS. WE MISS YOU :(