10 years ago today you left this Earth world. Not a day goes by that I don't miss and love you. We put Christmas decorations on your, grandpa and Uncle Johns graves today... I can't believe its been 10 years since you passed. Time is flying by. Love and miss you always.

Happy Heavenly Birthday my beautiful Tutu. Continue to miss and love you always.

Ugh... nine years ago today. This year is not like any of the past years since you have been gone. This year hits different, very sad, scary and emotional. Never did I think we would be burying Uncle John so young and in the way we had to. So much heartache this year. I am so happy that Uncle is no longer in pain and is home with you and grandpa and all our loved ones past. Love and miss you sooo much. 

Happy "Heavenly" Birthday my beautiful grandma. Miss and love you always.

Happy Birthday Tutu!!! It was an emotional moment at your grave today. Thinking of you and the many loved one's we have lost since you have gone. You have two of your children with you, one being your first born. So hard to gather my thoughts. I love and miss you and everybody we have lost.

Hau'oli lā hānau Tutu!!! 98 years young today. Like I told you earlier, 'even though you are not physically here to celebrate your Big day, I find comfort knowing you are in Spirit spending it with Grandpa. I love you sooo much and I miss you every single day. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!

Happy New Year My Beautiful Angel!!! I love and miss you terribly. Not a day goes by that I don't miss you and wish you were here with me. I love you sooo much.

Two years since you have gone my Beautiful Tutu. Not a day goes by that I don't miss you. I know I will forever miss you physical presence, but I know you are with me in Spirit. I love you my Tutu, my Heart and Soul.

Happy Valentine's Day Tutu.... I hope you like your flowers and balloon. I miss and love you always.

I love you always. Fourteen months today. I know you were with me today while cleaning your room. You kept pushing me forward when I was having a difficult time of letting go of some things. I love love love you always. I miss you soooo much.

Oh my goodness, here it is already the end of January... I miss you sooo much. Not a day passes that I don't think of you and wish you were still here. I love you always.

Ugh, I can't believe its already the middle of the month. I was just thinking about you (always) and wanted to let you know how much I miss and love you always.

Oh my beautiful Tutu, 13 long months today. I have been thinking so much about you lately. I miss you so much, some days are unbearable. My heart aches so bad. Love and Miss you always.

Happy New Year Tutu!!! I miss you sooo much, yesterday was a difficult day for me. I went through some of my old pictures of you and Chloe meeting for the first time. Too many GREAT memories came flooding back. I feel so lost right now...I'm going to come talk with you today. I always feel better afterwards. :) I love and miss you always.

Merry Christmas Tutu!!! I would give anything to have you here with us today and always. I can't believe this will be two Christmas's now that you will not be here. I will be up later today to talk with you. I love and miss you sooo much.

I really enjoyed 'our talk the other day. I miss you soooo much my beautiful Tutu....... Happy Christmas Eve!!!

One year ago today that you have been up in Heaven. So much has changed since you have been gone. As selfish as I am I would give anything to have you back here with me. I pray you heard me last night in your room, and today at your grave. I meant everything I said to you. Time will heal this pain and loneliness. It doesn't make me miss you less. I love and miss you soo much Tutu. <3

Today is just as hard as I know tomorrow will be. I keep thinking that this time last year you were still with us. We were doing our regular routine with you and everything was 'right. I miss you sooo much Grandma, I love you.

Your one year is coming up...I can't believe it. Miss you soooo much.

Oh my beautiful Tutu, this was our first Thanksgiving without you. I knew the first thing I needed to do was go talk with you and grandpa. I reminded everybody about your absence, not that anybody needs to be reminded. I wanted everybody to think about you that day. I can't believe how fast this year is flying by. I wish you were here. I love and miss you sooo much.

11 months yesterday.Leaving you today was more harder than usual. I can't stop thinking about the morning I found you. Holding on to you, bundling you up because I didn't want you to be cold. Sitting there numb at Dodo crying. I cry and cry wishing you were still here but I keep reminding myself that you are happy, healthy and free. Mom too is feeling sad. We miss and love you so much.

