i went into labour at about 5am and the hospital rang my mum and my then fiance now husband james to come to the hospital i was in delivery suite by this time and the midwives were tellin me to breathe and push the normal stuff i was high as a kite on gas and air my mum had brought a packed lunch and drinks with her and held my hand thru it all even when i bit her swore at her screamed at her she stayed by my side and the midwives told her to encourage me to push she started making noises as tho she was straining for a poo i wil always remember that part she mde me laugh she made me cry she yelled at me stopped speaking to me on numerous occasions but she was my mum and my best friend i will akways remember this beautiful crazy lady her fave song is im going slightly mad by queen and whenever i here it i sit and giggle as she used to sing it s loud as she could at the tope of her voice her and my godmother auntie pam my mums bestfriend love and miss my mum always and forever xxxx