Today is your birthday. An angel, truly sent from heaven above. The more I have thought about this , the more I know it.

Life goes on but nothing will ever be the same, without you. There is a big Birthday cake made entirely out of flowers on your Memorial stone.
I'll be there later to celebrate your Birthday with a glass of wine ...and some real cake!

You would have been 36 today in our terms , but you are eternal - mortal -  and yet immortal.

Thank you for being in my life and having me as your mother.

Birthday Wishes for today xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well Marian, its four years now since you left us. Have you any idea how infuential you were, how inspiring you were? Your half sister is going to the same university as you did ...just because of you. No one who knew you has been able to get over your death. We want you back , and we believe you are coming back, when the time is just right for you.

Please come back to us. I would be so happy to be your grandmother . if you choose it to be so my darling and if you consider me worthy.

All my love forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy Birthday beautiful one. Today, on your Birthday, I celebrated your day , with a lovely glass of wine ..well maybe it was two - at your Memorial Stone. It was such a lovely sunny day and I sat there for an hour and felt content , for the first time in a long time. I love you forever. xxxx

I love you forever. You were,... and still are so important to me and to.  so many others. 

I hope we can be together again, if not in this lifetime , then on another. I am honoured and humbled that you chose me to be your mother. xxxxx

Happy Birthday Marian. Your flowers are there, your candles are lit and your card is there. I wonder if you know. I wonder if you have any idea of how much we miss you here. What's it like in heaven? Wait for me please and be there for me when I come through. I could never ever let you go...ever  Eternally yours,

Mumsy xxxxxxxxx
PS  I am going to become a better person, and its all because of you

This is just to say its the third Xmas since Marian went to heaven but only the second year since she left us. Marian's Memorial stone is always surrounded by gorgeous flowers. She was so loved.  I . 
don't think she had any idea just how much.

I am going to put up some more photos and perhaps share a video that her brother did for her as I am stronger now. Marian wasn't particularly religious but ironically her passing has led me to the Christian path and I feel the Holy Spirit has been my rock and has saved me from despair.
God Bless you Marian and Happy Xmas in heaven. I love you always and foreverxxxxxxxxxxxxx

It is now two years today since Marian died.She is always with me in my heart. We have placed some beautiful flowers on her actual Memorial stone in the cemetery.

We will never ever forget her , and we will never ever stop loving her. She has gone to God...xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy Birthday darling. I love you and miss you so much. Hopefully in time I may be able to look at your photos and put more up, as well as continue with your story, Being without you is totally devastating. God Bless you pet. All my love, Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Love and thoughts are with my big sister Marian on what would be your 33rd Birthday. Miss you xxx

This is just to say how much I am missing you at Xmas. I thought about you all day and its now 1.45 am on the 26 December and I am still thinking about you. Happy Xmas darling. I love you xx

It has taken me so long to be able to have the strength to publish some photos of my beautiful daughter. These photos were taken in March, 2011 - the year Marian went. to heaven. We didn't know she was so ill at that time . In fact we thought she was recovering ,but it was not to be and God took her back to himself. I love you xx

My darling girl, I love you so much and I miss you each and every day. You were with me such a short while and you taught me so much. Your legacy is immense. I love you eternally and l will never ever forget you.
Please help me heal my broken heart. xxxxxx