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 This is a memorial for my mother Louise B. Ferus. She was a very couragious woman. She had a very long and hard life. Her life was also full of good times.She loved her family and friends. She would do anything for you. I miss her so much.  She suffered with breathing problems and is in a better place now.  She will always be in our hearts and our memories. She will never be forgotten. I love you MOM.

 

December 8, 2023
December 8, 2023
Hey Sissy, I miss you so much! Can’t believe it’s been 13 long years already, it seems like yesterday when Shanna called me.
Can’t change God’s plans for you so knowing He chose to take you home is the peace that passes all understanding ❤️
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
October 18, 2023
October 18, 2023
Hi Sissy, been thinking about you all day and remembering when we would go out to dinner and celebrate. I miss you terribly but know God needed you more.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
December 8, 2022
December 8, 2022
I can’t believe it’s been 12 years already since I received the devastating news that you were gone. I still can’t believe it!
The holidays are not the same anymore with so many missing but we try to keep things going. I wish things were different with your kids but a miracle would have to take place.
Well, I miss you dearly Sister and I wish you were here but I am happy that you are not suffering anymore ❤️❤️I love you ❤️❤️
December 8, 2022
December 8, 2022
Mom I need you today more than any other day... Im not in a good place mentally and emotionally. I wish you were here so I could talk to you. So you could tell me what I should do. I miss you so so so much. You were all I had in this world. The only person I could actually say that Loved me unconstitutionally. No matter what you still loved me. God I wish I could just hug you and know everything is going to be ok... Why did you have to leave me??? Why???? 
December 8, 2022
December 8, 2022
12 years ago Mom you were taken from me and the girls. I wish that you could see how big those girls have gotten. And I wish that you could see how beautiful they have become. I know that they love and miss their Nana.. Mom today is really hard for me.. Im going through some things at the moment and wish you were here to talk to. I wish I was able to just pick up my phone and dial your number. 12 years ago when you were taken from this earth , something in me left with you. I haven't been the same since. I am so lost without you. I mean I keep your ashes by the side of my bed but I mean physically with me and breathing.. Lol.. I love you and miss you very very much.. I always have you in my heart and on my mind..
October 18, 2022
October 18, 2022
Happy Blessed Birthday to my dear SISSY.
I love and miss you so much!
Life is so different with so many family members missing. It’s bittersweet for sure. 
Taking one day at a time until we meet again. ❤️❤️❤️
October 18, 2022
October 18, 2022
Happy Birthday Mommy... I hope you are celebrating up there with mom mom pop pop and all ur brothers and sisters that were taken from this earth. I wish you were here so we could celebrate. Today you would have been 68.. You were taken way way to soon.. I talking to u on the phone for hours. I miss how u used to call me ur little monkey as corny as it sounds.. I miss laying in ur lap while u scratched my head.. You were my best friend in this world. No one will ever be able to fill ur shoes.. So many days and nights I sit and reminisce about all the good times and laughs we shared together... I know we had our bad times too but no matter what you were always there for me.. You loved me unconditionally.. More than I can say about anyone else in my family and life. Cant wait until I get to be with u again. To hold ur hand to hug u to get to see ur smile... I love you mom more than words can say.. Ill never stop loving u and ill never stop thinking about you. I struggle everyday with my emotions and thoughts. Wish u were here to comfort me. To just let me know someone cares and that things will be ok. Happy Birthday Mommy!!!! Hope ur having the biggest celebration in heaven. Will continue to love you always and forever. You are greatly missed.
December 8, 2021
December 8, 2021
Hey dear Sister, I so wish you were still here on earth so we could talk and laugh together. I will never forget the phone call saying you were gone, still can’t believe it
I know you are in a much better place with no more sickness.
The family is not the same without you.❤️
December 8, 2021
December 8, 2021
Mom today marks 11 long years ago God took you to walk beside him. It has been a very long journey without you. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you and miss you. I sit and stare at your ashes from time to time wishing it was you your body sitting next to me so I can talk to you and for you to let me know everything is going to be ok. I wish I could go back 11 years and let you know everything I wanted to say and all the things I wanted to tell you. I know Christmas was your favorite holiday and time of year but it gets really hard sometimes. When Im putting up the tree with my husband is the hardest because that was our thing to do each year together. But I struggle through it knowing you're watching down on me. I love you so much mom. Wish you still were here. Love your Daughter Shanna
October 18, 2021
October 18, 2021
Happy Birthday Mom... So many years have passed since you were taken from this earth. Everyday I miss you more and more. One day we will be able to be together again. I so wish you were still here with me. Not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts and memories. I love you!!!!
