Hi Mom,

   I miss more than words can say, you were and always will be the matriarch of this family, I miss your smile I miss all the times we spent together, you showing me how to shop for food to buy in bulk and how to stretch a penny.

When ever I would call to talk to you and ask questions about my relationships you always new what to say there will be many more times when I will talk to you while driving down the road and hear you say look you dick head the world does not revolve around you so quit acting like a spoiled brat and get your shit together.
 The days before you passed when Gina and I came to see you at the hospital I will never forget how you reached out hand and rubbed Gina’s stomach and just couldn’t let go, you were touching Sierra and letting her know that you would see her soon one way or another.

The day Sierra was born I felt your presence and thought this is the happiest day of my life and the saddest. I had a new baby girl one of the most beautiful things that had ever happened to me and then there loosing you.

I know now that you are in heaven setting home for all of us and someday we will see each other again I can’t wait to see your beautiful blue eyes again. You are my soul and without you I am lost please give me guidance for the journey that I will make, help me make all of the right decisions
For my children in the days to come for my days are numbered and I will rejoice once again in the house of the lord with you by my side.

forever in my heart and soul your loving son.

Edwi

I wish I had gotten more time with you.  14 years wasn't enough but I am so grateful for the memories that I have of you.  Your house in Fort Bragg holds some many fond memories.  Family get togethers, your motor home, you and Kathy purchasing Sugar, spending time down at the beach, the hours spent playing card games,  you telling me to turn MTV off in front of company (lol), I even started my period there.  I remember standing there in the kitchen while you called mom to tell her I wasn't a little girl anymore.  You helped me enter that stage of womanhood so flawlessly.  I think about you everyday. That's no lie.  I miss the times we shared.  What I would give to have you here today. I love you Grandma.

Hi Grandma!!
I miss you so much. I remember all the amazing times we had got to spend together before you left this world. Patience is turning 21 this year. You slept out in the parking lot of the hospital in your motorhome while I was in labor just to see your 1st great grand baby be born. Starr came shortly after you had passed. She has also grown into a smart,pretty young lady you would have loved her sense of humor. Khaos is 5now and was totally unexpected!! But you would have worn your nosey lil fucker shirt when he was around if you was still here on earth with us. Mom and dad are doing well. Mom misses you more then anything!! So does aunt donna.. I cant  help but cry while I'm typing this this..I love u grandma