ForeverMissed
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Her Life
March 19, 2010

  My mom was a very special person.  She had a hard life.  She raised 4 children on her own at 38.  My dad died when I was about 2 years old.  She worked long hours to support us.  Not once did she complain about anything.  My mom was a person you could always go to if you needed to talk someone. She had it hard in the end she suffered from lung disease and heart problems.  She was in and out of hospitals for the past 4 years.  Then on Feb 20th she passed away.  My whole like felt like it was crashing down.  I will never forget that night when my sister called me and told me, that she passed.  Life is funny, you know that one day it's going to happen but when that day comes it's just something that changes everything.( if that makes any sense).  I used go to my mom's(sister's house) everyday for a cup of coffee and talk and talk about everything.  Now my mornings are empty and lonely.  I'm trying to focus now on working and making money.  I'm also taking online courses to keep me busy.  I would like to share this with you.  The last time I saw my mom was on Thursday Feb 18, 2010 in the hospital and on that day she mentioned ladybugs to me.  Well I went home not thinking about it until Friday night, the night before she died, that my daughter found a ladybug.  The next morning we found another.  So every time anyone sees a ladybug please think about my mom.  She always told me she always felt lucky and ladybugs are lucky.(She also had red hair).  My mom will always be missed but I know that there will be a day when we all will be together again.  Mom, I love and miss you.  You will always be in my heart and soul.  Rest in peace