October 18, 2021
October 18, 2021
Happy Heavenly Birthday my dear Sister❤️
So many times I want to pick up the phone and call you but then I remember that I can’t I miss you terribly but know you are in a better place ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Love you so much❤️❤️❤️❤️
October 18, 2020
October 18, 2020
Happy Birthday Mommy!!!!! I cant believe another year has passed this fast. I know you may not be here physically here well besides your ashes but your spitit is definitely with me all the time especially today. Celebrating you more today than others. Wishing you a very Happy Birthday in heaven from your little monkey. Hope you are rockin out up there having a blast like I know you would be. I love you mom always and forever all the way up to the sky and back down all the way to the moon and back.
October 18, 2020
October 18, 2020
Happy Birthday in Heaven Dear Sister!
Remembering how we would go out to dinner to celebrate. Hugs to everyone!
Love and miss you dearly ❤️❤️
December 8, 2019
December 8, 2019
9 years ago today we lost you from this earth. Wouldn’t want you to give up Heaven for anything but I sure do miss you!
Thinking of you always and you always bring a smile to my face. 
Love, Hugs & Kisses. 
❤️Sissy
October 18, 2019
October 18, 2019
HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY SISSY!
I miss you more than you could imagine!
I wish we were going out for your birthday but I’m sure you are having a celebration like no other! 
Until we meet again ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Xoxoxo xoxoxo xoxoxo xoxoxo xoxoxo
December 9, 2018
December 9, 2018
Hey Sissy! It’s been 8 years already and I still remember the phone call that changed our lives forever
December 8, 2018
December 8, 2018
Today was my nannas death date 8 years ago I want to just say I love and Miss u
December 8, 2018
December 8, 2018
Hey mom.. Its been 8 long years today that u were taken from this earth to go live in heaven. Not a day goes by that i dont think about you and miss you so very much. Today is the hardest day of the year for me.. It has not been easy these past 8 years missing you everyday. It feels like yesterday that you were here. The girls miss and talk about their nana all the time.. We miss you mom. Hope your in heaven smiling down on us. You have great company there.. Mom mom pop pop uncle van and aunt marie. You will always be in my heart and in my memories.. I love you mom.
October 18, 2018
October 18, 2018
Happy Birthday in Heaven Sissy!
I miss you so much!
This year Marie is with you,
I am so lonely without you here.
December 14, 2017
December 14, 2017
On December 8th it marked 7 years that you have been gone :-(
It just doesn’t seem possible already...I miss talking to you so much....It won’t be long before your sister Marie will be joining you and then both of my sisters will be gone :-(...I miss you....I love you ...until we meet again.
October 18, 2017
October 18, 2017
Just wishing my Sissy a very happy 61st Birthday up in Heaven! I miss you so much! Hope you are having a great celebration with Mom and Pop!
December 11, 2016
December 11, 2016
my nana was very nice and kind thats why i love and miss her very much.
December 9, 2016
December 9, 2016
Wow! 6 years have passed already, seems like yesterday!
Miss you so much !
Merry Christmas hug Mom &Pop & Van
December 9, 2016
December 9, 2016
Just know that she walked the stairway to heaven.
And that Jesus greeted her
and all of heaven's hosts proclaimed
"Welcome Home!"
December 7, 2016
December 7, 2016
Tomorrow it has been 6 long years since God took you to heaven to stand beside him. Even as time has went on it still doesn't get any easier. It still feels like yesterday that I found you laying there cold . I miss you so much. Not a day goes by that i don't think of you. You are in my thoughts all the time and you will always have a place in my heart. I love you mom. Lord knows how bad I wish you were still here with me. I still catch myself picking up the phone to call you. I wish heaven wasn't so far away... But I'm glad you are in a better place where you are not suffering anymore... You are missed greatly but you will never be forgotten... I love you always and forever..
October 19, 2016
October 19, 2016
Happy Birthday Mommy!! I love and miss you always. Hope you liked us signing to you for your birthday. I wish you were here. Just wish heaven wasnt so far away. Love you all the way to the sky and back
October 18, 2016
October 18, 2016
Just wishing my Sissie a Happy 62nd birthday up in Heaven! Think of you all the time and miss you so much. 
Until we meet again, forever in my heart!
December 19, 2015
December 19, 2015
Often during the holidays, a little something will stir the memory for the loved one who has passed, like a Christmas song they used to enjoy or the aroma of cookies similar to those they used to bake. These memories can be happy stirrings in our hearts. Let the stirring begin!
December 19, 2015
December 19, 2015
I know its a little late but i have been thinking for days what to say. It has been 5 long years since you were taken from me
It has been a struggle without you here by my side. Being one phone call away. I still to this day catch myself trying to call you. I used to get a little annoyed with the 30 phone calls a day but now what I would give for one. Just to hear your voice. I love you mom. Wishing you were here with me. I know you are up there watching after me but just wish I could see you feel your warming hugs and hear your voice. I love you mom
