Miss you every day - all my love from Diane xx
This memorial website was created in memory of MY loved one, Lilian Blagburn, 86, born on January 18, 1925 and passed away on July 20, 2011. I will remember her forever.
I am waiting to join you in Heaven
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Sent with much love from Diane xx
With all my love from Diane xxx
You will never be forgotten and I love and miss you from Diane xx
Today would have been your birthday
You would be 97
But now your with the Angels
Your party is in Heaven
Your flowers came this morning
In a vase for all to see
I shall take a photo
After I've had tea
I still miss you every day
But people can not tell
I have another book out
So I'm doing very well
Paula's coming later
She now shops for me
And Steve is still my best friend
God has been so good to me
I was very ill last year
And I have trouble with my toe
I have wrote this in a hurry
Now I really have to go
The shopping list is made out
But I have so much to do
But whatever happens in my life
I'll always think of you
Your silver hair
Your heart of gold
All your caring ways
They will be a memory
Till the end of all my days
R.I.P.
Written by Diane (Stacey George) Author
Loved and missed every day from your daughter, Diane xx
You would be 95
Oh how I wish with all my heart
That you were still alive
The sun is shining brightly
Yellow in the sky
We should be off to Tynemouth
To watch the world go by
We never asked a lot from life
In walks we found our pleasure
Now my life's so lonely
Impossible to measure
I ordered you some roses
They are there for you to see
I wish we could go to Tynemouth
And see the clear blue sea
I might send an email
To Steve who is my friend
He has done so much for me
To help my heart to mend
Whatever I may do today
I know your there with me
But I'd love to visit Heaven
To share your birthday tea
But my work on earth's not finished
There is more for me to write
So I'll wish you Happy Birthday
God Bless - then say Goodnight
Written by Diane (Stacey George)
On 18 - 1 - 2020 for my mam's 95th birthday
BIRTHDAY POEM
Today it is your birthday
You would be 94
Oh how I miss my mother
Waiting by the door
Slippers warming at the fire
My tea all cooked for me
I always took for granted
All my mother did for me
I miss our walks together
At Tynemouth by the sea
And talking on that shabby seat
That meant so much to me
But now your in a better place
Where suffering is no more
And some day I will join you
And we will part no more
written today by Diane (Stacey George)
Life has changed so very much
Since you went away
But I still think about you
At some point every day
Today's a day that no-one
Ought to be alone
But I am sat all by myself
I have no-one to phone
I might do my jigsaw
Or watch something on TV
I also have some books to read
I'll take my pick from 3
I may get out my Photo Box
And walk down memory lane
But photographs and memories
Will never be the same
Steve is now my best friend
But he's with his family
But I know in 2 day's time
He'll be coming home to me
He will send an email
And then I'll send one back
His friendship is a priceless gift
Not found in Santa's sack
I count my many blessings
That should pass the day
I may not have a family
But God will show the way
By Stacey George
But it is a SUMMER SATURDAY
We loved sitting on our seat at Tynemouth on a Saturday more than any other day for some reason
I just want to be with you but I can't be
All I have are MEMORIES and floods of tears
I am feeling sad but will always remember the happy times we had sitting on our seat at Tynemouth and going for our walks together.
R.I.P.
POEM
Another year has come and gone
Today your 93
I wish we could be together
Just like it used to be
But God needed another Angel
Around His Throne above
So I'll Just send these Roses
Along with all my Love
Written by Diane.
She'll never give you Grief or Strife
A Husband can leave you for another
For loyalty just look to your Mother
She loved you as a baby
She watched you play and grow
Brought you up to be the person
That people now do know
She did without so many things
So her child could have the best
Then she got old and also ill
So God called her home to rest
So if you have a Mother
Please shower her with love
For the day will one day come
She will be with God above
Another year has come and gone
How the time has flown
But I feel her by my side
And I know I'm not alone
I am on a journey too
The path sometimes unknown
But I just follow that guiding light
The light that leads to Home
Written by Diane
And yes - this is day 3 just sitting in my nightie and dressing gown
I only go out when I am forced to
I have those Yellow Rose Petals in the house
I will go out and Scatter them in the garden
That should please the neighbours
OH DAMN THE BLOODY NEIGHBOURS
The sun is shining brightly which is what I always loved
I could not ask for a nicer day - but I am alone and you are not here
So everything is pointless as always
At 12.15 am Steve sent me an E Card
He has become my best Friend and I cant bear to think of anything happening to him.
Father Doyle died last month so I have been very unhappy
I shall go out to buy some Yellow Roses as tomorrow is Mothers Day
I miss you as always
Love from Diane.
