Dear Mom, 

I can t believe this is really happening . It's not bad enough your gone, but Alex is gone now to ...Mom I promise I was looking after him best I could. . He went in to rehab to get his self together nd they killed him mom....They gave him to much medicine and he s gone . I m so lost ma I don t know what to do with myself .I feel like a part of me is gone and I m never getting it back. Mom please give me a sign that he is ok and he is with you.. please I worry about him 24/ 7 still...its like this is a bad nkghtmare and I just can t wake up. Please mom I need to know he is safe and resting easy with you. I love and miss you so much., Love Always Nadine co, n lol Alex ....he misses you so much still mom....i love u