December 8, 2015
December 8, 2015
Well Sis it's been 5 years ago today that I got the awful news you were gone :-(  Not a day goes by that I don't miss you!
Hope you are having a wonderful Christmas with Jesus!
Xoxoxoxoxo
October 19, 2015
October 19, 2015
Happy 61st birthday Tootsie! Wish we could have celebrated with a dinner and some good laughs! Love,missing you and thinking of you often! Hope your celebration was awesome!
Hugs and kisses
March 30, 2015
March 30, 2015
Hey mom I was thinking about you today a little more than I usually do. I just wanted to tell you I love you and miss you so much. Words cant express the empty feeling I have. I feel like I have lost a part of myself that I will never get back. I just wish for a moment that I could see your face or even hold your hand. I love you!!!
December 8, 2014
December 8, 2014
Thinking of you today Sissy, thinking of where I was and what I was doing the moment I got the call that you were gone....still so sad....I can't believe it's been 4 years already....just not the same without you...We will celebrate tonight in your memory.....heart broken
December 7, 2014
December 7, 2014
Wow mom its been 4 long years without you. I miss you and think about you every day. Mom you were my everything. I dont ever think that I could get over missing you. I miss you so much mom. I love you so much. The kids miss you and love you too. Their Nana. They ask me to look at your picture and want to listen to your favorite song all the time. You are missed very deeply. I wish you were still here. I know this sounds so selfish but why did you have to leave me? I am so lost without you. In a way i guess im angry. Angry at myself for not cherishing every moment with you. I would give anything in the world to just see your face and be able to tell you that I love you and that you meant and still mean everything to me. Mom I love you with all my heart and soul. They say it gets easier as time goes by but when? It still feels like yesterday you were still here. I still catch myself wanting to call you just to say hey! And the holidays are the hardest especially Christmas. Since you were taken right before. Mommy I hope you are looking down on me everyday like I look up at you. You memories will always live on.
October 18, 2014
October 18, 2014
Today we would have celebrated your 60th birthday! Even though we are sad today, we will still celebrate in your memory.
October 18, 2014
October 18, 2014
Words I live my life by:
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow.”
The love of Christ is with you always!!! Now and forever, Tootsie!
December 9, 2013
December 9, 2013
It's been 3 long years without you and I miss you so much! Ralph, Mom and I go out every year to celebrate your birthday which is really special to us! Our hearts hurt without having you here but I know I will see you again and that helps. The holidays are the hardest just remembering how excited you got and making sure everyone had something to open. We will keep your memory alive now and always. Love you and miss you so much. Brenda
December 9, 2013
December 9, 2013
Life is eternal, and love is immortal,
and death is only a horizon;
and a horizon is nothing save the limit of our sight.
~Rossiter Worthington Raymond
July 10, 2013
July 10, 2013
I wish I could give you many more years. I wish I could erase away all of your tears.
I want to take away all of your pain. I want to give you sunshine in the rain.
May each new day be a perfect gift. May love surround you, may your spirits lift.
If someone had to describe you so many words come to mind. Beauty and grace, a heart so kind.
July 9, 2013
July 9, 2013
hey mom sorry its been so long. i miss you so much. they say that it gets easier as the years go by but it feels just like yesterday that you were taken away from me. i love you so much. not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts. you will never be forgotten.
December 9, 2012
December 9, 2012
The grave is but a covered bridge, leading from light to light, through a brief darkness. (Henry Wadsworth Longfellow) You have crossed the bridge into eternal life and happiness. God bless.
December 9, 2012
December 9, 2012
Two years have gone by already, it's hard to believe...I miss you so much! I think of you so much and some days are harder than others but I am happy that you are not struggling anymore...love you so much
Sisters forever,
Brenda
October 18, 2012
October 18, 2012
Still remembered through the years, may you be happy and blessed in walking with Jesus.
December 8, 2011
December 8, 2011
Forever you will stay within my heart,
I'll never forget you.
I cherish you forever,
you were amazing....you were true.
December 7, 2011
December 7, 2011
Tomorrow will make it one year that you were taken from us. It has been a rough year. A lot of ups and downs. Mom you are really missed. Not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts. I love you mom
October 18, 2011
October 18, 2011
Happy Birthday Mommy!!!!! I thought today would be a sad day but all I can think about is all the good times that we had together and all the things that you have accomplished in your life. You are truely missed mom. Micayla and Marissa ask about you all the time. I love you mom.
October 18, 2011
October 18, 2011
Like a daisy in the sun,
she's my cousin, she's my friend.
she is as sweet as a chocolate bun,
and please remember she'll always be no.1.
October 18, 2011
October 18, 2011
I remember the days of the past with a smile,
those memories spring like the hands of a dial
and at once I am back there with you, and your arms
fold round me and I feel so blessed by your charms.

