Hi Nan it’s me trin I miss you more then words could say I’m now 21 22 in July time goes so fast don’t it I got my own flat now been here a year I got a little boy called Jaxson Charlie with my fiancé who I have been with for 8 years this year in October you would of loved both of them I had my little boy on the 8th june only month away from your birthday hopefully next time I have a little on your birthday that will be the best thing in the world I’m struggling a little bit I’m not gonna lie being a new mum and Peter having cancer you know it’s all abit too much then tisha losing her kids I would never thought but you mever what’s round the corner so that’s why I’m living my life to the fullest trying to make as much memories as possible that’s all we have when we go I miss you so much wish I could just see that face again and give you a big kiss you will always be my butterfly miss you nanny always a forever ♾️ x

Hi mum well it me Tanya been long time god missed you so much so Jay got flat things don't no y but are very heart broken for me but you no me ok got my children Peter been very sick he got cancer but he doing really well he been very brave and I been finding it really hard but Dan nicko been my also tisha not got her children no more and not very well and now natalya with me everything just gone wrong and don't no how what to do so sometimes just feel like need time away but thre no we're to go so wised you was here coz always came down to you for a mum daughter chat coz no you make it all better hope the kids do forgive me for all my mistakes us don't mean to make them but keept the family to give and now not well but got to keep going to the end still have my dogs and lovely home and still love our song bey ABBA and trinity got lovely little boy jaxson and he 9moths old now and she as flat so dose bud and Daniel and there all done really well in life dad still with eve and he ok I always speak abunt you to him me dad we still very close but mum miss you and canot believe it been 8years so much gone on in my life so much has changed and not happy but get bey love you mum Tanya xx

Happy73 birthday mum wised you was here to say it camearound have a chat cupper kids got really big twins now 16 years old Dan still with nichole and still got he little Co Co doing really well bud got a lovely little girl friend and got flat not far from Dan so both together trin with a boy name Charlie and got a little dog and watting to got her own place and Jay I never made it to live together but he living a cross from Sean and doing OK dad OK and Sean still got he dogs and paddy OKmick we not seen we all feel out me finding life very very heard but get back up go again you no me you canot keep me down lol twin hopefully going to go to a lovely little college there went to day on your birthday lol natishea doing well you finds life things heard she has 4 little dog lots cats lol but I cuss you no all this as you watching over us all have great heavenly birthday love from us all Tanya your daughter and grandkids natishea Daniel bud Trinity Wayne Peter xxxxxx

Hey Nan things have been really hard the last 6 years you have been gone I just really want to come down and visit you and have the roast dinner you made and have them girly chats but I know you will be watching over me and hopefully you will be proud I have started my own business for you called butterfly cosmetics I hope you like my idea and love the lashes I named after you “Mary” see you again soon My Butterfly 

Mum you was best friend and when you went to sleep you took a piece of me with you life has never been the same I really been going through some difficult times over the last few years and I've not had you to turn to and I'll be fine it really really hard I miss you Mum but I know you're watching over me ❤️