I miss you sooo much. I feel so lost and confused with you in Heaven and mom in Oregon. When I came to you today I was being honest with what I said. I don't know what to do or where to go with my life. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.

Today makes 10 long months since you have been gone. I miss you sooo much. I love you more than I could ever say with words. I love you....I miss you soooo much.

I've been thinking a lot about you again lately. I miss you so much. :*(

I had another 'Tutu moment this morning. I've been thinking about you and missing you terribly lately. I LOVE you so much. :*(

I been thinking a lot about 'that morning, certain parts keep playing in slow motion in my mind. :'(  I miss you soooo much.

9 months ago today :( miss and love you soooo much. As you know this past week was pretty tough. Miss you and my Kayce so much. It comforts me to know he us with you and you are with him. I love and miss you both.

I can't believe the day has come that mom will be moving home. We have all been through a lot TOGETHER. I would never take any of it back. Memories have been made and will forever be cherished. I love you always Grandma.

Cleaning out your room has proven to be more difficult than both mom and me imagined. We knew it was going to be hard, but we aren't even able to clean it. As you know mom will be traveling back home to Oregon within the next couple of days. Its been a hard these months without you, now its going to be hard for the next couple months ahead without you and now mom being in Oregon. Love U

Aloha my beautiful Tutu, today is 8 long months since you have been gone. Still not a day goes by that I don't think about you and miss you more. The process of moving ahead is hard but I'm doing the best I can. I love you grandma, I wish I had 100 more years with you. But I know you are where you want to be. I love you forever and always.

We were down at Wailoa park today helping set up for Nani's family reunion. I made the comment that you wouldn't have been able to go to the party because it was raining. I was looking out at the water and thought "you would have loved being there". Made my heart ache even more. I miss you so much.

Oh my beautiful Tutu, I had a moment the other day. I thought in detail about the night of your service. You were so beautiful. I miss you soo much.

Uuuughhhh.......times are so unbearable without you here. I am so lost sometimes. Miss and love yoooouuuuuu

7 Months today Tutu. I miss you still so terribly. I know time will ease all pain. I'm able to go inside your room and handle your clothes and belongings. Baby steps for now. I love and miss you soooo much.

Happy 4th of July Tutu. I love and miss you.

I can't believe its been 6 month since you have been gone. I still miss you sooo much. LOVE YOU!!!

I miss you sooo much. I think about you just as much today as the day God took you. Miss and love you terribly.

Happy Mother's Day Tutu! I miss and love you so much. :*(

5 looong sad months today that you were taken from us. I've been thinking about you sooo much lately. I miss and love you sooo much.

I can't stop thinking about you. I miss you sooo much. Some days are so unbearable.

Happy Easter my Beautiful Angel

Today would have been your 96th birthday. I anticipated it being a tough day, I didn't know it would have been this hard. :*( I LOVE and MISS you sooo much.

Happy Birthday my Beautiful Angel, I miss you more than I could ever say. I love love love you sooo much.

:*(  Three months today.

Hmmm....its been a hard couple of weeks. Miss you soooo much.

I've been thinking about you so much lately. I miss you terribly. Two long months today. Love and miss you.

The Church had a special 'Memorial Service' yesterday in honor of you and all the other new Angels. It was beautiful. I miss and love you sooo much.

I MISS YOU!!! One month today since we laid you to rest. I wish I could say it is getting easier, but I'd be lying.

One month today...I will never forget that morning. I miss you today as much as I did that morning. I sometimes feel you around me, I know you are with us. I love and miss you more than I could ever say with words.

its been tough the last couple of weeks not having you here, but today may have been the worst. I hate thinking about the year ahead without you in it. I feel like I'm leaving you behind. :*(   I miss you sooo much. Love love love you.