The warmth of that hug, of the memory past,
are stronger and longer and always will last
July 31, 2011
July 31, 2011
I am really going through alot in my life right now. I miss you so much mom. I wish that you were still here. You dont know how much I wish that you were still here with me. I love you
February 4, 2011
February 4, 2011
When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight. ~Kahlil Gibran

Thank you for bringing so much joy in ours lives. I know you are up there walking in the flowered meadows with my Mom right now.

Jr.
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December 8, 2023
December 8, 2023
Hey Sissy, I miss you so much! Can’t believe it’s been 13 long years already, it seems like yesterday when Shanna called me.
Can’t change God’s plans for you so knowing He chose to take you home is the peace that passes all understanding ❤️
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October 18, 2023
October 18, 2023
Hi Sissy, been thinking about you all day and remembering when we would go out to dinner and celebrate. I miss you terribly but know God needed you more.
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December 8, 2022
December 8, 2022
I can’t believe it’s been 12 years already since I received the devastating news that you were gone. I still can’t believe it!
The holidays are not the same anymore with so many missing but we try to keep things going. I wish things were different with your kids but a miracle would have to take place.
Well, I miss you dearly Sister and I wish you were here but I am happy that you are not suffering anymore ❤️❤️I love you ❤️❤️
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December 18, 2010

Mom I remember alot of things about you... You always kept ur head up no matter what was going on.. You have taught me alot of things too like how to be a good mom... And that u were.. I love you mommy... I will never forget you....

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