Well mother, I can finally rest knowing that I got to say my last goodbye,  its very hard for me to deal with but I'm doing the best that I can, if it were'nt for the good LORD above and the LOVE of my family I dont know what I would do. Its difficult for me because you were my friend my confidont ( I hope I spelled it right ).you would always make me laugh lift me up when I was down, Its funny, you always knew when there was somthing wrong, it was that sixth sence of yours. Mother, you will always be that ray of sunshine in my life, all I have to do is think of you and a smile comes on my face, thinking of your sayin " BUT THE THING OF IT IS " or " WHAT HAPPEN". All my memories that I have of you I will cherish forever and ever. I know that you will be looking down on all of us and will be so proud to say THATS MY FAMILY. You were so very BEAUTIFUL, it makes me so very honored when people tell me that I look just like you. And I thank you for the gift that you left us, you always said we were gonna be alrite and you know what!?  WE ARE! thanks to you. I remember when we went to ching ching and me and Drina were going to the elevater and we see a cup with lipstick on it and we both said "I bet thats moms cup" . or when we took mom to Pancho Villas for her birthday and she orderd that expensive plate of food.. LOL!  I also remember when dad asked you if you wanted a roll at Loves restaurant and you said yes and he said go ahead the floors free LOL!!. We had alot of good times I wish we could of had more, but never the less I'am very PROUD  to say that you were my MOTHER!.  Gone but never forgotten.  Love you Mother, your oldest babygirl Terri.