You were so beautiful
I miss you
Diane
You will never be forgotten as long as I am here to remember you
Some Yellow Rose Petals came this morning which I ordered
Life goes on here as normal and is full of problems
But today is your Birthday
Have a nice Day in Heaven
Love from Diane
This is the first time it has fallen on a Wednesday which was the day you died so is especially emotional.
I am going down to the Seat we always sat on to leave a Rose there
They have altered the bus times and they are less frequent too but I will get there and back even if it takes me all night to do so
There have been many changes and some of the buses have been re routed which would not have sited you
They STILL have not resurfaced that Pavement around the corner you were always complaining about
I have so much I could tell you but maybe another time
I have written this Poem for you
It's exactly 5 years
To the Date and the Day
When my Mother and Best Friend
Was taken away
I often leave Flowers
Here on this Seat
And send them with love
Until next time we meet
Written by Diane
I miss my Mother and Best Friend and Companion
And I always will
With Love from Diane.
As for me WELL. You know the answer to that one
I miss you every day from Diane
You were my Best Friend and My Life
I go for the same walks we did and talk to you as if you were still there by my side (which I believe you are) and sit on the same seat as we always sat on.
I believe with all my heart that you still look after me from HEAVEN and know what is going on in my life so you will be only too aware that nobody bothers with me apart from the 4 nuns at the Convent and my dearest friend takes her Final Vows this year.
I have also written a Book with a Sequel due out this year sometime and of course the book is dedicated to you (but you will of course know all of this I am sure).
I intend to change this to a Private Site so we can have many more meaningful conversations and I can then tell you everything that is going on in my life and what is in my heart too.
I was chilled to the bone yesterday trying to get some Yellow Roses. I managed in the end and they are in a vase for you to see right opposite your Ashes which will be scattered some day with mine.
I am going to try and go to OUR PLACE where the Ashes will eventually be scattered this year as every day this falls on the same day it did back in 2011. We never did get that DOUBLE FUNERAL did we which I always hoped for but everything happens for a reason and it is all part of GOD'S PLAN. Father O'Donnel is going to do my Funeral and I hope to still be around for his Golden Jubilee next year and have written a Poem for him.
The Vicar from Christ Church which you loved so much keeps in touch with me and has been good to me and I feel guilty about that but my heart has always been in ROME and I am a CATHOLIC in my mind. I have joined a Group on the Internet for MOTHERLESS DAUGHTERS which has given me lots of idea as well and you will be able to come to MY FUNERAL as you can be brought just as you are so that is nice.
I have met a nice man on the Internet and his name is Steve and he is my best friend and seems a lovely man but we are just GOOD FRIENDS. Well I think that is all of my news for now. Thats been really nice and I hope you have enjoyed it too.
Until the next time have a nice day.
Love from Diane xxxxxx
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Miss you every day - all my love from Diane xx
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With all my love from Diane xxx
2nd July THE FALL
Well here it is Saturday 2nd July. It was a beautiful day 5 years ago and we watched Maria Sharapova on the TV at Wimbledon and then we went for a walk as we did stay in far too much.
Coming home I thought it would be safer for to cross at the Island near the Crash Barrier and you just fell and I could not hold you up. Neighbours came out to help and an Ambulance was called but you did not go to hospital. Your Mac is still on the Poffee and your Bag is still on the Sofa just as it was left and it will remain like that until I am no longer here myself.
Every year since I have put a Yellow Rose on the Railings where you fell but you must know how much of an effort things are for me now due to this depression which has taken hold of me as I miss you so much.
I shall do my best but feel that I am constantly letting you down these days and I just want to be with you in Heaven .
I will ring the Florists now or go out and put the Flowers on when I get home.
I miss you from Diane xxxxx
MY NIGHTMARE
It has been wall to wall sunshine today and I was determined to go out but I fell asleep in the chair and found myself talking in my sleep. I was seeing a Hospital Consultant at the Private Hospital and I though my TIME had come but I was wrong once more. I dont know whether I am sorry or glad to be alive and typing this. Waking to an empty house and no family to ring. This has been 5 years of sheer torture. However I have the Sequel to get out as I think a few people would like to read it and it is rather good even if I say so myself. You would be so proud of me. But even if I had not written it and done nothing you loved me just the same. It is Enrique's 41st birthday today. I can still see us at The Royal Quays listening to him singing HERO in Spanish.
I miss you and I always will
POEM
This Band of Gold placed on your hand
In 1953
Was then removed years later
And handed down to me
I have a box of of photographs
And pictures in a frame
But nothing now in this life
Will ever be the same
I've a future thats uncertain
So I cling on to the past
Oh why, Oh why does everything
Just never seem to last
I have a friend who is a Priest
And some friends who are nuns too
But my heart it still is broken
Because I still want you